I caught his glare from across the bar. "Why is he watching me so closely" i thought to myself as i grabbed another drink from the bartender. Were in New York for a client meeting. My old stomping ground.
I missed the old dive bars and clubs Joe and I would go to. Joe. Fucking joe. Why is he here? Just as i finished my thought, Nick walks up, places his hand on the small of my back and kisses my cheek. I'm shocked at the advance and he notices it too.
He whispers in my ear "that man is staring you down and i figured you didn't want him to be so i gave him a reason to leave you alone." It's loud in here but Nick whispering to me makes me feel like nothing is going on around us.
"I know him unfortunately" i admit, "he's my ex boyfriend from when I lived here. The reason i moved home actually." Nick turns and sees Joe is walking towards us, Nick's hand still on my lower back. "Hey Khloe, you look absolutely stunning!" Says joe. I roll my eyes so hard they heard it Hoboken. Nick extends his hand to shake joes and shockingly says "I'm nick, her boyfriend, and you are?" What the fuck did he just say? I glare at nick in shock. Joe, just as confused, probably at the age difference, introduces himself. Nick, thank god, makes small talk with Joe enough for me not to have to say anything to him.
As he does this, i take advantage of the situation and lean in closer to Nick. He smells so good. He's warm, just as i always thought. Just then the waiter calls our name and seats us at our table. Nick, like a true gentleman, excuses us and ushers me away. Just to make sure Joe is still looking, I glance over my left shoulder while walking arm in arm with Nick and see the disappointment in Joe's eyes.
That's right, fuck you Joe!
We sit silently during dinner. Mostly out of pure shock on my part. Nick asks about Joe and i explain our terrible breakup, the cheating, and worst of all, the fact that he slept with my fucking editor. He's the reason I haven't finished my book yet. I tell Nick that I'd appreciate it if we could change our topic to something else. We discuss our meetings from earlier in the day and order a few more drinks. By the time the waiter clears our dinner plates I realize I'm feeling pretty good, I'm tired and all I want is to get comfortable.
I ask Nick if he'd like to join me for one last drink before we retire for the evening. He agrees and we head up to my room. On the way past the front desk he asks them to send up a bottle of Gentleman Jack up to my room. I'm shocked, not the nightcap i had in mind but I'm enjoying our time together and don't want it to end.
We get to my room and raid the mini fridge for snacks, I'm an over eater when I've been drinking. We hear a knock and Nick excuses himself to receive the bottle they brought to us.
He emerges from the front door with the bottle and a platter of chocolate covered strawberries. Such a nice surprise to both of us. He unbuttons his sport coat, removes it and places it on the chair across from the little couch in my room. He rolls up his sleeves and I'm pleasantly reminded of his tattoos up his right arm. He pours us each a glass of Jack and we settle into the small couch.
It's been a long day for both of us but the weather has been perfect here in New York. I missed the fall and winter seasons. New York has a way of making you fall in love with such a cold and ruthless city. The lights, the people, and the smells of all different food from every background. This is what i miss, but everything else can go to hell.
Nick breaks my train of thought and points out that we have now been working together for three months already. It feels like just yesterday i was moving back to California from this cold and dreadful city.
We talk for some time about Carina, my best friend and his daughter, and how happy we are that she has finally found a nice guy that just cherishes her.
I ask him if he thinks they will get married and admits "he already asked for my blessing. But i told him my views on marriage and how i felt it was a little early still. He said he wanted to wait until they were together for a year to propose to her and when he said that, i gave it to him. I cant stop her from following her heart and if she's going to marry anyone, I'd rather it be him." I laugh at this divorced man's take on marriage.
"Being married really fucked you up huh?" I drunkenly blurt out. He's shocked, I can see that. I apologize but he just shakes his head, "I'm not opposed to marriage, i just spent so many years with the wrong person and it really messed up how i feel about it now. Will i get married again? Probably not." My heart sinks. "Well, i thought i was going to marry Joe, but I'm glad i dodged that bullet" i admit, "he's definitely not you and i would never imagine marrying anyone less."
I'm frozen. Did I just say that?
I can feel his glare. Did i just admit that I want him? I cant look at him. Is he mad? Shocked? It's too quiet i think to myself. I cant bring myself to look over at him so i say "I'm so sorry, I'm drunk and didn't mean that."
I try to get up to move away from him, still not meeting his glance, when i feel him grab my hand I turn to look at him finally.
He stands up and locks his eyes with mine, grabs my face in his hands and pulls me in for the kiss. I stand there motionless trying to figure out what the fuck was happening.
Kiss him back you fucking idiot!
Just as I thought that, he grabs me, pulls me into him and lifts me up. All the while not breaking our kiss. There's so much passion and sexual tension that i just give in to him. He has me pinned against the wall tugging my blouse free from my skirt. He rips it open and my lace bra is exposed. He breaks the kiss momentarily to admire my supple breasts.I am not on the small side whatsoever so he seems extremely pleased.
I want him so bad, I've wanted him ever since he moved in across the street, ever since i knew what love was i knew i wanted him. He was everything i compared other men to. My tall dark and handsome. This perfect specimen of a man. I want him in me so badly. He locks eyes with me again and something changes, he's different.
He sets me back on the floor and steps away. "What the fuck am i doing? We cant do this. Your my daughters best friend, you're like a daughter to me." Ouch. "I have to go, i cant take advantage of you like this." He turns to walk out of my room. "Please stay!" I say loudly. "I have never wanted something more than i want you. I need you. Please."
I tug at his trousers, and start undoing his belt. He grabs my wrist and I'm sure he's going to stop me. "Were both drunk" he says, "were both adults" i say slyly as I kneel down to undo his pants. He doesn't stop me. He wiggles them down and I'm greeted with the biggest hard-on I've ever seen.
I gasp. Loudly.
I'm extremely surprised at how big his dick is. I would have been happy with anything he had to offer, but now I'm even more thrilled. I pull it out of his brief's cage and unleash his beast. I stroke it for a few second before i cant stand it any longer, i shove it in my mouth and he's lets out a loud moan.
I suck on his cock for a while and realize he's now against the wall enjoying every slurp and nibble. My head is moving at a surprisingly fast pace and all i want to do is pleasure this man i have wanted most of my life. I can feel he's getting ready to cum and before he does, he lifts me up over his shoulders and carries me to my bed.
He puts me down and removes my skirt, his pants and briefs and somehow I lose my shirt. I'm lying on the bed in just my bra and thong and my heels. He looks me over for a few seconds and pulls me closer to him on the edge of the bed. He rips off my thong in one motion and lowers his head.
Is this happening? I thought to myself. He's about to eat me out. I cant believe this is happening.
Just then i feel the warmth of his tongue make contact with my clit. I already want to burst. Either out of pure excitement or pleasure, honestly I'm good with either. He licks and twists his tongue like he's a pro.
Duh he's done this before i think. Shut up before you ruin this for us i argue with myself.