ALAN
It had been months since I'd felt the urge to draw anything. There had been that one time that Jessica offered to pose for me, but it didn't take long before she took off her clothes, and we spent the rest of that afternoon in bed. She had never been interested in art, at least not my art. For her, it was all about sex. She delighted in tempting me, saying the filthiest things in the sweetest voice, until my blood was boiling with lust. She didn't want an artist; she wanted a plaything. I could see it in her eyes every time I shoved my dick inside her - that look of supreme satisfaction. She loved what I did to her - but far more than that, she loved what she'd done to me.
Breaking up with her had been as difficult as I'd feared it would be. I'd done it by phone, which made me wince with guilt and shame, but I wasn't sure if I'd have had the strength to go through with it in person. I didn't trust her - or rather, I didn't trust myself not to give in to her. She had proven, time and time again, that she could easily seduce me. I didn't understand why I was unable to resist her. It felt as though she'd cast a spell on me, turning me into some sort of sex junkie, perpetually craving another taste.
I'd hoped that spending a few days away from her would help me to think clearly again, but that wasn't working very well. After watching that video she sent me, I was ready to rush right back to her. And I probably would have done so, if I hadn't been interrupted.
Lucy. The woman from the train. I thought I'd never see her again - but then there she was, hovering at my doorway like a beautiful phantom, inadvertently rescuing me from Jessica's lascivious thrall. By the time I'd recovered my wits (and my pants), she had fled the house with her friend.
But now, thanks to Mr. Finch, I knew her name. I knew she worked at the library. And I knew I was strongly attracted to her. It made no sense, congratulating myself on escaping from a torrid sexual relationship with one woman, only to immediately start pining for someone else. Wouldn't it be better to just be alone for a while? I had enough going on right now, trying to figure out my financial situation and my mother's estate. Dating could wait.
Then there was that day at the library, where I'd found her sprawled on the floor, moaning and masturbating. It was almost too much for me. My cock had grown rock hard almost instantly, and I'd wanted nothing more than to get down on the floor with her. But I didn't know her, and she didn't know me, and what was I thinking? It was madness, but I really wanted her - and I probably would have done something foolish if Bill hadn't come along just then.
So now I was back at the old house, diligently sketching her lovely face, her sumptuous dark hair. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I was obsessed, but it didn't feel suffocating the way it had with Jessica. Jessica had been like the sun, dazzling and hot, but also blinding and oppressive. Lucy was more like moonlight, gorgeous and soft, almost mysterious. She and I had only had a few, brief, bizarre encounters, and I desperately wanted to learn more about her.
So when I answered a series of loud, frantic knocks on the front door, my heart almost stopped when I saw her standing there, wearing only a short satin robe. For a moment, I doubted my sanity, wondering if this was just a hallucinatory fantasy.
"Please," she said, her expression a mixture of embarrassment and worry. "I...I need your help, and I didn't know where else to go."
Without hesitating, I opened the door wider. "Come in," I said, trying to sound reassuring rather than bewildered. A million questions were pushing through my mind.
As she entered the house, she grasped my forearm. "Thank you," she whispered, fervently. "I know we..."
Her words were interrupted by the arrival of another car, speeding toward the house and then screeching to a halt. Henry Finch and his associate, Brianna, got out of the car and rushed toward the door. "Lucy, we have some unfinished business to attend to," said Henry in a smooth, silky voice.
Lucy gripped my arm tighter. "Please," she whispered. "Don't let them take me."
Brianna took a few steps closer. "Lucy, honey, you're almost there. Let's go back home so we can finish what we started. I promise, you won't regret it."
I didn't know what they were talking about, but I didn't like the sound of it. I looked down at Lucy and saw that she was biting her lip. Her face was flushed, and she was staring at Henry and Brianna as if mesmerized.
Henry stepped forward and addressed me. "Mr. Blackwood, we apologize for the intrusion. Lucy has been unwell, so we're going to take her to her friend's apartment so that she can go back to bed. Don't worry, we'll help her feel better. Much better."
He beckoned to Lucy, and I felt her fingers on my arm loosen. Her terror from a moment ago seemed to have vanished, and now there was a dazed look in her eyes. "Yes," she said quietly, licking her lips.
"No," I blurted, half-surprised by my own words. "She's staying here."
Henry scowled at me. "This woman isn't well. She needs...proper attention."
"I'll see to that myself," I said. I didn't trust these people. They seemed to have some sort of hold on Lucy, and I knew all too well what that felt like.
Henry sighed with irritation. "You are not a doctor..."
"Nor are you," I said. "She is staying with me, for as long as she wants. End of story."
"That isn't what she wants. She wants to come with us. Don't you, Lucy?"
Lucy's eyes were closed with a silent frown, as if her thoughts were warring with each other. Shaking her head, she opened her eyes. "No. I'm staying here, with Alan." She took a deep breath, then let it out. "I'm going to call Daniel, and I'm going to tell him everything. How you brainwashed Brianna, and how you tried to do the same thing to me."
Henry chuckled, but it sounded nervous and fake. "You see? She's delusional. She's also a thief; she has taken an important document that pertains to your mother's estate."
"And you are a despicable rapist," she replied, throwing a set of car keys to the ground. "Brianna, I'm going to find a way to free you from this asshole. I'm not going to rest until I see him behind bars."
"Why you little..."