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The Journal Pt 04

The Journal Pt 04

by spyder23
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Outside of the police station, Rachel kept asking for answers and I kept stalling. As we drove away, she asked the big question, "Did you kill him?"

"No."

"Do you know who might have wanted him dead?"

"It could have been anyone."

"If the Sheriff was correct that someone was looking for something important, do you know what they were looking for?"

"It might have been money."

"How much money are we talking about?"

"Over forty million dollars."

"That's a lot of reasons to kill someone. How do you know he had that much?"

"He won the jackpot in a state lottery and gave me some of it."

"Why?"

Not willing yet to trust her enough to tell the real reason, I answered, "We were good friends."

"So, anyone who saw his name on a list of lottery winners might know that information."

"Not exactly."

"What does that mean?"

"When they check his fingerprints at the morgue they'll discover his real name wasn't Jack Smith."

"What was his real name?"

"Dylan Roberts and he's on an FBI watch list."

'Stop the car. STOP THE CAR!"

I pulled over to the side of the road.

"What have you gotten me into? Was he some sort of terrorist? Are you?"

"We're not terrorists but I believe it was a secret we share that got him killed. I don't think it was money that the thief was after and if someone makes the connection between Dylan and me, I might be next. So forgive me if I don't share that secret with you, I'd prefer that you weren't in danger too."

"Just associating with you puts me in danger."

"No it doesn't. If I'm right, the killer knows I wouldn't share the secret with someone I just met even if it was my lawyer."

I could see Rachel scanning my face, looking for some indication that I was lying but not finding any.

"You're serious, aren't you?"

"Very."

"Do you think the person got what they came for?"

"No. Dylan told me he no longer had the object but I don't think the killer believed him."

"Do you?"

"If I'm being truthful, I've never been sure. If it still exists he'd have kept it close to him. The killer probably thought the same thing and trashed the house looking for it. When can I get into the house?"

"It's been my experience that most murder scenes take several days to process properly. For a start, everything in the scene is photographed and videoed. Every footprint or partial is diagramed, measured and analyzed. Then there's fingerprints and blood areas. In some cases, outside experts are called in. A pathologist to look at the body, a Blood Pattern Analysis expert and a Ballistics expert if a gun was used. Since Dylan was of special interest to the government, the investigators will take extra time to get everything right. Hopefully you can get into the house within a week. Are you hoping to find something no one else did?"

"Well, I do have an advantage. I know what I'm looking for."

"If you don't mind my asking, how did the two of you meet?"

"I found something of his and returned it."

"You don't give much information."

"I told you I'm trying to keep you out of harm's way. Despite your tough attitude, I like you. Listen, do you want to continue this conversation over a cold beer? You do drink beer don't you?"

"Yes, I drink beer but rarely in public."

"Why not? It would add to your image as a tough lady."

"It's okay to use the word 'bitch'. I know what people say about me."

"I'd never use that word to describe you. I used to be a salesman and I can read people as well you can. You use that attitude to survive in a world that doesn't treat women the same as men."

After a long pause, Rachel replied, "So where can a lady get a beer around here?"

"First, you'll have to get out of that outfit and into something that won't be out of place in a neighborhood bar."

"Where will I meet you?"

"There's a place called O'Malley's on Fifth Street. Be there at 7 and I'll save you a seat at the bar."

"Deal."

By 7:20 Rachel had still not arrived and I thought she'd changed her mind but she entered O'Malley's in a pair of jeans and a silk shirt that definitely wasn't off the rack. As she sat next to me she whispered, "This is the best I could do. I don't own many casual clothes."

"It's the thought that counts and, by the way, you're gorgeous. Did you see how many men and women checked you out when you entered?"

"No. I was too self conscious of how I looked to notice."

'What would you like to drink?"

"I came here for a beer, remember?"

"Any particular brand?"

"I'll drink what you're having."

I waved to the bartender to get his attention and ordered two Coronas. When they arrived, I spoke.

"Rachel, I offer a toast to commemorate this special evening." With bottle raised, I looked into her eyes and said, "To the nights we'll always remember and the friends we'll never forget."

As our bottles clinked, I noticed an expression on Rachel's face that was a mixture of emotions. I could identify confusion and I hoped another was the start of something else. I know I felt a connection but it might be too much to ask for her to feel it too.

"Rachel, with all the darkness surrounding my life right now, you're the one bright spot. Whether you ever agree to go out with me again or not, I want you to know I meant every word of that toast."

Rachel never responded to that comment but that night I think I saw a side of her that she had kept hidden from everyone else.

It was exactly a week later that Rachel and I were allowed to enter the house that had been occupied by Dylan. Everything was a mess. Lamps were smashed and papers were scattered everywhere. Blood stains on the carpet were reminders of what had taken place. Whoever the killer was, he or she was very professional. According to the police, the only fingerprints in the house belonged to Dylan and me which is why I was still a suspect.

Knowing the condition that the house would be in, I asked Rachel to dress accordingly. She went shopping and now dressed in clothes more suitable for manual labor than a professional gathering. I also ordered a dumpster delivered to the front of the house. There was a lot of stuff that needed to be carted away.

"Bob, what are we looking for?"

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"Look for something out of place, something out of the ordinary. I guess we should just pick a room, clean it up and then move on to the next one until the house is somewhat back to normal but for me the first order of business is to slice up the rug and toss the pieces into the dumpster. It's a painful reminder of the death of my friend."

We spoke very little as I used a box cutter to complete the gruesome task and Rachel used a broom to sweep up the pieces of broken lamps and picture frames. When asked if I had any preference where we should clean next, I remembered that Dylan used to keep the rock next to his bed so I chose his bedroom.

The killer must have had the same idea because the room was a disaster. Not only were the drawers in his dresser emptied onto the floor, all the pieces of furniture in the room were destroyed. My guess is that it was to make sure there were no hidden compartments.

I became pretty good at tossing things out of the windows on the second floor into the dumpster and soon the room was relatively empty. Unfortunately, nothing special was uncovered. The same was true of the upstairs guest rooms and bathroom.

"Rachel, do you want to grab a pizza before you go home?"

"First beer and now pizza. I'd love it but I might need to buy different size clothes if I keep eating with you."

"You burned off enough calories today to handle one slice of pizza but your point is well taken. I have to learn to eat healthier. I ate a lot of junk food when I was traveling on the road as a salesman."

"No business lunches and martinis?"

"I sold farm equipment. Farmers don't drink martinis."

"Bob, for the next week, I can't be here. I have other clients that I've neglected and I have to prepare for their trial dates."

"I understand. I'm happy you were able to spend as much time with me as you did. While you're gone I'll continue to clean up the place."

The job took much longer with only one person doing the cleaning but by the following Saturday there was only one room left to clean up. The second floor had been made livable again with new furniture and bedding. I felt it was easier to live in that house rather than my own while I returned it to its condition before the attack. It was also the day I heard the playful voice of Rachel again.

"Honey, I'm home."

I yelled back, "I'm in the den."

"Find anything yet?"

"Nothing. Help me pick up the books and put them back on the shelves."

As we started to work I heard Rachel remark, 'What's this?"

I was in shock as I saw what she was holding. It was the journal that Dylan had written a long time ago.

As she handed it to me I pondered what to tell her. Casually I flipped through the pages I had read many times but this time I noticed there were new entries including one very special one. Dylan had left me a message. Reading it, I knew everything would be alright.

"Rachel, please join me on the front porch."

There were two rocking chairs on the porch and I assumed that was no accident. It was where I would have the conversation I had been debating about since I met Rachel. I liked her but I wasn't sure how much I could trust her. Until that moment I couldn't be sure if I should tell her about the rock.

"Rachel, are you a religious person?"

"I don't go to church regularly, if that's what you're asking."

"No, I mean can you accept things that are beyond our understanding?"

"You mean, like miracles?"

"That's exactly what I mean."

"No. I've always thought they were either exaggerations of events, stories from people who saw what they wanted to see, or magic tricks. I've never seen a real miracle."

"Rachel, if you were wearing a hat, I'd tell you to hold onto it because your world is going to change in a few minutes. The reason Dylan was on an FBI watch list isn't because he was a terrorist. It's because a government official overheard a relative of his talk about dreams he had. You see, Dylan could see events in his dreams, events he couldn't possibly have known about. He wrote about those events in this journal and left it for someone to find in the hope that if something happened to him, someone would know his story. I was the one who found it and that's how we met."

"How do you know the stories in the journal are real?"

"I'm getting to that. After a while the timeline in his dreams progressed and he could see not just the past but the future. That made him extremely dangerous to the world and he went into hiding under the name Jack Smith."

"Did he ever share any of those prophesies with you?"

"Only one but it was incomplete. He said I hadn't met my future wife yet."

"Something a fake fortune teller might do."

"Well, I returned the journal and hadn't seen it again until you handed it to me. The only reason I'm sharing all of this with you now is because he just told me it was okay."

"How did he do that?"

"Read the entry written about a year ago, the one dated May 3, 2025.

I handed her the journal and Rachel's eyes opened wide as she read, "Last night I saw my future and sadly it doesn't include attending the wedding of Bob Russell and Rachel Mathews."

"How do you explain that? Neither of us even knew each other existed in May."

"I can't."

"There are more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt of in your philosophy, Horacio."

"What are you talking about?"

"It's a line from Hamlet, one of Shakespeare's plays. Mrs. Howard, my high school English teacher would be happy to know I remembered her lessons.

"A salesman who quotes Shakespeare. Do have any other talents?"

"A few but you'll have to wait until after we're married to find out what they are."

"Be serious. Do you really believe you and I are going to get married?"

"Everything Dylan wrote in that journal actually happened so I have no reason to doubt him."

"This is crazy, you know that don't you? I mean, I've heard of arranged marriages but this is ... I don't know what this is."

"Would it be so bad?"

"No but ... Is there any alcohol in this house? I need a drink."

"Is beer okay?"

"I'm going to need something stronger than that."

"Grab two glasses from the kitchen and meet me back here. I saw a few bottles that weren't smashed in Dylan's bedroom closet."

I returned with three bottles. "I've got bourbon, vodka and tequila. I guess Dylan wasn't a teetotaler. Which do you want?"

"Whichever is the strongest."

"That would be the bourbon, It's listed at 90 proof, the others are 80."

"Then bourbon it is. No ice."

I filled each of our glasses with about three fingers of bourbon and handed one to Rachel. I could see she was upset and waited for her to say what she was feeling. As she stared at the drink she started talking, softly at first but with each word her voice got louder and louder.

"I grew up thinking that everything was rational, explainable. I became a lawyer, a damn good lawyer by using logical arguments to prove my points and most of all, I believed in free will. But it was all a lie. I feel like I just woke up in the middle of the fucking movie 'The Matrix'. Nothing makes sense anymore and the future is already written, so I offer a toast. May the future be what you would have chosen freely."

She never drank to that toast. In anger, she threw the drink against the wall, shattering the glass before crumpling to the floor. The pillars that she had built her life on were destroyed by that single sentence in the journal.

I sat down on the floor and held her close as she started to cry. Only after she had calmed down did I offer any words. I stroked her hair and said what was in my heart, "I would have chosen you."

Rachel was emotionally drained and in no condition to go home so the guest room was made up with new linens and that night she slept there. We'd talk again in the morning.

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Sunrise brought a new day and, for Rachel, the beginning of a new look on life.

"Is that coffee I smell?"

"It is. Would you like a cup."

"Yes please. Cream, no sugar."

"Coming right up. I hope you slept well."

"I didn't get to sleep until around 2 a.m. but when I finally did get to sleep, I don't think a bomb could have woken me. I was totally wiped out from yesterday's experience."

"And now?"

"I still haven't come to terms with that journal."

"I've been thinking about it too. You know, just because you got a glimpse of the future doesn't mean you don't have free will. It just means that Dylan knew what choices you'd make."

I could see Rachel start to relax as she thought about what I said.

"Can I read the journal?"

"Of course. My only request is that you don't share anything you read with anyone else. I'm afraid of what might happen. I'd just like to make a copy of it first. There are some entries I've never seen before. The hope is that Dylan left a trail to follow to bring his killer to justice."

By noon the house no longer showed any trace of the horrible event that had taken place within.

Surveying the house I commented, "We work well together."

"I was thinking the same thing."

"Will you have dinner with me?"

"How can I refuse my future husband?"

"Please don't joke about that."

"I apologize. I may have been a bit too casual with that remark but make no mistake, when it comes to marriage I'm very serious. Until yesterday all I focused on was my career. The journal changed that."

"And?"

"And, I'd like to see if Dylan was right, that we're destined to spend a life together. So yes, I'd love to have dinner with you."

"This time it'll be more than pizza and beer. I know a nice restaurant."

"Then you'll have to let me go home and change out of these work clothes. I'll write down my address. It's in Newport News. Pick me up at 6:30. I should be presentable by then."

I walked her to her car and she surprised me with a soft kiss before driving away.

Wanting to make a good impression, I arrived early and waited in my car until 6:30 before ringing her doorbell. When she opened the door I realized we had totally different ideas of what the word "presentable" meant.

She wore a black velvet dress that fit tightly around her body, emphasizing every curve she had hidden under the clothes she wore earlier. Around her neck was a thin gold chain and tiny diamond studs accentuated her ears. The thought that this woman might actually become my wife was intoxicating.

"Come in, I'm almost ready."

"Trust me, there's nothing more you need to do."

"Men! Give me five more minutes."

"Just remember to call 911 if my heart stops."

"Where are we going to eat?"

"It's a little place I know of about a half hour away in Williamsburg."

"Lay on, MacDuff."

"Now

I'm

impressed. Most people quoting Shakespeare say 'Lead on, MacDuff' but you said it correctly."

"You're not the only one who had a good English teacher."

"We'll have to toast to good teachers and everything else we have in common."

The ride to Williamsburg went quickly and as I pulled into the parking lot of Le Yaca, one of the best French restaurants in Virginia, Rachel turned to me.

"If you're trying to impress me, Mr. Russell, you're succeeding."

"I felt our first date had to be memorable. I'm glad I succeeded."

"It's definitely a good start."

I walked to the passenger side of my car and opened her door.

"And a gentleman, too", she added.

"Always, for a lady."

"And, if I wasn't a lady?"

"I'd remind you again to have 911 on speed dial. I am a little older than you."

Rachel laughed and held onto my arm as we walked into the restaurant.

When we were seated, Rachel said, "It's funny that you chose this restaurant."

"Why is that?"

"Do you know the story of its name?"

"Sorry, I took Spanish in high school, not French."

"The original restaurant was located in an out-of-the-way town in the French Alps. The story is that the people who wanted to open a restaurant there debated whether to do it since their friends tried to talk them out of it. Eventually they made the decision to do it despite the negatives. Originally the name was meant as a joke but the patrons loved it and the name stuck. Le Yaca is a variation of a French phrase that basically means Let's do it."

This time it was my turn to laugh.

Dinner was memorable for reasons that went beyond the unbelievable food and beautiful atmosphere. Rachel and I talked and laughed and for a short time I forgot the outside world. We weren't the only people in that restaurant but for the next two hours Rachel was the only one I noticed. It was the moment I realized that the woman sitting across the table from me was the love of my life.

As I drove her home I tried to find the right words to express my feelings.

"Rachel, a salesman is supposed to be good with words but for the first time I'm at a loss. In my mind, you're the perfect woman, a combination of beauty and brains, sensible with a sense of humor, and if I'm right, someone willing to shed that mask you hide behind and dance naked in the rain. For all those reasons you'll never be just a friend to me. I don't expect you to feel the same. Love is rarely felt equally but despite what Dylan wrote, if you don't see the possibility of a future together, I think it best that I find another lawyer. It's the only way I'll be able to start to heal from the heartbreak."

"You'd love to watch me dancing naked in the rain, wouldn't you?"

"God, yes."

"That's good because you won't need a new lawyer."

"You mean ..."

"I mean, I don't plan until on waiting until we're married to find out what your other talents are, so drive carefully."

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