To be quite adamant I'd had it up to here with George, my ex who did my head in. He'd lost all feeling for me, romantic or otherwise and the 'otherwise' was like doing it by numbers, absolutely no fun at all. I was thinking; "why am I doing this if it is doing nothing for me anymore?" The only one who was getting his fill was George with a quick in and out job and not caring a fuckin 'damn if I had reached it.
Not as if I would have any more, it was far too clinical and quick, since leaving me in the lurch a few times after ejaculating too quick - and then, having had his lot, then leaving me to fend for myself was no fun, because getting some sort of orgasm from masturbation was nothing like just having the real thing inside you - but with George, quickly plucking it out just as I was about to climax was the limit!
"No Jennifer " I said to myself. "Time for you to get with it, Gal and get yourself a toy- boy like Jan your neighbour; you only live once and you know that young guy down the road keeps eyeing you up, so you must still have something of what it takes to lure such a yummy guy."
I reckoned he was just about 20 something and the more I thought about it I realised I was getting quite randy with an idea I had fantasised with for some time since dick-head George and I separated..
But how was I going to lure him, I'd got rid of George once and for all, he could do the other thing as far as I was concerned. I was coming onto my late forties but still in the market for a good shagging!
That's putting it bluntly I know but at the end of the day I was beginning to realise, after all those disappointments having been left in the lurch so much, that this would do me a power of good and, in finding the right fella, I know I could do the same for him.
I wanted a guy not yet quite experienced in the true art and with mine I felt I could unravel the dreams and fantasies of any young guy who wanted to learn enough!
It wasn't long when seeing the guy down the road eye-balling me when I was washing my car on the drive, I clobbered him as he was walking by, he just standing there and me bending provocatively over the bonnet in my tightest of brush jeans, because I knew I had a good chassis on me, George always said that and very often had me from the back, that was in the times when it was sill good and not gone sour.
But this was fresh cream indeed and when I turned to the young guy and said hello he looked embarrassed to say the least.
I smiled at him and put on my best come- to- bed look and I knew in an instant there was my nice and fresh young toy-boy just waiting to be initiated.
"You no need to be embarrassed, it is quite normal you know and I am indeed flattered to say the least, would you like to join me for a cup of coffee and maybe a biscuit and even a piece of fruit cake? I asked, " I have been polishing my jalopy here for well over an hour and I am parched, so (seeing he looked a little despondent) do come in and muster me with some of your charm huh?"
"Okay" he said finally, me taking a gratifying breath. "My name is Jason."
"Mine is Janice" I returned.
"I know!" he replied with a gorgeous smile, and those deep blue eyes already had me interested to say the least and I beckoned him to follow me into the house.
So he knew my name and looked like he was very interested and thrilled to say the least, I am sure I saw a veritable swelling about the area of that so sexy lunch -box tucked so neatly between his thighs like it wanted to burst.
In an instant I felt like I wanted to open it and see what was for lunch. That is how it was, I felt like the sex starved woman I had become and so longed get the joy and the absolute thrill of enjoying a real guy once more. And certainly Jason was that, standing there in the kitchen I felt my carnal energy rise and longed to get into his tight jeans, but being the experienced woman I am, I was determined not to make this a quick 'fry in the pan' thing, determined to make it last and develop into a real lasting relationship, but still understanding he was a young guy and would no doubt eventually fall for a girl his own age, but in the meantime I knew I could teach him lots of delights so when that did happen, his girl would enjoy all the things I had taught him.