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A few hours of driving under their belts on their way home, Ashley finally broke the silence between them. "You know, don't let Valerie's money remark get to you."
"I'm not," Frisky said.
"It was aimed at me."
"Yep."
"She was pointing out that your potential earning ability isn't very good to settle down with."
Frisky was silent.
"Doesn't that bother you a little bit?"
"No."
"What did she do to you?"
"Does it bother you?" he asked.
Ashley stared over her her fingers on the steering wheel watching the road pass below. "Well," she said, "I kind of was hoping to live a comfortable life."
"How?"
"I don't know," Ashley shook her head. "You know, make enough money to live nice. Not rich or anything. Just nice."
"I don't know how to do that."
"Well, that's what Valerie said."
"I know."
Turning her attention away from the road to Frisky she said, "You're not going to prove her wrong?"
"I can't."
"What do you mean? You're just as smart as anyone else at work."
"Smarter."
"So..." Again she shook her head. "I don't understand you."
Ashley didn't have to tell Frisky that. However, Valerie not only did understand, but there was a method to her meanness as she forced him to see himself in the mirror, see himself for what he really was. A dog/slave.
Being smart isn't the litmus test to survive or thrive in the workforce. It's knowing when to be smart and when not to be smart. Some management view smart people as a threat. Being able to verbally wine and dine those in power were essential skills that Frisky couldn't quiet master. There was no mental pathway to understand who, when or how to use such strategies.
"Well, Valerie might not believe in you, but I do," Ashley said.
"She does. She's just more..." he paused in search of the right wording so as not to offend Ash, finally saying "... realistic about things."
"Realistic?" she said sarcastic. "She left you chained down on all fours for two weeks pretending she didn't have the..." Ashley stopped talking and squeezed the steering wheel quickly turning her knuckles white. "The chastity sheath key!"
She finally remembered.
"Why didn't you..." she turned her head giving him an accusatory look.
It was then Frisky wished he had shared in her exasperation. Unfortunately he missed that opportunity so he calmly kept watching the road slip by.
"You'd think that would be a top priority for you," she said suspiciously. "Why didn't you ask for it before we left?"
"Didn't think about it."
"You haven't cum in two weeks and you can't even get hard and you didn't think about it?"
He turned his head briefly glancing at Ashley in her hazel eyes. "I didn't."