I gave up and started getting the food out. Our verbal exchanges almost always wound up with me flat on my figurative ass and her standing over me. That wasn't ever going to change, I was beginning to understand. But it hadn't really sunk in yet.
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We had another long hike that day. I wanted to camp that night where we'd camped Tuesday eveningâright below the uppermost Pole Creek Crossing. So today's hike would be a rerun, in reverse, of Wednesday's. It was still pretty early when, camp chores completed, we got on the march. We were still wearing a layer of wool against the morning chill.
We headed back down to Island Lake. When we topped the rim of our little basin, the lower three-quarters of the lake came into view. As before, there were campsites along the lakeshoreâthough they seemed to be in different places than earlier. People had left, others had arrived.
At the bottom of our ramp, the Indian Pass Trail awaited us. We climbed up toward the unnamed pass that led to Little Seneca Lake. Again, we were lucky; we saw no one on the trail near Island Lake. As we topped the pass, we did encounter a party of five hikers traveling in a close group. But they were my kind of folksârespectful of other peoples' wishes to avoid unnecessary human interaction in the wilderness. We exchanged no words. They simply nodded politely at us as we passed; we nodded politely back.
Then we were back on the short ramp that leads past cliffs down through a notch to the trail junction where we'd lunched on Wednesday. We reached that junction a little past mid-morning, and took a break. The sun had warmed us, and we stripped down to our hiking shorts and shirts. We were feeling pretty good; after four full days at high elevation, three of them involving a substantial amount of hard labor, our bodies had hardened a little, and we'd acclimated some to the altitude. The view, though familiar, was no less awe-inspiring than it had been two days before. After ten minutes or so, we followed the Highline Trail across the basin toward Lester Pass.
It was nearly an hour later, and I was ahead of Mindy, rounding one of the switchback turns about halfway up the northwest shoulder of Lester Pass, when a rock rolled backwards and out from under my left foot. I'd just lifted my right foot and started to swing it through to step forward. I heard Mindy yell "Charlie!" as the mountain jumped up and body-slammed me with all the force of my 60-pound pack added to my own 190 pounds. Pain transfixed me. I didn't lose consciousness, but the impact dazed me. I don't have a very clear memory of the next minute or so.
When my mind started functioning again, my first thought was to take inventory of what hurt and what didn't. Most of the pain had localized to my right upper arm and my upper right shin. I lay on my right side on the trail. Most of the weight of my pack was on the groundâindeed, the pack supported me more than I supported it.
Mindy had managed, somehow, to shed her pack; she knelt beside me, looking very worried. She implored me to speak to her as she unbuckled my waist belt and loosened my shoulder straps. I looked back at her and somehow contrived a weak smile; I couldn't remember ever being so glad to see her.
When she saw that I'd responded (I have no idea if, or how long, I'd been unresponsive), some of the worry left her face, and she asked, "Are you okay, Charlie?" She smiled back at meâalso weakly.
"I think so," I replied. "But I'm not sure. I'm pretty shook up. Give me a minute."
She continued to help me unstrap my pack, so I could move more easily. By the time we got me free, I knew that I hadn't broken any bones. I got to my feet. I could walk, and I could use my armâboth without additional pain. She steered me to a nearby boulder that I could sit on.
The pain in my arm was already diminishing; it felt like Mindy had learned how to deliver an effective punch and given me one there. (I was a little befuddled, but even so, I knew better than to tell her that.) My shin felt like a different story.
"I'm okay, I think," I told Mindy. "My shin hurts pretty bad, but everything else seems to be fine."
She smiled, but I could see that she was still worried. She ran her hands over my head, applying light pressure to see if I yelped. I didn't; I hadn't hit my head. She made me move all of my joints and muscles. They all worked without complaining. She began running her hands over me, gently squeezing or pressing parts of me to see if I'd hurt something and not noticed.
Under other circumstances, that would've been pretty enjoyable. In fact, even under those circumstances, I liked itâand not just because she was doing exactly the right thing. I almost said something about having a cute babe feel me up. But she was, correctly, treating this as serious business, and I figured out in time that making a smart-assed remark like that wouldn't be wise.
Eventually we decided that the pain in my shin, where a rock had scraped off a two-inch square of skin, was from the worst of the injuries I'd sustained. It was only an abrasionâthough it was a nasty-looking one.
We had a stuff-sack full of first-aid equipment with us, and she dug it out of my pack. She poured some of her iodized drinking water onto the wound, and cleaned it as best she could with a sterile gauze pad. Then she spread some antibiotic ointment on the bleeding area.
As she taped another gauze pad over it, I realized that she, too, had sustained a shock, and that taking care of me had helped her recover from it. But I also knew that that wasn't why she'd taken care of me.
"Thanks," I said, "for helping me, Mindy."
"Like I wouldn't? It scared the shit out me when you fell and didn't get up. Mostly I was worrying about how you'd take care of yourself if I had to go for help. I'm really glad you're okay."
"Boy, I'm glad, too," I said. I had heard the relief in her voice. And I'm sure that she heard it in mine.
"Do you think you can travel?"
"Yeah. That won't be a problem. But I'm still a little shaky. Let me have a few more minutes while the adrenaline subsides."
She handed me her water bottle, and I took a big drink. I handed it back to her; she put the lid on it, and set it aside. She grabbed my head with both hands, pulled me close, and gave me a big kiss on the lips. "God, I'm glad you aren't hurt!" she said when she'd finished.
I put my arms around her and pulled her close. I squeezed her; she squeezed back. I said, "And I'm really glad that you were here to help me. It meant a lot to me to know that you were here when I didn't know if I'd been hurt bad." We looked each other in the eyes and kissed again.
When we parted, I said, "I think I'm ready to move again."
For the first time since I fell, I thought about my pack. It was still lying in the trail, open, some of its contents strewn about, because Mindy had gotten the first-aid kit out of it. I looked it over carefully, paying careful attention to the frame. It didn't seem to have been damagedâeven though it had probably taken a good share of the impact.
It suddenly occurred to me that Mindy, distraught as she had been when I'd fallen, might've just dropped her own pack where she stood. If so, she could've damaged it. I looked around, and saw that when she'd taken it off, she'd been careful to place it on a flat boulder where it could lean safely on another boulder.
Evidently,
I thought,
my wonderful little sister doesn't panic easily.
I stuffed things back into my pack, dusted it off as best I could, and shouldered it. Mindy shouldered her own. We'd lost about half an hour, and I had a sore shin. We each also had a renewed and deepened sense of how important we were to each otherâand not just because we had to depend on each other out there in the wilderness.
We reached the summit of the pass a little before noon. We stopped there briefly to enjoy the view. Below us and a little to the right lay Lake Nelsonâeasily recognizable because of the island near its southern end. Tommy Lake, for which we were headed, was hidden behind the low ridge that lies below the pass and just to the left of our trail.
In the distance stood the conical peak of Mount Baldy. As it had been up on there two days earlier, the northwest wind was uncomfortably strong and cold. Rather than put on extra layers, we simply descended the southeast slope, and let the pass block the wind.
I had pretty much recovered from my fall. My shin still hurt, but it had no effect on my ability to walk. I reckoned that, the next day, I would ache all overâbut some aspirin would take care of that.
At Tommy Lake, nearly an hour later, we took a lengthy break. We needed it, after the stress of my accident. Mindy checked the bandage and found that a little bit of blood had seeped through the gauze. But it was holding well, and we didn't think we needed to do anything else.
We got out some trail food and our water bottles, and sat on the hillside above the lake. The notch where Angel Pass crosses the Divide commanded our view to the southeast as we munched. Nothing eases stress in a teenager quite the way food does, and after that break we were pretty much ourselves again.