Jeffrey the footman brought in tea, then went to close all the window shutters in the Warwick's front parlor to ward off the rain that had started to fall. He stroked the fire in the fireplace a bit then bowed to the two ladies who occupied the room before he quickly retreated.
Lady Ann was a picture of serene elegance as she poured the tea. Beneath her cool exterior her stomach clenched and her mind raced. The tea and biscuits did not wash away the bitter bile in her throat. Still she gave away none of her inner turmoil as she petted Lady Evelyn, who leaned upon her so exhausted, and so distressed and so trusting.
Beautiful, young, mysterious and now weary, Lady Evelyn. Ann was objective enough to know that her own fading looks could not compare to Evelyn's alluring freshness. The young woman was simply perfection and it wouldn't be hard for a man to lose himself in the deep pools of Evelyn's sapphire-blue eyes. Ann was hard pressed to believe that there might be intelligence there too. Afterall, Ann thought to herself, if she had been Lady Evelyn, she might wonder why, after ignoring her as the rest of the blue-blooded ladies had done, Lady Ann was suddenly offering her friendship. Perhaps Evelyn may even ask, what Ann's motivation might be as no one amongst this lot ever did anything without purpose. If Ann were Evelyn then she would have guessed that a sudden offer of friendship usually hides a deeper motive. As Ann carefully studied Evelyn's beautiful, sweet face, there wasn't a trace of suspicion behind those wide-set sapphire eyes.
So as the two ladies sat, shared tea and talked, Evelyn did not suspect at all that every time the name of Lord Davenport passed her perfectly shaped lips, her new friend dug her sharp nails into the palm of her hand. There was no way Evelyn could know that what she was telling Lady Ann were like icy blades slicing into the older woman's heart .
"Perhaps," said Lady Ann, "perhaps in time, you may come to find that marriage to Lord Davenport, or to any man truly, is endless days of monotony. It may not be nearly as devastating or as thrilling as it all seems now. Think back to all the marriages you've observed and you will know that I speak truthfully."
"I can't say that I've ever truly observed a marriage," Evelyn blurred out, then hurriedly snapped her lips shut.
An uncomfortable silence fell between the two ladies. Ann wanted so very much to press Evelyn to say more about her life before, yet Ann's intuition told her to stamp down her curiosity.
"She must learn to trust me, rely on me. All in due time, she won't have a single secret or private thought that I will not be privy to," Ann thought to herself. "I just need to be patient."
"I cannot imagine how life could ever be monotonous with Lord Davenport," Evelyn was saying, her eyes glowing, and looked off towards some distant memory. "I cannot imagine life with him at all. Ohh.... I fear him. I dread him, yet I cannot stamp him from my mind. He behaved most outrageously towards me.... The things he said.... I should not give him another thought at all... Yet--!"
"--Your heart races and you feel giddy just thinking of how his lips felt against your skin," Lady Ann concluded for her.
Evelyn dropped her face into her outstretched hands in shame. "Oh yes! Oh God! Oh God! Oh God, why have you made women so weak that our good judgment could be so compromised by the sight of a tall, beautiful man? I have always resented such female weakness in the penny dreadful romances. Now here I am, stepping into just such a role that I abhor."
The rain outside beat a rapid tempo against the shutters, in tune with Ann's rapid heartbeat.
"So he's kissed you?" Ann finally asked her voice barely above a whisper.
Evelyn reluctantly nodded, thinking the good Lady Ann must be shocked by the confession. But Lady Ann merely topped off Evelyn's tea cup with a reassuring smile. Once the words started flowing, it all came tumbling out and with each breath, Evelyn felt lighter and lighter till her weariness bordered on being tolerable.
Lady Ann's eyes gleamed brightly as she forced past her own emotions to offer a comforting smile. "You poor, dear girl! The fault lies not with you but in part with your youth and inexperience. A few more Seasons and you'll learn that all men are cads! No, no! You mustn't think you're at fault. Men, like his lordship, so use to having any earthly desire granted without pause, will often make a sport of young women's virtues. It is our feminine duty to guard against their advances for often we mistake their attention for love. Women are such feeble, such trusting creatures that we would happily allow our hearts to override our good judgment."
Evelyn grimaced and she touched the edge of Lady Ann's handkerchief to the tears streaming from her eyes again. "Then he has done this with others?"
Ann inclined her head to one side, slightly, reluctantly. It was somewhere between a nod and a shake that paused midway. "I have no personal knowledge and would not think to slander his lordship. But--"
"But?" Evelyn urged.
"Well, one does tend to... hears things...." Ann allowed her voice to trail off as though she was speaking to herself. Then she quickly shook her head. "But one must not give credence to ideal gossip--"
"Where there is smoke, there must be fire," Evelyn insisted. "Oh how foolish of me! Of course there must have been many others."
"I speak in general terms," Ann replied carefully. She would not be safe if Lord Davenport ever learn of this slanderous conversation. Especially when Lord Davenport wasn't known to seduce any innocent girl before. "For a man, with such power and influence as he to have reached his majority without a wife---. Well he tends to develop tastes and habits that may be unusual for a young thing like you."
"I can't bring myself to think of it!" Evelyn confessed miserably.
"Some men will and do tame their wildness once they are married," Ann assured her.
Two great droplets of tears rolled down the corner of her gleaming eyes, not out of sadness but out of remembrance of how HE had touched her.... Unconsciously, Evelyn's soft pink lips parted and she ran her tongue along the edge of her bottom lip as her face flushed at the memory. What lies within the confines of the marriage bed? she wondered. If it was anything like what she experienced in her carriage the previous night....! She swallowed tightly.