Warning: This is a very dark story containing many disturbing themes such as noncon, humiliation, degradation, corruption, sexual slavery, misogyny, sadomasochism and more. Do not read this story unless you are okay with extreme content relating to the listed themes.
I do not condone or endorse any of the activities described in this story. Sexual fantasies can be a fun and safe way to explore fetishes but always treat real people with respect. Fantasize responsibly.
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Scene 1: The Craving
The sheets were twisted around my legs like they were trying to hold me down. Sweat slicked the back of my neck. My mouth was dry, tongue thick, throat like sandpaper. My skin felt wrong--itchy, electric. Too tight in some places, too loose in others.
I sat up too fast. The room tilted sideways.
My hands shook.
Not nervous-shake. Not cold-shake. Something deeper. Something bone-deep and hungry.
The kind of shake that came from something missing.
I staggered to the kitchen. No lights on. No note. Rick was gone.
The black case wasn't on the table.
I opened the fridge--empty, except for ketchup and a bottle of water with no cap. I drank it anyway, gagged halfway through, then leaned on the counter while my stomach rolled.
Every inch of me buzzed. My heart thudded in my ears like it was looking for a fight. My thoughts spun too fast to hold onto--images, sounds, pieces of nothing.
I tore through the drawers. Checked the bathroom. Lifted couch cushions like a junkie in a crime show. I was.
My hands hit the floor next to the couch and just... stayed there.
He took it with him.
He knew.
He knew what was coming.
He knew what I'd feel when I woke up without it.
And he wanted me to feel it.
Not because he hated me.
But because he wanted me to need him more than I feared him.
And it was working.
I curled up on the cold tile, cheek pressed to the linoleum, breath coming in shallow gasps.
This wasn't withdrawal.
This was ownership.
Scene 2: Rick Returns
The key turned in the lock like it always did--slow, steady, unhurried.
I didn't move.
I was still on the floor, back against the kitchen cabinets, arms wrapped around my knees like they might keep me from splintering apart.
The door swung open.
Rick stepped in without looking for me first. He locked the deadbolt, dropped his keys in the bowl by the door, then set two plastic bags on the counter. The smell hit me before I saw what was inside--fried chicken, mashed potatoes, something sweet.
He finally looked down.
Saw me.
Eyes cool. Not surprised.
"You sleep down there now?" he asked.
My throat worked around a reply, but nothing came out. I just blinked at him, dizzy, fingers twitching in my lap like they wanted to reach but didn't know what for.
He knelt beside me, one knee creaking on the tile. "You feelin' it?"
I nodded. Once.
He sighed like a man with a full to-do list and a stubborn engine. "Told you it hits hard if you don't pace yourself."
I wanted to scream. I wanted to grab him by the collar and make him fix it.
Instead, I whispered, "Please."
He tilted his head, watching me.
"Please what?"
My chest heaved. "Please, Rick. I just--I need it."
His mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. Closer to satisfaction.
"You hungry?"
I shook my head.
"Thirsty?"
"No."
He stood slowly, walked to the kitchen table, and pulled out the black case. Same one as before. He opened it like it was nothing--just another errand. The metal glinted in the low light.
I crawled toward it before I realized I was moving.
He didn't look at me as he prepped the syringe. Just said, "Say it."
My voice cracked. "I need it."
He filled the vial. Flicked the air bubble out. Calm as Sunday morning.
"Say it again."
"I need it." Louder this time. Harsher.
He crouched in front of me, reached for my arm, fingers brushing over the track he'd used before. My skin was slick, feverish.
"You gonna keep needin' it, Nia," he murmured, pressing the needle against my vein. "That's the price of peace."
I didn't answer.
He pushed the plunger down.
Warmth bloomed in my veins, slow and golden, like honey melting across glass. My limbs loosened. My spine stopped screaming. My brain went quiet for the first time all day.
I sagged against the cabinet. Barely breathing. Floating.
Rick brushed my hair back from my face. "There she is."
I couldn't move. Didn't want to.
He stood again, unwrapped a box of chicken, set it on the counter like a reward.
"You get through this, you eat."
Then he walked to the couch, sat down, and turned on the TV like it was any other night.
But it wasn't.
Because now I knew what he was waiting for.
And I knew I'd say yes.
Scene 3: The Cost
I was still on the kitchen floor, high enough to stop shaking, low enough to feel the weight of it all pressing into my skin.
Rick didn't rush.
He let the silence settle. Let me marinate in that floaty, helpless state--body limp, mind slow, too comfortable to resist anything.
He turned down the TV. Didn't look at me yet.
"You feel better now?"
I nodded, voice somewhere in my chest. "Yeah."
"That's good," he said, stretching out on the couch. "You were real close to a bad day."
I didn't answer.
He reached for the food, peeled back the box, and ate a piece of chicken like he had all the time in the world. Grease on his fingers, fingers he licked slow. Watching me now.
"You know what that stuff costs?"
I blinked. The high fogged up the math. "No."
He held up three fingers.
"Three bills a vial. That's without the needle. Without the prep. Without me."
That number hit even through the haze. I hadn't seen $300 since I left Crossfield.
He leaned back, tossed the bone in the box.
"I ain't mad about what you used. You needed it. I gave it to you." He paused. "But now we're in a rhythm, baby girl. And that rhythm? It ain't free."
The warm turned to cold somewhere in my gut.
"I can pay," I said too fast. "I'll work more shifts. Halo's been picking up, I'm getting better--"
He cut me off with a look. Calm. Not unkind. But final.
"That club? It's pennies. The tips keep your lipstick fresh. Not your veins full."
I swallowed. My fingers curled on the tile.
He stood. Walked toward me. Crouched again.
"There's better money," he said, voice low, like a secret just for me. "Real money. For girls who look like you. Who move like you. And who got the mouth to say yes when it counts."
I didn't respond.
Not right away.
"Rick..." My voice cracked. "You mean... like--?"
"I mean you make a choice," he said softly. "One night. One client. I pick him. I vet him. I make sure he plays clean and pays right."
He reached out, tucked a curl behind my ear.
"You do that? You don't worry about food. Or rent. Or clothes. I keep the case stocked. I keep you safe. All you gotta do is smile and say thank you."
The words hung between us like smoke.
"I'm not--" I tried.
"Not what?" he asked gently. "Not that kind of girl?"
I looked away.