Lost Love Comes Alive

I went to basic training, Navy schooling and training. My first duty station was in Rota, Spain. I was to be there for 18 months.

During my time there, I would get letters from my Mom.

(This was the late 70's. Technology as we know it today did not exist)

Every couple of months I would get a letter from Aunt Janet. Talking about things at home & various other things.

She would also mention about how much Uncle Dave was traveling and being left home alone a lot.

As time went on, her letters would become more and more flirtatious & sexually charged.

At the end of each letter she would always say how much she misses me and wishes I was there to keep her company.

She would end the letters with the words, "Hugs and kisses."

About a month before I was due to go home on leave, I get a letter from Aunt Janet. It was not a long letter.

She said she knows I will be coming home soon and said Uncle Dave will be gone on a business trip for about a week or so while I am home, she wants me to spend time with her.

She ends the letter by saying, "When you stay with me, you will sleep in my bed with me. I get so lonely at night when your Uncle is gone. A woman has her needs. "AND I WANT TO ROCK YOUR WORLD." I love you and miss you so much. Stay safe, stay clean."

She always wrote, Hugs and Kisses.

In this particular letter, underneath those words was a lipstick lip print on the paper. Just like the lip print she left on my cheek during her wedding reception.

I got the letter on a Friday.

The weekend left me horny as hell just thinking about what is going to happen when I am with her. Making love to the most beautiful woman I ever saw.

The goddess of my dreams.

During those 18 months I was in Spain, there were a few women that I have had sex with and a few overnight stays. So I have had some great sex experiences.

Some were just simple quickies, blowjobs including shower sex. I enjoyed every experience I have had.

I reported to work Monday morning.

My supervisor told me to go to the Red Cross office, they need to talk to me.

For the life of me I could not imagine what it could be. Mom or Dad was in the hospital, a Grandparent died, who knows.

I go into the office, sit down and tell the lady who I was.

She then asked if I knew a Janet (Smith). I said yes. She then handed me a paper across her desk. I read the message.

It said, "We are sorry to inform you that Janet (Smith) was killed in a head on crash by a drunk driver."

There was more to the message but I couldn't read any further. It felt like the earth opened up and swallowed me. I was crushed.

Just as quickly as turning on a light switch, I broke down and cried. I cried like I never cried before. It just would not stop.

The lady got up from her chair, came around, gave me a hug and told me she'll leave me alone, left the office and closed the door.

She left me alone for about 20 minutes to let me grieve.

(I can't even imagine how devastated Uncle Dave could have been to lose the love of his life).

I continued on with my life in the Navy but I grieved inside for the longest time.

It had been years before I could open up my heart to anyone for love, like I loved Aunt Janet.

But I did take every sex opportunity that came my way.

Jessica sat there stunned.

She said, with no smile, "That is such a sad story."

I said, "It's true. I can't make up a story like that."

She moved up to me, gave me a quick kiss on the lips.

She said, "I believe you."

Then she said, "Do you know why I let you cum inside me after you STABBED me in the heart?"

I said, "I am so very sorry about that. It was not intentional."

She said, "I know, I understand now. You gave me so many mind blowing orgasms that noone else has ever done to me like that. I just couldn't neglect you like that and not let you enjoy the moment."

I just looked at her in her beautiful sad eyes.

She paused, then said, "You must go now. I need time to let this all sink in."

Just as I got off the bed, I looked at Jessica and said, "By the way, your cum tastes good."

She just looked at me as I started to walk.

I got dressed, left her house and went home.

I was not only sexually satisfied but heartbroken at the same time. It was a long lonely weekend for me.

I went through a roller coaster of emotions for several days.