I was continually amazed by Mrs Ronson's ability to shake my expectations of her. I was genuinely shocked when I heard her swear describing her reaction to her ex-husband sucking his boss's cock to get her to do the same.
Although she had gone along with it, his expectations of her seem to have been equally misplaced. She considered fellating his boss degrading to her husband but not to herself. She showed a somewhat disturbing strength of character in apparently adverse situations, using them to drive change in her life rather than being a victim of them.
I was also aware that she had effectively manipulated and seduced me - not that I was feeling unhappy about that, but I was feeling increasingly less in charge of matters.
I told my mom that I would be helping Mrs Ronson out now, from time to time, and that she appreciated having a man about the house for the odd little jobs. Mom was quite happy about that and did not enquire too deeply into what the 'odd little jobs' were, which I was grateful for. Although I could easily make something up, I didn't like to lie to mom, but neither would I have wanted to tell her the truth, especially since that might have reflected very badly on Mrs Ronson, and it was also quite likely that Mom would have put a stop to it. I would not have wanted that either.
My feelings towards Mrs Ronson had undergone a significant sea-change and I was no longer thinking of her as a sweet little old lady. Although some of those feelings remained, confusing me, I was also thinking of her as sexually aggressive, although also passive in her wanting me to take the dominant role.
She was certainly keeping my juvenile and impressionable young mind in a spin.
How healthy that was, I don't know, but I was thinking less of girls of my age, who I had never had much success with, and more of an older mature woman - a much older and more mature woman, in fact.
My mother would have been shocked if she had known where my masturbation sessions, upstairs in the privacy of my bedroom, were currently focused. Not that I had any idea to what extent mom might think about me masturbating, if at all.
Bizarrely, I did have a masturbation session where I imagined a conversation with my mother about the subjects of my masturbation fantasies, specifically including some of her friends. I imagine she may have thought those kind of fantasies possibly normal, but certainly not lusting for anyone in the granny generation.
It was likely to remain a secret between myself and Mrs Ronson. especially since we both regarded that as the best option for both of us. That and the continuing fucking.
It didn't remain a secret between the two of us, but how that came about will have to be told another time.
Our private sessions tended to follow the same pattern: I would show her my young cock stroking it to make it stiff for her ("make it proud for me, Danny dear") and her expertly sucking it to take some of my cum into her mouth to savour and then swallow. She would then sit beside me gently stroking my cock, whilst telling me parts of her sexual history, followed by a hard and energetic fuck. Generally, it was me providing the energy, both physically and verbally as I hammered into her cunt with my hard young cock and the nastiest phrases that my young imagination could provide for her.
I don't know what it says about me, but I found it an incredible turn-on, to be roughly fucking an old woman and using such abusive language towards her.. Although the fact that she loved it and wanted it, too, was also exciting.
I had conflicting images of myself: a mean and nasty pervert getting kicks out of physically and verbally abusing and old woman sexually; and being a nice young boy kindly helping out an old lady.
The stories that she told me, I think, were mostly true but one or two might have been embellished a little, maybe for my benefit, maybe for her own. I suspect that they provided an important preliminary to get us both in the mood - not that the mood to fuck wanders far from a young guy's mind or physical tendency.
Thus it was that the following Saturday my mother took a call from Mrs Ronson asking if I could call over to help her get some stuff down from the loft. It might have been to take stuff up into the loft, or something similar. The details didn't really matter. I knew what it was about and that Ruth would not be around for at least a couple of hours, probably the entire afternoon.
So, I had a quick shower, dressed nice and presentable (because I reckoned if Mrs Ronson was going to suck my cock, I should have brushed my teeth and wear a clean ironed shirt) and headed over to her house.
On reflection, that might have looked a bit suspicious to Mom, but that nuance was too subtle for my young mind and of no relevance at all to what was driving me from within my young pants, where I was aware my cock was preparing to stiffen.
"Thank you for coming over, Danny dear."
"It's no trouble, Mrs Ronson," I said, "happy to oblige any time."
"You're a good boy, Danny. Come on in."
"That should satisfy the neighbours," I said quietly as the door shut behind me.
"Yes, Danny, now go through and sit down."
I went through into the lounge and sat down on the left side of the sofa, so that Mrs Ronson could sit beside me on my right, which is where she normally sat. My hand softly stroked the bulge in my jeans, afraid that events might take it by surprise although past events had shown that my cock was usually more prepared than I was.
She came in shortly after with a couple of coffees and a tin of cookies, sitting down beside me. I was unsure why the coffee and cookies were necessary because I think we both knew what was going to happen next.
"Dick, Danny dear, I want to know how pleased you are to see me."
I have to confess that I love having any excuse to get my cock out (even a bad one), but Mrs Ronson seemed to be even keener than myself to have my young penis free from the confines of my clothing. Mrs Ronson's interest in cocky's freedom and her willingness to take it into her mouth was also exciting me and I was rising to the occasion, so it was a relief to stand up, drop my jeans and pants, and let her see what she wanted.
She was sitting down and I was standing in front of her with the head of my stiffening cock pointing at her chin. I noticed that she had recently put lipstick on.
"Oh, Danny dear!" She said admiringly, but acting surprised. "What are you going to do with that thing?"
I had the feeling that I was intended to take the initiative, so I moved towards her and pushed my thick cock, though not yet fully stiff, between her freshly lipdticked lips and into her mouth. That might have been a bit rude but I was unskilled in such etiquette. I seem to have done alright, though, because she settled down to sucking on my erection making exaggerated slurping noises.
"You filthy old cocksucking slut, Mrs Ronson." I said and, with my hand on her head, started fucking her mouth slipping my cock in and out between her red lips. Although she had said that she wanted me to treat her roughly I did not think she meant in her mouth and throat, so I was doing it gently. Then I thought to myself that I should be telling her that.
"You notice how considerate I am to you, grannyslut? You notice how kindly I push my cock into the back of your throat, so as not to hurt you?"
She moved her head away from my knob at that point to say, "yes, Sir. Thank you, Sir!" and then resumed sucking along my length.
'Sir', I thought, that's new! Was this some other fantasy playing out?
"Just make sure you do a good job, cocksucker!"
She nodded her head or, at least, nodded her head as much as she could with my cock sliding in and out of her mouth. I suddenly felt that I wanted to fill her mouth with my jizz and started thrusting harder and deeper, my hand moving behind her head, my balls hitting her chin with each forward thrust. I felt her start gagging and resisting but soon afterwards I felt my semen release over her tonsils and down her throat.
She took it and swallowed it all and, getting up, sat down beside me.
"You're very creamy today, Danny, dear," she said, I could smell my cum on her breath.