Written for Patrick, mo gra geal
We've agreed to do it, and I know there's no backing out of it, not that I would want to, not with you. It's been a fantasy of mine forever, but right now I'm all nerves. I can't believe this is actually going to happen, I think to myself.
It's been a sensual, sexualized day, as you requested. Although I never do such for myself, you insisted that I get my hair done, eyebrows waxed and shaped (feels so nice and GROOMED), get a facial, a pedicure plus some cute pink polish for my toes (so girly!).
You also insisted I get a full hour deep tissue massage with a male masseuse, preferably someone I was attracted to, so I would keep myself juicy, even if Mr. MassageGuy was all business.
And you insisted that I buy an outfit that hugs all my curves and nets me a bit more attention than I'm used to. Hard for me to do, since I'm modest, but I did. I feel like everyone is looking at me, like all the men are checking me out, some women, too. I feel exposed and vulnerable. My cleavage is showing and quite a bit of leg in a skirt that's shorter than I'm used to.
Finally, you insisted on one more thing: that I get a high colonic. Fingers in my ass, with me begging and panting last night for more, more, more, you insisted that I get all cleaned out for you, for the fantasy.
We talked about it long into the night, and agreed on when, where, how, plus a safe word just in case. I trembled in your arms with excitement, fear, anticipation, wetness and above all, lust. And then we fucked again, hard, in anticipation.
All today you were at work, with the promise of meeting up later. So ironic, and I smiled as I got ready to go out and get my fantasy fulfilled: you had insisted that I get treated and pampered like a lady, just so I could be used tonight as your slut, in a hot, nasty, slightly dangerous fantasy that we would enact for real. So, as I lie here on the table, slowly feeling my most inner, vulnerable parts get cleaned out, I smile, thinking about tonight.
We had agreed to a slut scene, one that would end in forced, rough sex. We agreed that I should send you a lot of mixed signals, which you would, of course, interpret as a sexual green light. I'm thinking of this as I walk down the Dublin street, night falling, the neon coming on, in my new, hot, tight outfit. I'm cognizant of the stares and a few smiles I'm getting, and just as you told me, I return a few.
One guy, as I'm stopped waiting to cross the street, comes over and puts his arm around me and starts coming onto me, and I let him, but as his girlfriend rounds the corner, shopping bags in tow, he lets go of me, but still pats my ass and winks at me. I feel flirty, sexy, slightly slutty. His girlfriend is oblivious (he's quite deft and subtle, such an Irish charmer -- the only person I see who notices is an old man on a bench who grins and leers at me noticing him noticing me)!
As my street boyfriend walks off with his pretty girlfriend, arm around her waist, he looks back. I get looked up and down and he blows me a kiss. I can feel my nipples harden and my pussy get wet.
I walk down the street with a smile on my face, and go into the pub where we agreed to meet. I go to the bar, order a drink, and stand there enjoying my ale... and sure enough, within moments, I'm being chatted up in a RATHER friendly way by some regulars plus a few others who've come in to quench a mighty thirst. We laugh, talk, crack jokes; the craic is lively and fun.
Then you walk in, and stand beside me, order your drink, and we begin to talk, as if we've never met before.