(This is just one chapter in a longer story. For character background and storylines, please check out earlier chapters. I hope you enjoy.)
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I stuffed my shirttail back into my pants and carefully zipped up my trousers over my semi erect cock. Cinching up my belt, I sat back down into my leather chair while my mind tried to grasp what I had just done.
I allowed my lust and desire to get the better of me. I just let one of my students give me a blowjob in exchange for a grade. A world-class blowjob yes, but I traded it for a grade. In one moment of weakness, I traded my ethics, morals, responsibilities and wedding vows for a blowjob.
My mind raced as I thought about what I should do next. Resign? Give her the grade and keep quiet? The dilemma made my head hurt. Minutes seemed to fly by as I struggled with what I had just allowed to happen. I sat in that chair, certain that in the next instant my office door would burst open and an irate department head or boyfriend would be looking for my ass.
But that never happened. Slowly, I began to calm down from the fear as I realized my whole world had not just ended. I couldn't change what had just happened but I could do my best to cover it up and that's exactly what I decided to do. My marriage was a sham but it would remain intact. My so-called career could continue.
Finally, I calmed down from the rush of anxiety and basked in the afterglow of that blowjob. That magnificent blowjob Dawn had just given me. God, it had been forever since I had a blowjob. My wife stopped doing that once we were married.
I had forgotten just how decadent a great blowjob was. Pure ecstasy. Pure, selfish ecstasy. Laying back, watching as a woman pleasure you, as she makes love to your cock with her hand, mouth and tongue. It's all for you. Sure there are women who love to suck cock but really it's all for the man.
My cock started to stiffen again as I thought about Dawn. She looked so sexy with my cock in her mouth. Her lips wrapped around my shaft, her tongue swirling my cockhead with her thin fingers slowly working in unison. Her eyes were intoxicating behind those glasses as she looked up at me with my balls in her mouth. She took my cum, every drop of it, sucking, licking and swallowing it until I was dry.
The throbbing in my pants brought me back to reality. Quickly, I scooped up some papers, for what I'm not sure, slipped them into my briefcase and made for the door. I walked home quickly, thinking again about Dawn's exquisite blowjob.
Needless to say, as soon as I was home, I ran to the bathroom and jacked off. I exploded, imagining me cumming over that pretty young girl's face and glasses as she knelt between my legs. I jerked off again that night as well as the following morning.
That following morning was Wednesday and I knew that I'd see Dawn in class at 9:00 AM. As much as I tried, I could not prepare myself for what would certainly be an awkward moment between us.
I mean, what am I supposed to say? "Thanks for the world-class blowjob yesterday?" Really, I was more than twice her age. Still, I could not get the image out of my head of cum oozing out around the shaft as my thick cock filled her sweet, pretty mouth.
I stood at the desk up front and collected my notes for this morning's lecture. All the while, I anxiously awaited her arrival. Panic, anxiety, lust and desire all battled for their rightful place in my head but still no Dawn. Finally, I could wait no more and I began my lecture.
The same scenario played out on Friday as well. No Dawn. That weekend my mind raced again trying to determine the hidden meaning of the past weeks events. Was she having second thoughts about what happened between us? Was she telling her parents? Her friends? Her boyfriend? The department head?
But always, that blowjob! That blowjob haunted me all weekend. That girl was ecstasy on my cock and I wanted more. Even though I knew it was wrong, that it could cost me everything, I wanted more. I wanted to see what she had hidden under those baggy clothes. I wanted to see, touch, taste and fuck all of her.
Monday morning came and I stood nervously at the lectern at 9:00 but still no Dawn. My anxiety was starting to turn toward irritation. 'What the hell?' I asked myself. Frustrated and perturbed, I began my lecture.
The hour went quickly and I decided that if Dawn would not come to my class, I would seek her out. With no other classes scheduled until that afternoon, I walked the campus looking for the object of my lust. All the usual places students would hang out at, the cafeteria, the library, the quad, the union.
Finally, I found her. There she sat with a couple of her girlfriends, laughing, talking, giggling, oblivious to my presence. For whatever reason, I was suddenly very irritated. I walked over to where she was sitting.
"Excuse me miss," I said to the little group of girls. Dawn looked up, startled by me sudden appearance. She had those same eyes, those smoldering eyes, hidden behind the same dark framed glasses. Long brown hair in a ponytail on that 5'-4" little frame, she looked like she weighed about 110 lbs soaking wet. The usual baggy sweatshirt did its job at disguising the body that lay hidden beneath it.
Nervously, she replied, "Oh, hello Dr. Brown."
I stared at her perfect little mouth that only a few days ago was sucking ever so exquisitely on my balls. With as much composure as I could muster, I began, "Hello. I have not seen you in class miss. Have you decided to drop? I did not receive a request so you'll need to get that to me before the end of the week." I stood in front of them silently waiting for her response.
Dawn looked up at me with puzzlement. That's when I knew. That's when I knew she thought she had a free ride because of that one blowjob. One blowjob in exchange for my self-respect? My irritation mounted. I watched as she fumbled for the right words.
"I, ugh," she muttered. "I, ugh."
Now was my chance to seize back control. "You'll need to do better than that. You must attend my class if you planning on passing. You've got a lot of catching up to do. Class participation is a part of your grade."
"Perhaps you need to look at that syllabus I passed out on the first day. Or, if you're planning on dropping, you need to get your request in to me by the end of the week." I turned without another word and walked away.
My mind raced once again. I was forcing her hand and I knew that there could be severe repercussions. If our little tryst became public knowledge I could be ruined. Still, it would be her word against mine and there was this little public display to help turn things my way. She would have a very difficult time proving anything went on between us.