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"Lana, wake up! Lana!" shouted the familiar voice.
Lana felt her body shaking, and her face felt wet. Her throat was tight and she heard herself sobbing as the room slowly came into focus. A large figure was shaking her like a ragdoll, and she mumbled something unintelligible.
"Victor!" she cried suddenly, grabbing onto the man that held her. "He's dead!" she wailed, leaning forward and burying her head against his broad chest.
"Lana, it's me, Warrick!" said the figure. Lana leaned back and blinked at him.
"Warrick? What happened?" Lana murmured, looking about the room. It was the slave training room, and she began to remember where she was.
Warrick sighed with relief. "You were in some kind of trance as you told me the story. It was very odd. I tried to wake you but you just kept talking."
Telepaths sometimes entered a sort of trance when immersing themselves in their memories. They didn't just remember events, it was like reliving them. Lana paled. She must have been in a trance the entire time, and if so, she wouldn't have known to hold back any details.
"Oh god," she said. "Did I tell you everything?"
Warrick looked at her for a second. "So Victor is dead? Even your technology couldn't save him?"
Lana grimaced, her mind overloaded as all the memories came flashing back, brought to the surface by the trance-inducing story. She nodded. "I felt so helpless, I couldn't save him. It is said that long ago, some Elder telepaths could heal people with their minds. But the technique is forgotten."
After a long sigh, she explained to Warrick how after they'd found her in Victor's apartment, she'd been unable to speak for several hours. The police had identified Victor's murderer by the blood on her legs. The Colonel was known to own such an antique firearm, and an alert was put out for him. A few days later, an Institute security officer visited her in her dormitory and told her Nikolai had died in a shootout with GWA security.
The board of the Institute studied Lana's case, she explained, and had decided that to expel her would be just what Nikolai had wanted, so they let her stay, on the condition that she disavow all sexual activity and maintain outstanding grades. Based on Lana's testimony that Victor had used mental insertion on her class, they took only minor action against the boys in her telepathy class. However, the two boys from her martial arts class were expelled.
She told Warrick how she'd maintained a strict self-discipline during her remaining time at the Institute, focusing on her studies and refusing to enter into any romantic engagements. It wasn't easy, for the whole school knew of her, but the constant threat of expulsion kept her focused. In time, she'd excelled and turned into one of the Institute's top students.
After she'd finished her story, Warrick sat looking at her. "What?" said Lana, unable to decipher his expression. She reached out to his mind, but he was unreadable as always. Then she gasped. Warrick was unreadable just like Victor had been. She'd somehow repressed that memory as well.
"What is it?" said Warrick, concerned at her expression.
"Uh, oh, it's nothing," said Lana with a shy smile.
"Lana," said Warrick. "What did this Nikolai look like? You said he had a scar on his cheek?"
"Yes," nodded Lana. "From Victor's dagger."
"Which cheek?" said Warrick.
"What?" said Lana, confused. "Why would you ask that?" Warrick gave her an impatient look. "His right cheek," she said, annoyed.
Warrick said nothing, but he stood and moved over to his pack, looking for something. He pulled out a sheet of parchment and returned to stand in front of Lana. He showed her the parchment.
"Oh my god!" gasped Lana. There on the parchment drawn in black carbon was Nikolai's face, with the scar. She'd not likely have recognized him if not for her intense trance, which made the memories as if they happened yesterday. She looked at Warrick in confusion. He was frowning at her.
"This was smuggled out of Nikos' fortress by a spy," said Warrick, crossing his arms on his chest. "It's a drawing of Lord Nikos."
Lana felt dizzy and her belly felt like she was falling. "T-that's impossible, he's dead!"
"They
told
you he was dead. I think he escaped, stole your GWA weapons, came to our world, and your GWA covered it up, and lied to you."
"No, no, it can't be!" cried Lana, shaking her head. She grabbed the parchment from his hand, and looked at it again. But it was him, the sharp nose, the piercing eyes, the high cheekbones, and the scar, just where her dagger had sliced him. All this time, she'd taken some grim satisfaction in knowing Nikolai was dead. Now to find out he not only was alive, but he had done terrible things . . . it was unthinkable. And it meant the Institute and the GWA had lied to her. It was like everything she believed was a lie.
Warrick reached out to her slightly trembling hands to gently take the parchment from her. "Lana, why did your GWA pick you for this mission?" he said, softly. "After all, it was you who was responsible for Nikos defecting and coming to my world in the first place."
Lana cringed as if stung, for the way he put it sounded terrible. Was she responsible in a way for all those atrocities he'd committed once he came to Dellune? Lana felt lightheaded, like she wanted to throw up. Suddenly Warrick grabbed her by the arms, looking intensely into her eyes.
"I am sorry, Lana, I should not have said it that way," he said, sternly. "Listen to me. You are not responsible for anything this madman from your world has done. And you are not responsible for the death of your . . . lover. You were just an innocent victim in the schemes of those two men. So remove all thoughts of guilt from your mind."
Lana looked at him, his intense eyes piercing her soul. Quietly she nodded, her psyche coming back from the precipice of guilt and remorse. Perhaps the Institute had lied to her in part to protect her, so she would perform the mission with a clear head. Lana winced at Warrick's iron grip on her slender arms, and then he loosened his hold suddenly, perhaps seeing her in pain.
"But still, were I in charge of your Institute, I'd not have sent an agent so personally involved. Your judgment could be compromised."
Lana thought back to her interview and subsequent briefings. She'd been a senior at the Institute, and she'd been summoned to GWA headquarters, where an Institute Elder and a GWA officer had explained the mission to her. "They had analyzed the mission and decided they needed a woman," said Lana. "They said it would be easier for a woman to blend in here. And they had only a few female graduates," she added. "I guess they were busy with the war and all. I was in my final year, and I was the strongest female candidate. Ever since the incident I'd repressed my memories of that time. I guess I showed no signs of being emotionally compromised. It wasn't until I told you the story that all the memories came flooding back . . ."
Warrick looked skeptical. "Lana, I think they picked you because they knew the mission would likely involve the agent disguised as a pleasure slave. They thought you'd be a good fit to that role."
Lana gasped, glaring at him. "Why would they think that?" she demanded.
Warrick looked pained. "Do you really want me to explain it?"
Lana looked at him for a second. Then she remembered that in her trance, she'd likely told him everything. Suddenly she blushed deeply. She'd practically behaved like Victor's little slave girl. "No, don't tell me!" she blurted, seeing him about to speak.
Thankfully Warrick changed the subject. "Lana, this changes everything. Nikos . . . Nikolai knows you. Our plan of sneaking you in is now unworkable, because the moment Nikolai sees you he will know you are here to kill him."
Lana shook her head. "No, it's been five years, and I was just another freshman to him. He won't remember me."
It was Warrick's turn to shake his head. "Lana, to yourself you may have been just another . . . fresh . . . man. But believe me, any man who'd seen you would remember you. And he didn't just see you . . ." Then he smiled. "It is often said that Nikos wears a scar on his cheek, and no one knows where it came from. He will surely remember who gave him that scar."
Lana blushed at his roundabout compliment. "You are right, of course," she admitted. Suddenly the confidence she'd had in the mission was gone. It was easier to imagine facing an unknown stranger rather than Nikolai. "So what do we do now?" she asked.