Introduction:
This story is inspired by and in tribute to some of the women of this site who go in for the edgier and more extreme kinks and fetishes. I hope they appreciate it.
Brief Recap:
CapCunt & Kit-5 find themselves increasingly drawn to each other as they try to process their experience at the Ranch, while maintaining their real lives. CapCunt can't explain the feelings that motivate her to dominate and be dominated by Kit-5 in increasingly hard and unyielding ways. On this latest rendezvous, CapCunt walked Kit-5 into a women's room stall to slap her. Kit-5 then held CapCunt down on her kitchen counter, and smacked her studded belt on the counter by CapCunt's face, while she got CapCunt off with her hand for the first time.
She didn't let me cum again that weekend, and I didn't let her cum either.
Because Kit-5 hadn't taken the time to pleasure herself during our counter incident, it meant she didn't cum until Saturday evening. But last night had been another shift. Neither of us had ever let the other cum while we were in charge, let alone bring each other off. Despite the pleasure she'd given me, I felt more controlled than ever with that belt coming down so close to my face.
I had Kit-5 walk in to the terminal with me when she dropped me off at the airport that Sunday. I walked her back into the restroom, into that very same stall where I had slapped her on Friday night. I took the pair of dirty socks I'd gagged her with that night out of my purse, and just held them in my hand. I squeezed them, and looked her in the eye. She held my gaze with a vulnerable look in her eye. Then I leaned forward and whispered in her ear.
"You're the one that's a real cheap piece of shit slave."
She didn't say anything to that. But she looked away for a moment, and then locked eyes with me again, as if she couldn't look me in the eye, but knew she needed to.
I put the socks back in my purse and walked out of there, leaving her in that stall.
I didn't see Kit-5 for another two months after that. Maybe we needed some distance from each other. But I still got those reports. She saw the Domme again. And that got me wondering.
If there was one thing I was slowly starting to figure out about this sexual exploration, it was that things could change you. Events had their impact. New ideas would burrow in your brain, and you'd be afflicted with things you couldn't stop thinking about.
So I joined an extreme humiliation/degradation group for lesbians. The greetings started flowing in immediately...
...And the offers.
I wasn't into women. I know, that has to sound like the most ridiculous thing you've ever heard after reading thousands of words from me so far. But I really wasn't. I was 100% surefire straight-A surefire heterosexual. My yearnings were for men, for their strength, their dominance, their smells after sex, in the shower, their cocks. I wanted to be held down and whipped by them, and wanted cock everywhere...pussy, ass, mouth, whatever.
And yet, who was I carrying on with on a regular basis? Who was the one person I had anything even resembling a relationship with? Ok, it was more like an arrangement. But it was steady. It was regular. It was something I could actually count on.
Events change us. I knew that moment when Sado-Chick stepped out from the side of the van changed me. I knew that hour or so shivering in their van by myself, stripped and bound like a true slave, changed me. And I sure knew that week of cruelty and sex at the ranch changed me. And I suppose, being dominated by a truly cruel woman and being bound against another submissive woman for all my nights had also changed me. But I didn't think they could have changed me this much.
I ignored virtually all of those greetings and offers. They weren't speaking to anything I felt I was about, so why should I bother to acknowledge them? But then one finally broke through.
Trainer_Of_Cunts: I will be at the downtown Starbucks on Capital in Indianapolis at 6:00pm Friday precisely. I will not be there at 6:02.
This was different. No hello, no lame attempt to explain where they're coming from or become friends first. I looked at her profile. One grainy picture of a figure in thigh-high boots and a corset holding a crop. Her fetishes were pretty extreme. I checked out her commenting history. She was opinionated, divisive. A lot of people didn't seem to like her. She was active in a political group. I didn't agree with her politics at all.
Friday is a tough day for me. I actually had to arrange to leave work early to make it to that Starbucks by 6. Luckily, I was going against commuter traffic, but I was also competing with Friday night date traffic. I made it in by 5:50 and looked around. No one looked right. We hadn't bothered exchanging pictures or descriptions of course. We hadn't even communicated beyond her initial message. I hadn't ever responded. I ordered a coffee and sat down with my back to the wall. At 5:55, a heavyset woman who looked to be in her 60's entered. Her dyed blonde hair was done up in a 60's sort of bun. Her skirt and blouse ensemble looked expensive. So did her heels. She bought a single smart water, and came right over to my table. She grabbed my coffee, poured it down the trash, then sat down and placed the water in front of me.
"I'll need you to stay hydrated. Drink", she said.
"How do you know you're at the right table?" I asked.
She did not dignify my question with a verbal response, or even a smile. She just pointed down at that water bottle, with an impatient look on my face. She was waiting on me to obey her first command, and clearly she did not enjoy waiting.
It was ToC all right. It had to be. I opened the bottle, took a sip, and set it down.
"No", ToC said, "we will not be setting it down. All of it."
I gulped. Then I picked the bottle back up, and started drinking. She just looked at me. I was intimidated, as I drank the whole thing in front of her, while she silently judged me, sizing me up. After I was done, I set the bottle down, and we just sat there for about 5 minutes. All that fluid started doing something to me of course. ToC ushered me up, into the line for the ladies room. When it was my turn, she came in with me, and guided us both into a stall...a regular stall, not the handicapped. It was cramped in there, barely enough room for the two of us to stand.
ToC lifted up my skirt.
"Come on, get on with it."
I lowered my panties and sat down. But, I couldn't go, even though I really had to now. I mean, how could I, with this woman's legs touching my knees in this cramped stall? ToC didn't pay any attention to me. She was looking at her phone. Finally, her patience started to wear.
"It's been 3 and a half minutes."
There was an implied threat to that casual statement about the time. Or, maybe it was just my imagination. I closed my eyes, and tried to shut everything out. And finally...FINALLY...the pee started dribbling out. Then I relaxed enough to let it all out, and a steady stream filled the toilet.
I reflected on how this felt as I pee'ed. I felt like a little girl, with her stern mother watching over her. Me, a 48-year old woman.