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Through a series of counselling session with Cassie, his therapist, Quinn is trying to come to terms with how his wife Alena managed to transform him from her assured, overbearing husband into her willing slave.
Alena has revealed a new side of herself, tying Quinn up and shaving him before teasing him with her body. Quinn is beginning to realise how much it's turning her on to subjugate him, being forced to listen while she brings herself to orgasm over his tied, blindfolded body. Their relationship is changing faster than ever]
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ANYTHING, ALL THE TIME
Quinn took a swig from his water bottle as he settled into his chair. Cassie thought of it as his chair now. Quinn was a creature of habit, always standing as he waited for her in the reception area, always silent as they walked to the meeting room, always taking the same chair. It had given her an insight into the man, into the reasons why Alena had been able to do the things she had done to him, and why he had let her.
The water bottle was a new addition, but Quinn was talking a lot now. He needed the water.
"Before we start," Cassie began, "I just wanted to cover off something from our previous session, something that I have been mulling over all week."
"I am honoured that my unworthy predicament is on your mind, Mistress."
Cassie watched as he grinned at her. It was a healthy sign, she thought, showing a playful willingness to mix their roles in the therapy session with their very different roles on the outside. It showed that Quinn was beginning to apply a separation again between his everyday life as a middle-aged lawyer and his other life as a dominatrix's submissive. It was a line that Alena had blurred purposefully, transitioning him into a twenty-four by seven lifestyle where he was permanently obedient to his wife in all aspects of their relationship.
It had worked for them, making them both blissfully happy in their little secret bubble, until the world had intervened and the bubble burst, unravelling their life much faster than either Alena or Quinn could adapt to. Alena, Cassie realised, never meant harm to come to Quinn, but she had inflicted devastating unintentional pain on him, pulling him in so very close and then leaving him dangling at the end, rudderless with nowhere to go. Quinn had been abandoned, a masochist submissive without a mistress to love, so that when Alena reached the end and lost her fight with the illness that claimed her life, she had very nearly dragged Quinn down with her.
Cassie's heart sank when she thought about it that way, making it harder to do what they were now doing, to unpick such a bright and unique thing, to provide some separation again where neither Alena nor Quinn had wanted it. But equally, Alena would never have wanted Quinn to hurt like he was hurting now.
"Going back to what you were telling me last week, is it fair to say that Alena had stepped up the pace?" Cassie asked.
"I suppose," Quinn nodded, "She certainly rattled through bondage, shaving and blindfolds pretty quickly."
"So, by that stage, do you still think you were both working your way through a list of fantasies and fetishes to spice up your love life, or even at that early stage had Alena moved beyond that?"
"I have asked myself that a hundred times. Really, I don't believe she was ever interested in the list, Cassie."
"The denial aspect came out strongly, right from the start."
"And continues," Quinn replied, indicating his crotch, his manhood imprisoned by his wife in a steel cage that he had been forced to wear ever since.
"But," he continued, "I think she was initially just looking for something to fend me off with. You have to admit, denial is a pretty neat way of stalling the intimacy that the list was supposed to be fuelling."
Cassie laughed, refreshed by Quinn's ability to apply perspective on a very personal matter.
"But, I think, something happened," Quinn continued, "She got into it. A little door opened in her head and she stepped through, at the same time that another door opened in mine. We crossed paths on our journey and the rest is history."
"And Alena diverted from the list into something of her own devising."
"I guess so. I was left with my choices in the spreadsheet as a default consent list. I always had my safeword, the nuclear option to stop it all, but she never once pushed me so far or so quickly that I had to use it. She was very subtle in how much she gave and how much she took, stretching and straining me little by little until one day I looked back at the journey and saw that she had succeeded in turning me into something else entirely."
"So you didn't feel forced into it?"
"No," Quinn replied, "More like I was being channelled, like she was unearthing some unknown part of me."
"Unearthing or creating?"
"Now that's the big question, isn't it?" Quinn replied. "Looking back now over it all, I'm sure that it was a choice, a change we both made to ourselves. It wasn't some predestined, genetic certainty."
"You both changed into something different to how you were?"
"I think we were quite ordinary people, but then we found this new life."
Quinn shrugged. "The fault," he continued, "Is not in our stars but in ourselves."
Quinn took another mouthful of water.
"Let me tell you about what she had planned next, how we, I guess, really started the transformation in our lives."
"Please do," Cassie replied, "Where did it start?"
"It started with dinner."
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"I'll cook tonight. We have a lot to discuss."
Alena gave me a peck on the cheek as she headed out the door, grabbing her car keys. She was dressed smartly, in a skirt and a blouse with low heels.
"You look nice," I replied.
"Funding review. Any advantage I can get in front of the crusty old men."
Alena posed for me, hand on cocked hip, pouting sexily.
"So long as they don't go getting ideas," I said.
"Oh, it's all about giving them ideas, Quinn. The idea that if they clear my funding, we might be working a little closer together. We could be publishing joint papers, attending conferences together. Who knows what goes on at those conferences, once the sessions are done?"
Her eyes were sparkling with mischief even as her words stirred conflicting emotions in me. Alena slinked towards me and I slid my hands around her petite waist.
"Just be careful," I cautioned.
"Oh, honey, don't worry. I can handle myself. Nothing would happen that I didn't want to happen," she replied with a sly smile.
Then she kissed me. I felt her hands on my wrists and had the sudden flashback of being helpless and naked in front of her, bound to the chair last night. I don't know why, but the simple act of her wrapping her fingers around my wrists turned me on. I couldn't understand why I was reacting that way to her touch.
She broke off the kiss and pulled my arms gently up towards her face, thumbs smoothing the skin.
"How are they feeling?"
I looked down at my wrists. There were hints of purple under the skin.
"Sore, but okay. I'll live."
Alena kissed each wrist in return.
"I tied you loose enough. You shouldn't have struggled so much."
I hadn't expected that. I had expected an apology for hurting me, and instead I received an admonition for heaving and straining against my bonds as she tortured and teased me until I was unable to control myself.
"You mean I should have just sat back and accepted my fate?"
Her eyes shifted from my wrists to my face. I tried to read her expression, but she was curiously guarded.
"Yes, Quinn. It's going to be a lot easier in the long run."
Alena released my hands and turned to the door, the conversation over.
"We'll eat at seven. You'll be home by then."
"Yes," I replied to my wife's retreating back.
I had agreed, but it was a statement, not a question: Alena expected me home before seven. She closed the door and I was left in silence, my thoughts once again churning, like she had managed to leave me so many times in the last few weeks. This time, she had foreshadowed something else, a continuation of her little experiment with me. What did she mean by the long run? How much more did she want to do?
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I got home just before seven to the delicious smell of dinner being prepared. I'd had a hell day at work as a case went against me, made worse by my inability to stop coming back to wondering about what Alena was planning. In retrospect, stress was her main tool in our games. She put me under stress, choosing not to blindside me but instead to hint and foreshadow until I was dedicating significant parts of each day to wondering about what my wife had planned for me next.
"That smells good," I called out, putting my bag down and emptying my pocket of car keys.
"Should be ready in two minutes. You have impeccable timing."
I entered the kitchen to see my wife, still in her skirt and blouse, pulling a casserole pot from the oven. Bending over, I was treated to a view of the way the tight material showed off the firm curves of her rear.
"You left me with the impression that I shouldn't be late."
Alena straightened, holding the pot in front of her with oven mitts. It was then that I noticed her height, that she was at eye level with me. As she passed me, I looked down. Alena had swapped her footwear, but not for something more comfortable and practical now she was no longer at work. She was wearing black stilettos with four-inch heels, balancing delicately as she took the casserole through to the dining table. I couldn't help myself as my eyes fell on the way the heels sculpted and toned her calves, the way the height made her hips wiggle as she walked.
"Dinner is served," she announced, glancing at me over her shoulder, auburn hair framing her pretty face.
She gave me a sexy little smile, having caught me admiring her, leaving me in no doubt that the game was on.
"Can you get a mat, hon? This is really hot."
I hurried to comply, fishing one out of the cupboard drawer and placing it in the centre of the table. As she placed the casserole down, I noticed that Alena had gone to some length to prepare dinner. She had put out two settings, with napkins, arranging the cutlery carefully. There was a decanter with red wine and the good glasses that we had been given as a wedding present. She had lit a candle.
"This looks lovely," I murmured.
"Glad that you appreciate the effort. I like to show you that I love you. Pour the wine?"