From The Case Files of Dr. Randall Herringwick
The Case of the Devil's Advocate
Chapter Two - Divided and Conquered
CASE FILES - PERSONAL NOTES - PATIENTS 333 & 334 - DAY ONE (CONTINUED)
Somewhere in the back of my alcohol-impaired mind, I knew that this was wrong. I was violating ethical and moral obligations toward my two newest patients' rights of confidentiality simply because I was enjoying the type of grandstanding that I did as a university professor two days a week. Teaching can be an intoxicating profession, even without chemical stimuli. My excuse, of course, was being provided by all of those around me, including my adorable wife and the patients themselves (though there was no doubt that the couple on the couch was being manipulated hypnotically). Sigh. Enough excuses. On with our tale.
"Terry," I said in my most professional tone of voice, "I'd like to ask you some very personal questions. You have asked for my help, and so it's important that you answer these queries, no matter how delicate they might be. You know what's at stake here, don't you? Tell me what's at stake, Terry."
"Lily's wellbeing is at stake. Yes, I will answer your questions, no matter the privacy issues."
"You love your wife very much, don't you?"
"Oh, God, yes. More than anything. More than life itself."
"Just ignore me until you hear your name again, please. Lily, can you hear me?"
"Yes, doctor."
"How long have you known of Terry's little problem about having to think of you with other men in order to achieve sexual satisfaction?"
"He told me all about it before we got married... before we even had sex. He told me everything. It all has to do with a girl he dated in college. Do you want to know what it was?" she shivered slightly and shifted again on the sofa. "It's really pretty hot, when you think about it."
"No, that's okay. You don't have to explain. Do you keep any secrets from Terry, Lily? Is there anything about yourself that you don't want him to know?"
She kept her eyes closed but shook her head so firmly that her braided hair slung over her right shoulder and onto her lap. "I tell my husband everything! Everything! I even told him what happened to me this afternoon! I told him all of it! I would never keep a secret from him!"
I nodded to myself. Okay, I would continue. I didn't think anything would present itself that was TOO outside the boundaries of people's randy imaginations. I got up, walked to a side table, and took my recorder out of a drawer. Checking it, I discovered it still had space for almost three hours of recording time, and plenty of battery charge. Walking back, I set it on the floor between my chair and couch. Then I resumed my seat. I would ask Loretta to transcribe it later.
BEGIN TRANSCRIPTION FROM AUDIO - NOVEMBER 12th - 11:12 PM
HERRINGWICK
Terry and Lily, I would like you to listen very carefully to my instructions. From this point on, you will continue to respond to my questions only when I preface them using your name. However, you will also be able to listen to the responses from your spouse. You will hear, and you will listen, but you will not interrupt, and you will not comment unless I ask you about it. You will remain completely detached and clear-headed about what you hear. There is no reason for emotions or arguments. There is only a need for listening and understanding. If, during the course of our conversation, you hear any other voices, you will know that they are unimportant to you, and you will not be able to discern what is being said. The same is true about my voice, unless I preface a comment or question with your name. Do you understand this?"
TERRY
Sure.
LILY
Yes, doctor.
HERRINGWICK
Terry, if I am to understand what your problem is... and what Lily's problem is... it would be better to review things in the order in which they happened. We should first go back to the time when this sexual interest started... the desire about being with a woman who was having relations with another man. You know when those feeling started, don't you?
TERRY
Sure. I might be fucked up, but I'm not stupid. I know when it started... and I know why I probably have these feelings. It all began with Bess, an old girlfriend in college. On our second date, she more or less TOLD me that she wanted to have sex. I'd never done it before... and I told her that. But, instead of being upset or impatient by my inexperience, it seemed to really turn her on. She started telling me exactly what to do... where to touch, and stroke and lick. She really took charge; not just with the sex, but with the whole relationship. And, she was almost brutally honest.
She let me know right away that I wasn't as large, equipment-wise, as the other guys that she'd been with. But oddly, that didn't seem to be a big deal with her. Instead, she taught me how to lean forward when I was on top, trying to get as much pressure on her clit as possible. When she was on top, or when she wanted me to take her from behind, or in her ass, she told me how to touch her to bring her maximum pleasure. She wanted to do it every other night, no matter what else was going on: exams, or doing things with other friends, or even her period... nothing else mattered to her as much as sex. She even ordered me to stay at school during Spring Break so we could continue our "schedule."
We were three or four weeks into our lovemaking when she suddenly produced a pair of handcuffs. After she stripped me and rode me to my climax, she forced me to eat her to orgasm, too. She'd done that to me before... asked me to do that after I came inside her. But she'd always made it a request up until then. Now, it was a command. Of course, I never hesitated.
And the next time... the very next time... she brought along another guy. She didn't produce him until I was already stripped and handcuffed, and she'd put me in a chair... ATTACHED to the chair... so that all I could do was sit there helplessly and watch. She introduced us. I'd seen him around campus, but I'd never met him, and I can't even remember his name now. He was a previous boyfriend, she told me, who had been hounding her recently to get back together... at least for a one-night-stand. And, she told me, this was it... this was his night.
He seemed reluctant, at first, doing it in front of somebody else; but soon she had stripped down, naked; and she began to taunt him. "You can have me any way you want me," she told him. "But you have to do it here. You have to do it now." Of course, she DID have an eventual stipulation. "Don't you dare cum until you have made me cry out," she said, menacingly. "You don't have to give me an orgasm, but you have to do it hard enough to make me cry out." And... he did... after a while.
Bess kept up a running commentary the whole time. She'd said it loud enough for me to hear clearly... in fact, all of her words were obviously directed specifically to me. She'd say: "Oh, Terry, he's SO deep inside me... much deeper than you've ever been. He's filling me up SO much!"
But, through it all, it was obvious that HE was the one in charge of the coupling. Eventually, she almost wailed: "Oh, Terry, I wish he would do it harder. I wish he would hurt me. But all I can do is submit to what he's doing. HE'S the one in charge... not like you and me." And he'd just keep on going, his cock a piston, in and out of her, like some kind of human engine that never runs out of fuel. He started out on top; but after a while, he flipped her over and started in from behind, and she'd never resist in the least. Through it all, she kept talking: "He's doing this to me," and "He's doing that to me;" until finally, finally, he seemed to sense his impending end was at hand, and he began getting rougher. I knew... we all knew... that he was only fulfilling her precondition to the coupling; but now, he was pounding her. Hard. She actually seemed to resist giving voice to her pain and degradation, but eventually, she was forced to cry out in screaming, humbling humiliation and supplication.
They collapsed together in a sweaty, panting heap in the center of the bed, and they stayed that way for a long, long time. At last, she simply sighed and said: "Get out Ralph," and he appeared to shrug, despite their position, and he got up and left without another word.
She came to me then, and spent almost a minute getting the handcuffs off of me, because her hands were shaking slightly from her ordeal, and she led me over to the bed and drew me onto its surface. I squirmed a little, because I was lying in a wet spot, but she insisted I stay there as she mounted me. After a while, she bent forward, pressing her breasts into my chest, and she whispered directly into my ear, making me shiver.
"What does it feel like, Terry," she asked. "He was SO much bigger than you, and he stretched me all out. I think he came an awful lot, too. More than you do. It must be like fucking a stick of warm butter." She started nibbling my ear. And, sensing my impending climax, she ordered me... the way she ALWAYS ordered me. "Cum for me, Terry. Cum for me now." And I exploded. Harder than I'd ever cum in my whole life, before or since. No, that's not accurate. Because, I came with Lily tonight, just before we came here, at least as hard as that. And, last Saturday, too, after the devil-worship orgy thing.
HERRINGWICK
Let's keep it all in order, Terry. We'll talk about that later. What happened in your relationship with Bess?
TERRY
It changed. Several times, in fact. A couple nights later, during our next "scheduled" lovemaking, she arrived already full of another man's spunk. She made me touch her the way I knew she liked, getting her closer to her sexual peak, and she touched me too, keeping me sort of on a sexual edge for a long time. And then she told me about the guy she had just been with... what he'd done, what he'd said, what he'd demanded from her. She wanted me to eat her to orgasm, but I refused. That really surprised her; however, she didn't push it... not then, anyway. Finally, she made me mount her, in the missionary position, and she whispered in my ear, telling me how much better the other guy was, until ordering me to cum. When I had, she told me again to use my mouth, and this time, I did, though reluctantly so. Afterwards, when she had recovered from her orgasm, she told me that she wanted to try it with two guys at once.