Jeri spent a sleepless night and only stopped herself from masturbating because she wanted to save her energy for Rain. Antony called early but she couldn't focus on him, her mind fixed on fantasies of touching and being touched by Rain. She finally told Antony she needed to go to the bathroom, said "I love you," and hung up. When seven o'clock rolled around Jeri stared down at the street and dialed Rain's number. Rain's phone rang once before she answered.
"Jeri?"
"Can I come down now?"
"That depends." Rain sounded bored but Jeri detected a smile in her voice.
"On what?"
"Are you drunk?"
"No. So can I come down?"
"I have another question to ask first."
"Fine, ask it." Jeri's arousal started to turn to frustration.
"Are you glad I made us wait?" This time she sounded serious but Jeri detected a teasing note in her voice as well.
"No. I'm not."
"Jeri."
"I'm not. I haven't been this aroused in years."
This time silence came from Rain and Jerilyn thought about Rain's question and her answer. Jerilyn knew she wasn't drunk last night but she did drink more than usual. And waiting had burned away her apprehension. Plus, it may be cliche, but she felt respected. Unfortunately she didn't respect Rain the way she should. She saw the other woman as a sexual object more than she saw her as a person which made her question everything. Jerilyn closed her eyes and rested her head against the cool glass. Thinking about her motivation and attitude made her see herself in a way she didn't like, which made Rain right to wait. "I'm glad."
"Are you ok?" Rain sounded concerned and the subtle teasing vanished.
"Yes. Actually I think this is the best I've been all day." Not completely true, but close enough. "Can I come down now?"
"Sure, come straight in."
Jerilyn disconnected the phone and headed for the door. Instead of running like a racehorse on fire, she took the trip at a sedate pace. She wanted to think but her thoughts were such a mess she couldn't follow a single coherent thought.
When she got to Rain's door she couldn't barge into someone's home even if she had been invited. She decided to follow Rain's invitation but in her own way.
Jerilyn knocked on the door, waited a second or two, then walked in. Like a doctor visiting a patient.
"Hi!" Rain was in her kitchen working at the counter. She smiled at Jerilyn over her shoulder. "I'm starved, I'm making a salad for dinner, do you want some?"
"Please." Jerilyn hadn't eaten, she'd been too agitated. Now that her mind was in a different place she realized how hungry she was. "I'm starved too."
"Why? Have you been too busy to eat?" Rain sliced a cucumber with quick efficient strokes.
"No, but I had something on my mind."
"I bet you did. Here, can you wash this please?" Rain handed her a head of romaine.
"How was your morning?" Jerilyn took the lettuce and washed each leaf. It wasn't from nervousness this time, but the result of watching a documentary on food. Now she had images of germs crawling all over vegetables.
"Busy! I managed to over book myself and gave twice as many massages today as usual. My hands are so tired." Rain pushed the cucumber slices into a large bowl then started on a tomato. "Plus I had to give a card reading to a skeptic. Boy, was that ever fun. Why do people who don't believe in tarot readings pay good money to have their cards read? It makes no sense!"
"People are weird, I guess." Jerilyn handed the lettuce to Rain. She chopped half of it up and put the other half in a towel then set it in her fridge. "At least you had a productive day, all I did was clean my spotless house."
They sat at Rain's small kitchen table and ate in comfortable silence. Wine was conspicuously absent. When they finished, Jerilyn cleared the table. "You made it, so I'll clean up."
"You don't have to do that, but I'll let you." Rain leaned back in the chair and stuck her legs out in front of her. "I have to confess, you had me so turned on last night I gave myself four orgasms. I hold you responsible."
"Glad I could help." Jerilyn finished loading the dishwasher and leaned back against the counter to look at Rain. She wore a white tunic, either an oversized shirt or a small dress, made from heavy cloth. Either way she showed a lot of leg when she stretched them out in front of her. Judging by the way her breasts moved underneath it, Rain didn't put on a bra. Even so, the thick material blocked any outward signs of arousal.
Jeri thought about her own clothing choices. While Rain wore something comfortable and unrestrictive, Jerilyn chose something less comfortable, a red satin spaghetti strapped dress. It was designed for a dinner party or a formal occasion. She didn't bother with a bra either and she knew her nipples showed. She also left her panties off, she wanted as little between her and Rain as possible.
"Lets go to the couch." Rain got up and led the way around the table. Unlike Jerilyn's apartment where a wall separated her kitchen from the living room, Rain's had an open plan. Nothing separated the kitchen from the living room except furniture. Jerilyn sat on the end of the couch, relieved and disappointed when Rain sat on the far end. "What's up?"
"What do you mean?"
"When I talked to you on the phone earlier, you were happy and excited but something changed. I teased you about being drunk then you got serious and now you're distant."
"You made me think too hard, I had to examine my motives."
"You have motives now? Are they honorable?" Rain spoke with a lilting lightness, like she thought this was all a game. Unfortunately, to Jeri it wasn't.
"No, my motives are not honorable." Jeri wondered if she wanted to sabotage herself or if she wanted a basis to build a real relationship. "I realized I don't respect you."
"You don't?" Rain sounded like she didn't believe it and her knowing expression made Jeri wonder if she had some insight that escaped Jerilyn.
"No. I was looking for sex, am looking for sex and I saw you as an object to fulfill my need. You're convenient so I was less interested in who you are than in how to get you in bed." Jerilyn rested her head on the back of the couch and stared at the ceiling. "You deserve more. Everyone does."
"Last night you seduced me harder than most men." Rain sounded angry; anger didn't fit her personality well. "You seduced the hell out of me, made me so horny I brought myself off four times. That doesn't happen very often, just so you know."
"I'm sorry."
"I guess it's a good thing we didn't fool around last night." Rain gave a melodramatic sigh. "It's obvious the only reason you came on to me was because you were drunk. To top it off, you came down here dressed so sexy, looking so hot, it's almost impossible to keep my hands off you. I don't like being teased. At least not when the person teasing doesn't follow through. No sex for you tonight, that's for sure."
Jerilyn whipped her head around to look at Rain who faced the window giving Jerilyn her profile. Even as Jeri tried to puzzle through Rain's behavior, she noticed Rain watching her from the corner of her eye, lip twitching. She was teasing her. Jerilyn sighed, relieved Rain wasn't mad, but wondered why. Even a third generation hippy should want to be respected. Regardless, Rain forgave her and still wanted sex, otherwise she wouldn't be making this a game.
"No sex for me, hunh?" Jerilyn scooted closer to Rain until they sat shoulder to shoulder. "What if I decide I want to, respect or no respect?"
"The answer is no. I won't do it." Rain turned her head but didn't move so much as an inch away.
Jerilyn breathed in her ear, slow and gentle. "What if I beg?" Jerilyn moved in closer until her chin rested on Rain's shoulder.
"No. I told you, I don't like being teased. No sex for you." Rain sounded a little more serious this time, but not in the way of holding her ground. No, her seriousness seemed more like a way to keep her self control. That was all the encouragement Jeri needed.
"I'm sure you mean it, but you don't mind if I try to change your mind, do you?" Jerilyn stood in front of Rain. She didn't know why, but being aggressive gave her a confidence she didn't normally have.
"It won't work." Rain stared up at Jeri and she knew it already had worked.
"Then I guess if I do this, it won't make a difference." Jerilyn slid her dress straps off her shoulders. She didn't have enough bust to hold the gown up so the fabric slithered down her torso. She did have wide, sensuous hips and the satin bunched around them, setting low enough for a few wisps of pubic hair to peek out over the top.
"No, it doesn't do a thing for me. Time for you to go home."