Part 7: The Week
The belt left marks.
Angry red lines wrapped my wrists when I finally worked the buckle loose with trembling fingers. I didn't get up right away. Just lay there, face down, limbs like deadweight, back sticky with his cum. The room felt too quiet--like it was listening.
Eventually, I peeled myself off the sheets. My thighs burned. My chest ached. I didn't cry again. Not after that first hour.
I didn't shower. Couldn't.
I wiped myself down with a rag from the kitchen sink--cold water, no soap. I left the mess in the sheets. I left the tank top on the floor. It felt like if I touched too much of it, it would undo whatever thread was still keeping me together.
The next morning, Rick was already gone.
I stepped into the kitchen in an oversized hoodie, bruises blooming under the fabric. The silence was thicker than usual, but I liked it that way. I grabbed the last slice of bread, ate it dry, and put on the only jeans that still fit right.
Then I left the apartment.
I spent the day on foot.
Hit every cafΓ©, corner store, fast food joint, bodega, bakery, and bistro I could find within ten blocks. I smiled when I had to. Lied when I needed to. Told people I'd just moved here from "out of state," left out everything that mattered. Handed over a paper rΓ©sumΓ© I'd printed at the library--creased from the sweat in my pocket by noon.
No one called back.
The next day, I went farther.
Took the train out to the busier part of the borough--more lights, more people, more chances. I stood in line behind girls with sharper makeup and better shoes, all of us answering the same questions from managers who didn't remember our names five minutes later.
"You got experience?"
"Yes."
"You got a reference?"
"Yeah, just need to dig it up."
"We'll call you."
They didn't.
I came home sore every night. Feet blistered. Shoulders sunburned. I kept moving like if I just walked fast enough, I'd outrun what happened in that room.
But Friday came, and I had nothing to show for it but another week of empty inboxes and scuffed sneakers.
I didn't want to go home that night.
So I sat in a 24-hour diner two blocks from the apartment. Ordered the cheapest thing on the menu--coffee and toast--and nursed it like a wound. I watched people come and go. Couples laughing. Girls in mini skirts heading to parties. Old men reading newspapers like the world hadn't changed.
When my coffee went cold and the server gave me the second warning look, I left.
Outside, the air was thick with rain that hadn't started yet. The sky sagged.
And when I turned the corner and saw the building rising in the distance with that one flickering hallway light--I knew what waited for me.
I hadn't earned another week. I hadn't found a way out.
But I still walked up the stairs.
Because I didn't have a choice.
Part 8: The Change of Heart
The door creaked when I pushed it open.
I didn't know if Rick would be there. Sometimes he disappeared for a night--or more. Sometimes he was stretched out on the couch when I got in, half-asleep with the TV flickering across his chest. Sometimes the place felt empty, like he'd never been there at all.
But tonight, he was waiting.
Sitting on the couch, arms folded tight across his chest, a takeout bag on the table in front of him, steam still rising from the cartons. He wasn't watching TV. Just staring straight ahead, jaw clenched, something unreadable in his eyes.
I froze.
His gaze slid to me. Heavy. Not cruel. Not warm. Just... assessing.
"Sit," he said.
My bag was still hanging from my shoulder. My hair stuck to the back of my neck from the rain. I bit my lip, then nodded once and crossed the room. I sat down on the floor beside the coffee table--same spot I'd slept some nights when he was gone, or just didn't care to use the couch himself.
The silence stretched.
Then he asked, "How's the job search been?"
I swallowed, picking at the edge of my sleeve. "Not great," I admitted. "But not from lack of trying. I've been out every day. Literally everywhere I can walk to. Filled out forms, handed out rΓ©sumΓ©s, smiled 'til my face hurt."
He nodded once. Not mocking. Just listening.
"You eaten?"
The question caught me off guard. I blinked. "No."
He gestured to the table. "Let's eat."
I hesitated only a second before reaching for a container. Lo mein. Still hot. There were two sets of chopsticks. I sat cross-legged, took a bite like it might vanish if I didn't move fast. He opened the sesame chicken for himself but didn't say much else at first.
We ate in silence. The kind that felt intentional. The kind where something was coming.
Then, between bites, he asked, "Why'd you come here?"
I looked up.
He wasn't looking for a fight. Just the truth.
I swallowed. "I wanted more."
"More than what?"
"More than Crossfield. It was too small. Too slow. I wanted... I don't know. To be part of something bigger."
He kept watching me.
"I wanted more," I said again. "Crossfield felt like a trap. Small-town hell. Same people, same stories. I wanted to be somebody. Wanted to work in design. Fashion maybe. Something where I could walk into a room and people would notice."
He leaned back, chewing slowly. "That world's cold," he said. "Tighter than you think."
I didn't argue. I'd already started learning that.
"I don't have contacts in fashion," he added. "But I got a friend who runs a high-end club down in Midtown. Real classy place. Fancy lighting. Valet parking. The works."
My eyes lifted.
"He's always lookin' for pretty girls to work the front--hostess, servers, that kinda thing. You've got the look for it. It ain't design, but it's money. Real paycheck. Enough to cover rent once it kicks in."
My heart stuttered. He saw it. Kept going.
"If you want it, I can put your name in. He'll take my word."
I hesitated. "You'd do that?"
Rick met my eyes directly. "I'm not a monster, Nia."
I almost laughed. But it caught in my throat.
"I'm not saying it's free," he continued. "But I don't want you starving either. I don't like coming home to a girl who looks like she ain't eaten in two days."
I looked down at my food, not sure how to hold that in my chest.
"If you keep me satisfied," he said, voice calm, "I'll take care of the extras. Food. Heat. Maybe some clothes for the job. You just worry about covering the rent."
There it was. Spoken plainly. Not a threat. Not exactly a promise. Just terms.
My fingers tightened around the chopsticks. Heat crept into my face--part shame, part something else. That pull again. That blur between power and survival. Between needing help and giving in.
I didn't speak. But I kept eating. Because I knew I'd say yes. And he already knew it too.
Part 9: The Dress
Morning light spilled through the blinds, soft and gold against my bare skin.
I was tangled in the blanket, alone on the couch--but the memory of last night clung to me tighter than the sheet.
It had been different. Not just gentler. Deliberate.
Rick didn't take me like a landlord collecting rent. He touched me like he wanted me to feel it. Every kiss burned, but it wasn't cruel. His mouth traveled like it was searching for something--pausing between my thighs like he had nowhere else to be.
He made me come with his tongue--twice--before he even took off his jeans.
No belt. No restraints.
Just his hands in my hair. His voice in my ear. His body against mine like he wasn't just taking space, but sharing it.
When he finally slid inside me, it was deep, slow, and--God help me--good.
He held my leg to his shoulder, then pulled me into his lap on the floor, then bent me over the arm of the couch with one hand in mine. No choking. No bruises.
Just fucking.
Like I was someone he wanted to remember.