Old Friends
Joe E Hartley
October 2022
Readers,
I apologize for the delay in submitting this, but I've been involved in a battle over my good name with a troll. I got sucked in, correcting all the misquotes and outright lies regarding me and my work, only to have to repeat it all again the following week.
Narcosis are insecure egomaniacs who verbally abuse others to build themselves up and once you get into a battle with one, there is no way to win.
I no longer have my backlog of work I had before, due the amount of time this battle took. I should have three or four stories in various stages of writing and editing right now. After this story, I only have one more in the idea phase.
Joeehartley
Every so often clothes need to be replaced even after you retire and no longer have a need to impress anyone with your wardrobe. For Jim that only happened once every two or three months and today was the day.
He walked around the department store he normally went to, picking out a couple new pair of jeans and a shirt or two when a woman caught his eye. She looked familiar, but he couldn't be certain until certain memories flooded his mind and he had to know if this was the woman he knew so long ago.
Like everyone, age changes our appearance and after twenty years no one looks the same, but the more often he caught a glance at this woman the more he was convinced she was Claire. Claire was one half of the couple he and his ex-wife socialized with so long ago, and a frequent star in his late-night fantasies. He could never allow anyone to know of his attraction to her. She and his ex-wife did a lot together.
She looked over at him staring at her and recognized him immediately. She waved at him and started walking towards him,
"Jim, is that really you? It's been twenty years since we've seen each other. Are you living here now?" She gushed.
She wanted to wrap her arms around him, but something held her back. Maybe it was their history. Maybe she wasn't sure she could hold back her feeling about him and that could be awkward.
Claire and Jim's ex-wife had been social companions for years, although not that close they considered each other friends. After Jim's divorce they both moved away. Claire and her then husband also moved, for them it was out of the country. Over the next few years, they simply lost contact with each other. That was almost twenty years ago. Claire was now divorced and living well on her own, but she still had a thing for Jim.
They chatting for a while and Claire made sure Jim knew how much she enjoyed seeing him, unfortunately the timing was bad.
"I really want to catch up with you, but I'm late for a lunch date with some girlfriends. Can we get together later and have a nice long chat?" She asked.
"Sure, you want to grab a drink or something?' Jim responded, and handed her his phone number.
"I actually live close by if you'd like,you could come over for some wine, just like old times," she answered.
"That would be great," Jim said, "I'm free the rest of the day. Give me a call when you're ready."
Claire handed him a slip of paper with the address and phone number.
"Wow! We live close together, I'm only a few blocks from there. Did you just recently more here?" Jim commented.
"I've been in the same house for five years, but let's talk about all that later this afternoon. I really have to go now," she answered.
As she hurried away to meet her friends, Jim noticed the sway of her hips and pleasant memories returned. He had always kept his desires and fantasies about her under control. His ex-wife had always been extremely jealous and he never wanted to give her any reasons. He even refused to hug Claire when they got together and avoided looking at her ass. Now that he was divorced, he no longer had a reason to hold himself back, but he was certain she had no interest in him. She had not even offered to hug him when they just met.
Claire's pulse raced after seeing Jim. She had often imagined her in his arms and naked and that fantasy now returned. She no longer had to deal with his ex-wife's jealousy or, for that matter, her ex-husband's.
Claire's previous marriage hadn't been bad; it was just boring. She felt that her ex-husband wasn't really interested in her as a woman, but had a long list of restrictions on what she could, and could not, do and flirting with Jim, although never spoken about, was on the top of that list. She was now free of any restrictions; she just hoped that Jim felt the same.
Claire calmed herself and enjoyed lunch with her friends. A couple hours later as Claire drove home her mind once again focused on the man she had always enjoying seeing so long ago. She remembered him being funny and always attentive to his wife who seemed to care less. Back then she had often thought that she and he had married the wrong person. It didn't hurt that she found him extremely attractive--that part had not changed after all these years.
Claire arrived home and changed into her more comfortable clothes. She called the number had give her to set up a time for them to get together.
"Hello," Jim answered his phone,
"Hi Jim. This is Claire. I'm home now and was wondering if you'd like to come on over for a chat," she announced.
"Sure, I'd love to catch up with you. Is it a problem, if I am dressed casually?" He asked.
"So much the better. I just got home and changed into my grubbies, so if you don't mind, neither do I. We can share a glass of wine and fill each other in on what's been happening for the last twenty years," she replied.
On one hand, Claire wanted to entice Jim to look at her; she'd thought, in the past, she spied him sneaking a peak at her, but could never be certain, on the other hand she was not wearing a bra and most men enjoyed that look.
Jim looked forward to seeing Claire again; he just wished that she would like more than just reliving the past.
He rang her doorbell twenty minutes later and was welcomed inside by a woman with little pretense. She looked so different from what he remembered in years past. She had always appeared perfectly made up and somewhat plastic. He liked what he now saw so much better.
"Come on in Jim. I'm glad you could make it. You look good; the years have been very kind to you," she welcomed and again she hesitated to hug him, as much as she wanted to feel his body close to hers. She was afraid he didn't feel the same.
"Thank you. You say you've lived here for five years? We only live about three blocks from each other; I'm surprised we haven't run into each other before," Jim commented.
"That is strange. It seems that I'm out and about all the time anymore, I have so many more activities now than I ever had when we knew each other before," she shared.
"Pardon me for saying, but I always thought that there was a lot more to you than what we saw; it was almost as if your marriage was holding you back," Jim ventured to guess.
"I didn't ask for the divorce, but in hindsight, it was the best thig that could have happened for me. How about you?" Claire asked.
"I guess I would say the same. I tried to make it work, but in the end it wasn't enough. I actually went through a bout of depression after my divorce. I'm fine now and I learned a lot about people. So how was Europe?" he shared.
They spent the next several hours and a bottle of wine informing each other of their many adventures, both were impressed with how much the other had accomplished since becoming single. Their afternoon had been filled with laughter and when it was time to leave, Claire hugged the man she admired even more now.
Jim reflected on all he'd heard from Claire and especially the hug she gave him as he left; he wasn't certain if it meant her attraction to him, matched his attraction to her, or if was just hug of friendship. In either case it was a step in the right direction as far as he was concerned. He walked with a bounce in his step all the way home.
Jim called Claire shortly after he arrived back at his house to tell her how much he enjoyed their afternoon together and he hoped to spend more time together. He was disappointed when she told him that she had planned a trip and would be gone for a week.
He knew she was giving him the hint that she really wasn't interested, even though she said she'd call when she got back in town. He'd been around long enough and learned through painful experiences that he'd never see her again.
Claire was overjoyed that Jim had called to tell her that he enjoyed their afternoon together as much as she had. She regretted that she'd made plans to vacation with a girlfriend months ago. She looked forward to when she got back in town and could set up another get together, hopefully this time wearing fewer clothes.
Jim had learned, with the help of therapy, to just accept that he cannot make anyone like him and to just accept the signs presented to him. He would go on with his life and maybe meet someone, maybe not.
Jim had accepted the fact that Claire had a new life and he was only a distant memory when his phone rang the following week. He was surprised to see that the ID indicated Claire.
"Hello," he answered somewhat guarded.
"Hi Jim," came the cheerful voice on the other end of the line. "I'm back in town and I was wondering if your invitation to get together was still open."
'Sure," he answered not wanting to appear too eager all the while his heart rate was increasing with excitement.
"Great, I was so happy when you said you enjoyed our time together last week and, I probably shouldn't mention this but I was excited too. I've wasted a lot of my life denying my feelings, that now I'm willing to be honest about them and see if that makes a difference," she blurted out hardly taking a breath.