Fall.. it was Fall when I lost my virginity. Not by choice but also not something I'd change now that I've had time to look back on the event.
After all my first time wasn't with a two second horny boy who was ready to go off the instant he touched my breasts like my friend Angela experienced.
No, my first time was much much different.
Every Fall our family got together with the rest of the relatives for a big dinner and just the usual hanging out and catching up. The cousins would pair off usually by age groups and play the appropriate board or outside games. The older I got the less I was interested in the games and the more I was interested in talking with my other girl cousins about boys.
I had just turned 18 the Month before and was excited about the prospect of some more freedom.
The meal was uneventful. We all still sat at the kid's table even though many of us were now by far old enough to join the adults.
A few of us had noticed "Uncle" Tommy staring at us quite a bit. He's not really related but he has been a friend of the family long enough that we took to calling him Uncle. He's one of those men you almost pity.. always dressed in those disgusting sweat pants and once-white T shirts with god knows what stained across the front. He was normally not so interested in the happenings of the kid table but today he was straining quite a bit to stare over at us. I nudged my cousin Michelle and pointed him out. She pulled an 'eww' face and we had a laugh.
After dinner we cleared out and the group of us girls walked to the back of the property talking and having a good time.
We spotted Gabe and Adam up ahead, two of our male cousins. They waited for us and then asked if we'd like to check out something cool. Of course we were in! They led us over toward a shack off to the side. The first thing that hit us was the strong odor and the next was the sight of this massive animal with a pee stained beard and disgusting crusty fur. He was chasing around one of the goats that Uncle Tommy kept on our Grandparent's farm. Gabe cracked up laughing as us girls held our noses and explained to us how this was a male goat that Uncle Tommy brought in to breed the does. We were disgusted but intrigued and one by one lined up at the fence to watch. The buck was wagging his tongue out of his mouth and aggressively pawing at the smaller goat. We watched with mixed horror and interest as he stuck his tongue deep inside the female goat causing her to cry out and then mounted her aggressively. "Whoooooahhhhhhhhh" Adam shouted as the buck pulled out leaving a dripping trail of semen. I was disgusted but I was also experiencing something else.. arousal.
Suddenly Uncle Tommy was there behind us. Apparently he had been watching us for a while. He tapped my arm and said my Dad was looking for me. The other girls were still staring at the goats so I backed up slowly and called out I'd be back as soon as I saw what my Dad wanted.
Uncle Tommy led me back toward the barns but instead of going beyond them he suddenly grabbed me and pulled me inside the open barn door and held me in place as he quickly shut it firmly behind us. The barn was dark and dusty. I was kind of shocked he had grabbed me like that and tried to shake him off my arm. He was having none of it and being much larger he overtook me quickly.