Life is a constellation of first times.
First step, first word, first kiss, sure. But I have different kinds of first on my mind at the moment, as I make sure my feminine wig is on correctly, descending over my shoulders in a lustful, inviting mane.
Like the first time Susan smelled my weakness.
Even then, I was a skinny boy, weak and short, with little facial hair. I still see traces of that boy in the mirror, as I apply the blush -- the way Susan taught me to. The way most pleasing to Luke.
Luke intimidated me the most at the time, of course. He embodied the masculine ideal I could never match. But Susan was the one who first realized I was such a pushover.
And... something a little more than that.
I remember the first time she perentorily told me to do the dishes, even though it was her turn. She just assumed I would comply, and she was right.
Girls like her never had time for little wimps like me, so by that time I had an ingrained Pavlovian reflex about doing what they wanted, without expecting anything in return. Small-dicked mentality, she called it once, laughing at my subservience.
Luke followed suit. Soon, I was doing his dishes, too. And the cleaning, and the ironing...
As I trace slutty lines around my eyes, with my stripper nails glittering pink and bright in the mirror, my mind wanders to the first time Susan asked me to tie her shoes.
The first time Luke told me to cook dinner for him and the girl he was bringing home, so he could concentrate on fucking her.
The lipstick feels good against my lips, pointy and hard. Luke once joked that it was about the size of my little cockette, and that memory in turn reminds me of the first time I heard the lock of my cage closing around my emasculated manhood.
It jingles, even now, trapping my clit, binding it to the will of my two masters.