HVAD CHAPTER 5
In the morning, Borna showed no ill-effects from the heavy drinking of the night before. He made no mention of our strange conversation, either. Instead, he was all business. The storm had passed, so that the day was cold, but clear.
He had all of Mushtal's horses gathered. There were thirty of them. He gave one to each of the four men who had decided not to join us. It was a gift, he said, out of gratitude for their service to his father. They were embarrassed, although I don't believe that Borna intended to shame them.
The remainder of the beasts we loaded with food and drink, furs and weapons. Then we set fire to the great hall, and watched it burn.
- "Twice is enough." said Borna. "I don't want to have to capture this place a third time."
We burned every house and building in the steading. Borna spared the people's lives, but left them homeless, in the middle of winter. They would have to find friends or relatives to take them in. He did not destroy the food we could not carry, however - Mushtal's people would not starve.
- "He's ruthless." said Priit. "But not cruel."
- "Clever, too." I said. "These folk know what Mushtal and Vazrig did in our steading. They'll be grateful that we didn't behave in the same way. And the tale will spread - people will hear of Borna's mercy, and his generosity."
Eight of our old companions rejoined us, along with the three women who wanted to be warriors. With them came wives, children, and a few older parents.
- "Can we feed them all?" I asked Borna.
- "We'll find a way." he said.
- "You're not bringing Lulalme along, are you?" I was already envisioning a potentially difficult encounter between Kanni and Asrava's concubine.
Borna laughed. "No, Ljudevit. I don't think that would be wise."
We picked up the two foresters, and the rest of the horses. The trip back was not so hard as the outbound journey. It was cold, but we had plenty of furs, and Borna allowed us to build fires, under Kawehka's supervision.
It would be a lie to say that the new arrivals settled in happily. There were several happy reunions. But most of the newcomers were unprepared for the conditions that awaited them. We had tried to warn them, to lower their expectations, but the reality came as an unpleasant surprise for most.
Nanaidh showed her worth immediately. She reprimanded anyone who complained, or grumbled. She reminded them that Borna's stalwarts had been living in these conditions for months. Had these words come from me, or even from Borna, they might have sparked resentment, or even a revolt. But no one could argue with Nanaidh.
I thanked her.
- "Never mind." she said. "It's
we
who should be thanking
you
. We're feeling a bit out of sorts - but part of that is guilt. That we didn't rally to Borna at the very beginning. Like Lovro. Or Shant."
- "You had families to worry about." I said.
- "That's what we kept telling ourselves. A few thought that Borna was dead. And yes, there was the issue of hostages. But I think that most of us were simply stunned. We had no ... no preparation for this sort of thing."
"The rapes, the murder ... what they did to Hravar. These things should have been enough to help us see the light. Mushtal was a brute, Ljudevit. But Vazrig is a wild animal. He has to be put down."
"It's our shame that we didn't resist him when we could - or when we should have."
- "He would have killed you." I pointed out.
Nanaidh snorted. "Is that the only time to fight? When you think you'll win?"
She made it sound so simple. But the first conversation I had to have when we returned was anything but.
- "Your brother is dead." I told Noyemi.
- "How did he die?" she asked.
- "In a fair fight, outside the hall." I related the whole story to her. I'm not sure why - maybe I thought that it would soften the impact.
- "Is that where you were wounded?"
- "Eh? Yes -" I realized then that the worst of my story was yet to come. We had burned her steading. Her family were dead, but now she could never go back, either. Her home was gone. The people she had known were scattered.
We had killed her father, brother, and sister. In my opinion, all three of them deserved to die. But Noyemi didn't deserve to have her home, her entire life destroyed. And we had done that to her. Had we ruined her life? Or had we somehow saved her from those baleful influences?
- "I'll ask Borna to free you." I said.
- "He'll say no." she replied.
- "You don't know that."
Noyemi looked at me, once, and then sadly shook her head. "We both know that. I'm a threat to him, because of who I am. He doesn't want to kill me, but he won't let me go."
I sat with her for a long time, though we said very little after that.
***
We hacked into the hillside, to dig out more shelters. Well, the others did - I wasn't much help, with only one hand. The ground was cold, and hard, but not quite frozen. The men cut down trees, as quickly as they could, and shaped them into a crude wall of logs.
Kawehka and the foresters hunted, and provided us with meat that they would have eaten in years to come. We also mounted two small expeditions, and stole livestock from small farms. We robbed people who should have had a right to our protection.
Meanwhile, our Hospodar continued to train Shant, and Tsoline, and now the three new women. He enlisted the help of some of the warriors, and kept them busy, sharing their skills, and keeping them sharp.
Spring finally came, and the weather improved. That brought new challenges - and opportunities. After a month of babying my injured shoulder, I felt ready to use two hands - and two arms - again.
Vazrig resumed his 'sweeps', descending on the clearings behind the blueberry patches, hoping to catch us off guard. The foresters watched them, and then let us know when they were gone.
Once, they nearly did catch us. After a 'surprise sweep', as we had begun to call these sudden descents, Vazrig's men left - but they were back only a few hours later, at top speed. They caught sight of two of Kawehka's foresters, who had to scamper into the deep woods in a hurry.
- "Clever bastard." said Lovro.
- "Not so clever." I said.