Chapter 4: Serifos
The night sky was clear and littered with stars above the haven of my garden tonight. After a quiet dinner alone I slipped into the garden to enjoy the rich scent of my lovely Damask Roses, in a swing under the trellis. I smiled up at Orion's belt high in the spring sky and realized it was the second time today that my mind had recalled the echo of a nearly perfect month so many years ago.
The first time, a single sheet of yellowing paper had fallen from a book. I found myself musing over a simple drawing of a beautiful young girl, arms up-stretched, her sensual, round bottom arched proudly. In the corner was the neat signature "Jan-Dirk."
The smile lingered as I lay there, carried back in time by the same stars as had astounded me as if seeing them for the first time. It was a first time for many things, so many things, that eventful trip with Etienne and Jan-Dirk.
My first-discovered "truth of life," for example. And that is, that it is not possible to plan your life, nor to set out to find adventure. Not possible to plan the wonders that life will bring you. But, it is essential, I realized, to allow them to happen. The joy of life awaits us and we must be sure to place ourselves where joy can find us.
And so it was on my Griechischer Abenteuer.
It began just at the end of my stay with Christoforo. I loved my stay with him, but there came a time when it was right to move on, just as there had been a time when going to him was perfect for me. He had wanted to go to Athens one last time. We had explored together the beauty of Athens and even watched Mephistopheles performed in the perfect acoustic splendor of the ancient theater. Then on the last day, as we stood on the rock outcropping of the Acropolis I knew that it was time to move on.
The previous night, a casual conversation in a Taverna had led to an invitation - perhaps an adventure, I wasn't sure. Their names were Etienne and Jan-Dirk; he was Dutch and Etienne was Flemish. His beard was salt and pepper gray and she was lovely, athletic, with long blond hair and an immediate smile that lit her face. I was attracted to them immediately by their open, yet subdued friendliness. In the end they asked if I wished to join them on a sailing cruise in Greece.
When we returned to our hotel, I said: "It is time for me to go, Christo, isn't it?
"Yes, I know! Time. It always comes so. Too soon, but life calls you, my dear." His hand was warm against my waist and I put my hand on his.
We spent our last night together there on the balcony of a little hotel with all of Athens at our feet, enjoying our now practiced and perfect sexual pleasuring of each other.
The next few weeks were to be an immersion into sensuality that would be a guide and a standard for the rest of my life. I had never been on a boat in my life. That filled me with trepidation as I stood looking out over Kalimara harbor to the sea beyond. What did not occur to me at that time was that life itself was just such a huge sea, filled with wonder, occasional danger, and things which touch all the senses and mobilize them into a palette of pleasure. My guides would be Etienne and Jan-Dirk, waiting for me someplace here, along this long pier.
Olympus was a Fifty-four foot yacht, sleek and beautiful, lying in slot 144. There was no one aboard, so I sat on the little house-like structure of the cabin and waited. The sound and smell of the sea filled my nostrils; a light breeze cooled my cheek. Etienne and Jan-Dirk were soon strolling toward me, she in a light green dress he in a crisp looking blue blazer, a tie hung round his neck. Her high heels were strangely out of place, yet made her look elegant.
My heart leapt and I felt strangely attracted to her. Why was I suddenly struck dumb by her smile? For the first time in my life, I realized I had fallen in love with another woman. The thought shocked me. Yet, there was little to dispute the fact. I had all the symptoms, my hands shook slightly, I simply could not take my eyes from her, I was aware of the tiniest details of her beauty. Could this be? My mind was thrashing about to explain it.
"Sorry, we are so late, Erica, dear. We had to go to one last fancy luncheon. One of Jan-Dirk's buildings had it's grand opening today, you know, ribbon cutting and all that. They don't even let the architect cut the ribbon, but he has to attend. Have you been waiting long?"
"Oh, no, no. Just a few minutes."
"Take my shoes, will you? A bit impractical on the boat, don't you think" her laugh was self-deprecating and melodic. I was to find it completely captivating in the next few days.
Jan-Dirk re-emerged from below, already changed into ragged shorts and a loose shirt and inspected me quietly with blue-grey eyes.
"Ready?'
"Ready!" I said, not so convincingly.
"Don't worry, we have a nice light breeze, right?" His Dutch accent and husky laugh were somehow reassuring as he went about readying the boat.
I sat in the gangway to the cabin, watching as Etienne changed her clothes and chattered questions at me. She slipped the dress over her head and hung it in a closet and then unsnapped her stockings and rolled one and then the other down her long legs. She slipped off the garter belt and tossed the stockings and belt into a bag hanging in the closet. "Looks like you came prepared for a cruise! You bought deck shoes, good." She muttered idly as she unsnapped her bra and scooped her hands around her breasts, rubbing away the tight lines. She slipped a bright green t-shirt over her head, pulled tight white shorts over her hips and smiled up at me. She signaled me to go up on deck.
The two of them began working as a team to get under way and we were soon moving along the line of boats and out toward what looked to me like a terribly big ocean. I was, for the first time in my life, genuinely frightened. I wondered if I had made a huge mistake accepting this adventure.
"Sit here on the high side with me, Erica. You'll get used to the boat leaning this way." She had noticed my tense clutching of the boat railing.
It was beautiful, just beautiful, the way the boat slipped silently and smoothly along. My fears slowly ebbed and I felt the exhilaration of ocean sailing that I was to feel so often in the coming weeks.
After a few hours, we anchored in a tiny bay below the temple of Sounien set high on the overlooking hill. Dinner was lovely and lazy, the smells of cooking surrounded us in the combination kitchen, lounge, dining room of the main cabin. Under the table, our bare feet touched in the close quarters. I felt awkward, but soon realized that the closeness of a boat inevitably brings a bit more contact than you are accustomed to on land.
I realized that Etienne's toes had begun to play with mine as she talked. It was as if she were extending the intimacy of her words. I found myself responding in a surprising way, tentatively at first. My toes moved in a caress of hers and we toyed with each other in a sensual dance. It sounds like nothing now, but the intimacy of the cabin, combined with the warm glow of the wine, heightened the sensation and I knew that I was becoming moist with anticipation of something more. From the other side of the table, Jan-Dirk's much larger and very masculine foot touched my other foot. This was truly a shock to have both sensations with me in the middle.