This is the fourth chapter of seven in Book 3 of the
Charlie and Mindy
tetralogy, which is a story of forbidden love between a brother and a sister.
This book stands on its own, but it refers to events that took place in Books 1 and 2. You may therefore want to read Book 1 and Book 2 before reading this book.
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âCarlusMagnus
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The flight home was deadly. There was no direct flight, and we'd had to change planes at O'Hare. That meant four hours on the ground in an airport, most of which, the weekend before Christmas, was a mixture of the worst elements of a zoo with those of an insane asylum.
We managed to find a part of the airport where no flights were scheduled for the next few hours; the waiting area there was almost abandoned. There were still too many people around for us to get nakedâlet alone Do the Nasty, but we got in some very good snuggling and groping. We discovered a principle: People will go out of their way to give lovers some privacy if they can see from some little distance what those lovers are up to. Not because they're being kind, of courseâbecause they're embarrassed. We probably should have been embarrassed, too. But we weren't.
We got home early that evening and tried to settle in. It took a while.
That was because being at home gave us mixed feelings. Both of us were now used to being on our own, able to make our own decisions about what we would do and when. Mom and Dad hadn't had much opportunity to live with us as grown-ups (wellâ
almost
grown-ups), and they still wanted to parent us.
We didn't have much trouble with that when it meant they wanted to do things for us, but it was a different story when it meant that they wanted to tell us what to do. And, as young (almost) adults who had never experienced responsibility for someone else, we didn't even see that having them do things for us and having them tell us what to do were really just different sides of the same coin. But I am sure that Mom and Dad were well aware of itâand found it exasperating.
We knew that they loved us, though, and we loved them. The four of us managed to smooth over the rough spots with only a few harsh wordsâwhich were quickly forgotten. Mindy and I had to remember that neither of us could give a lover's support to the otherâor expect it from the otherâduring any of those rough patches. OurâŚ
unusualâŚ
brother-sister relationship added an extra dimension to the stresses and strains we had in common with other almost grown-up offspring who spend most of their time away from their parents' home.
We did slip easily back into our routine of the last weeks before school had started. Mom and Dad would leave for work around seven-thirty each morning, and the one of us who awoke first after they left would climb, naked, into bed with the other for our morning exercises. Then we'd shower together and get breakfast.
During the first few days we were home, we spent much of our time preparing for Christmas. The holiday itself wouldn't be the Big Deal that it had been when we were little and still believed in Santa Claus. But the season and our preparations for it evoked memories for all four of usâmemories of a little boy and a little girl getting up too early, so excited they could barely stand it, wanting to go into the living room to see what Santa had brought, and being told, gently but firmly, that three-thirty in the morning is much too early.
For me, there was also the memory of the three Christmas seasons when I, the big brother, had been in on the secret, but Mindy had still believed. I still remember the discussion Mom and Dad had with me about the grown-up responsibility that came with knowing the Santa secret.
They had gauged me correctly; they pointed out that, grown up as I had become, it was now my job (along with theirs) to protect my little sister and her faith in Santa. Once they'd put it in terms of protecting my little sisterâwho was, even then, the most precious thing in my lifeâall the torments of Hell couldn't have forced me to betray the secret to her.
As she and I lay in each other's arms, naked in her bed after a superb session of love-making on the morning of the day before Christmas, I told her about that little boy's determination to keep the Christmas secret from his still-believing little sister.
"That little boy did a good job," she said, smiling. "I didn't give up on Santa until I was twelveâand I didn't really want to then!
"You were such a sucker for taking care of me," she went on, "weren't you?" Her head moved a bit from my shoulder to deliver a kiss to my neck. "I wonder what other mileage Mom and Dad got out of that."
"I'm still a sucker for taking care of you," I said, and I took her chin in my hand and raised her lips to mine.
When the kiss ended, she looked me in the eyes. "It was so wonderful to know that my big brother was always looking out for me. It made me feel so important and so loved. I wish you could have known how good that felt."
I kissed her again. "I do know how good it feels. I have a grown-up little sister who's always looking out for me.
"And when we were little, I thought it was so wonderful to have a little sister to look out for; it made me feel so important and so grown up. I wish you could have known how good that felt."
She nibbled on my cheek, raised her head and looked at me. "I do know. I have a grown-up big brother to look after now.
"Big Brother and Little Sister," she whispered as she again laid her head on my shoulder.
"Best friends and lovers," I replied.
And then, together, holding each other close, "Now and always."
"I love you so much," she added.
And I completed our ritual: "I love you even more."
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Christmas arrived on a Friday. We got up at a reasonable hour (
considerably
after three-thirty) and opened the presents the four of us had all given each other. And, it turned out, Santa had left some unexpected presents for Mindy and for me. I made a mental note to myself that there should be unexpected presents from Santa for Mom and Dad the following year.
We all gathered in the kitchen, after a late breakfast, to prepare the Christmas turkey dinnerâwhich we sat down to eat at around three in the afternoon. Dad had found some very good white wine to accompany the bird, and it flowed reasonably freely. Then we sat around, full and groggy, for most of the rest of the evening. We had a snack just before bed-timeâwhich was late, there being no work for Mom and Dad until Monday.
The hardest part of that long weekend for Mindy and me was keeping our hands off of each other. On Saturday eveningâaround eight o'clock and in Mom and Dad's presenceâMindy challenged me to a Monopoly game. We went down to the basement rec room, spent 10 or 15 minutes setting up the game, and started playing.