Chapter 8: Growing toward a Question
My business continued to grow over the next three months. Word got out about my contract with Winston Candy and my success with the Helmvac start-up. Soon, I was getting calls from companies I had never heard of, asking for advice on one machine or another. I was wise enough to know that I could get bogged down in learning new equipment if I wasn't careful, so each time I got one of those calls, I requested a manual and a written description of the problems they were encountering, preferably with a package sample demonstrating what was happening.
On more than one occasion, I was able to solve the problem over the telephone, based on the sample and description. It didn't earn me any money, but it did earn me goodwill, and I counted that as future money in the bank. On the others, I tried to evaluate just how complicated the problem might be before I committed myself. After a few of these, I got fairly good at "distance assessment." It wasn't a perfect system, but it did cut down on the running around.
I also found I was spending more and more time on paperwork. The bane of small business was the need to keep good, organized records of everything, and with Jilly's and Teresa's help, I knew what my responsibilities were. All well and good, except for the amount of time this was sucking up. Invoicing, payables, banking, and all the other necessities of keeping myself afloat. By the beginning of April, I knew it was going to wear me out if I didn't do something.
At the suggestion of Teresa, I hired a part-time accountant from a national firm. They would look after my basic needs, keep my books in order, and keep me informed of any delinquent accounts, or problems with payables, and of course, taxes. I had acquired a line of credit at my bank, and it relieved me from having to use a credit card with its outrageous interest rates. When I looked at my financial status at the end of the first quarter of the year, I was very surprised. I had a substantial cash-on-hand balance, and a further nice package of current receivables. My accounting firm pronounced me well on my way to success.
There was a price to pay for all this activity, however. My social life was almost non-existent. I had seen Sue Palotti only that one time before she moved to Charlotte. I met her at her hotel suite in early March and helped her get acquainted with the plant equipment, particularly the Helmvac. By the time my two day visit was over, I had a feeling of confidence that Sue would be fine in her new job. On the other hand, I didn't know when I would get to see her again. My schedule was filling quickly, and I felt we were rushing to cram in as much sex as we could in the time available.
Carmen Croft called me and asked me to stop by her office the first week of April. My divorce was now final, and she had some paperwork for me, along with a bill I was sure. It gave me a chance to see Teresa again. I felt guilty about suggesting we might date, and then getting involved with Sue. I owed her an explanation at least.
When I finished with Carmen that morning, I asked Teresa if I could speak to her in private. She looked a bit surprised, but agreed.
"Teresa, some time ago I suggested to you that I might want to ask you for a date when my divorce was final."
She nodded. "I remember."
"I don't know how to put this exactly, but ... I've become involved with a woman that I've known for several years. I didn't expect that, but I felt badly that I might have suggested I was interested in dating you, and then not done anything about it. I'm embarrassed at how this must sound to you."
"Don't be, Stan. You're a nice man and I value your friendship. But ... to be honest, a friendship is all it would probably ever be. I'm not looking for any romantic involvement at this time. I do enjoy having a skating partner on Sunday afternoons, though," she smiled.
I felt a big sense of relief. She wasn't upset and didn't have any hopes for us as a couple. I could date Sue with a clear conscience.
"Skating ends soon. What will you do then?" I asked.
"I'll go back to my walking. I like to walk the trails in Stanberry Park. You're welcome to join me. I usually go in the morning, before it gets too crowded."
"That sounds great. I'll look forward to it. I've been in that park before, but it's been a few years, now." I was glad we would be able to preserve our friendship. Teresa was a fine woman and very helpful to me as well.
The hockey season was also drawing to a close. I'd been able to make several games and I was in much better shape than my first attempt. It was fun, and I met a bunch of guys who I enjoyed being with as well as playing with. We swapped notes on our jobs and our personal lives. I thought there might be a couple of business contacts there as well.
I had time to think about Sue and our future. I was set in my mind that we would try and make a life together. Whether she would want to marry after being single all these years, I didn't know. She did tell me that Elizabeth was born out of a back-seat encounter with a guy shortly after she finished high school. He was never marriage material, proving it by skipping town at the first available opportunity after promising to provide some child support. The last she had heard from him, he had "gone west," and hadn't been heard from by any of her friends since.
She had raised her daughter with the help of her parents for the first five years, living at home during that time. She saved enough money for a down payment on a small townhouse, then took over full parental responsibility herself. She had a job, and she was determined to make it on her own. The more I learned about her, the more I admired her courage and strength. I didn't have to be told she was a great mother.
As my business grew, I began to think seriously of taking on another person. I was at the point that I could probably afford it, but I wanted to be sure. I almost waited too long. When I finally got around to advertising for someone to train and work on a variety of packaging machinery, it was the end of March. It was only good luck that I found the ideal candidate right in my own back yard.