- for a very special friend -
The beach was clean that morning, as it was every morning. Throughout the night, the caress of the surf had swept away all the sandcastles and pock marks left by the sunbathers and scampering children of yesterday. The broad expanse of sand was as smooth as a woman's inner thigh. At the edge of the wave's reach, a dark line of detritus had been deposited by those same waves. Tiny crabs skittered through this line of seaweed and other flotsam thrown up by the sea in search of a morning meal, only to become the same for the hoards of screeching seagulls that hovered on the morning breeze.
I walked this beach every morning. In a way, the sea gives me life, just as it gives life to the crabs and seagulls. When I breathe the moist salt air, I feel the renewal, the invigoration of my being that I crave. The world is quiet, this early in the morning, except for the seagulls. We've reached an agreement, those sparkling white screechers and I. I leave the weed line to them and they leave the rest to me. Some would think that a strange relationship, but it seems to satisfy us both.
I bent down to retrieve one of my sought after treasures – the tiny, perfect shell of some unknown and unfortunate mollusk. The fragile shell, just as many others, would soon find itself encased in a layer of gold and dangling from a chain in my shop. The resulting baubles are purchased by tourists and spend their days gracing the warm cleft between soft breasts. I daresay I do this shell a favor. Nestled between those sensuous mounds, it will be treasured as a memory of a warm, summer day. If left on the beach, it would only disintegrate into the fine grit that clings to my bare feet.
As I wrapped the shell in a tissue for safekeeping, I saw another person in the distance. It was evident she was female, but the filmy white robe hid her body from any closer examination. The only detail I could make out was the long, beautiful waves of dark brown hair that brushed her shoulders as she walked. Why was she here, here on my beach, this fine morning? There were few people out this early, and I would know her if she'd been here before. Unconsciously, I quickened my pace and closed the distance between us.
She heard the quiet padding of my feet on the damp sand and turned. I saw both interest and alarm on her face. She evidently hadn't been expecting company. I wondered how close I would be allowed to approach before she turned and strode away? Her beauty made the thought of her leaving before we met a horrible thing to contemplate. I smiled and said "Hi", in hopes she would feel at ease and stay. My body tensed as I awaited her response.
She demurely said, "Hi", and I caught my breath at the sight of her flashing smile. Her face beamed with the radiance of intelligence and confidence, and her features were innate beauty. I started to say something, some casual comment that would serve as a further introduction to continued conversation, when a small puff of wind blew the thin flowing robe against her skin and tossed a soft curl against her cheek. I couldn't say anything for a while. The fabric molded itself to the svelte curves of her body, and I could see she had only thrown the robe over the loose shorts and clingy top that must have been her nightclothes. All I could do was stand there and stare. It had been a long time since I'd seen such a body, and even longer since I nestled in the embrace of one so lush. My thoughts raced from wanting to say something witty, to a quiet dinner at the small restaurant just up the beach, to warm, naked skin writhing against me in the throes of passion. But that was ridiculous. I could see her age, or rather, her lack of age, in those firm curves and captivating face. I knew I'd have to be satisfied to live for a moment in her presence and carry the memories with me after she left.
My senses returned to a somewhat normal state, but I feared my reply would seem the rushed babble of a man desperate to keep her here.
"I walk here every morning to collect shells for my shop. Would you mind some company?
"No, not at all. That would be nice."
I started to breathe again. We began to walk the firm sand between the weed line and the lapping waves. She was quiet for a while, as if thinking about something, and I was again struck mute by this beauty who had interrupted my morning scavenging.
"So, you sell these shells from your shop, like that old tongue-twister – she sells sea shells down by the seashore?"
"Well, I sell them, but that's after I plate them with gold. I sell them as necklaces or charms for bracelets."
'I thought you could only put gold on metal. How do you get it to stick to the shells?"
I began telling her the details of my craft. I was finishing my explanation of the process of copper flash plating, and had started telling her about the chemistry of the gold plating bath when it dawned on me that I was probably boring her to death. Here I was blabbering on about india ink and copper sulfate and various acid concentrations to a woman who was surely more interested in nearly anything else. If I didn't do something quickly, she'd thank me for the walk and leave. I looked at her and managed a chuckle of apology.
"I'm sorry. I tend to get carried away when I talk about what I do for a living. You're probably wishing I'd go away and leave you with the seagulls. At least they wouldn't bore you."
"No, it's fascinating. I'm an engineer, and I understand what you're talking about. I've seen pendants like you're talking about, but I never knew how they were made."
"You're an engineer? They didn't grow engineers like that when I was in college. They were all guys who walked around with a pocket full of pencils and had slide rules hanging from their belts."
She just laughed, and that laugh was a melody to the accompaniment of the surf, a breath of pure air in my solitary world, and I couldn't help but grin. Her face beamed back a smile.
"Well, I carried my pencils in a backpack, and I used a calculator, but I'm an engineer – a mechanical engineer - and thank you."
"For what?
"For saying I don't look like one. The men in my meetings are too busy trying to challenge my designs to notice, or at least, that's how it seems. I love my job and the recognition of my abilities, but sometimes, it's nice to just be a woman, too."
"Meetings?"