A long long time ago in a land not so far away there lived a middle aged married man 52 years old at the time to be exact. He was a very lonely man not lonely because he was without people around him but alone because of a long time lack of affection of the female persuasion.
He had been married for over 30 years to an attractive woman who at one time had been loving and affectionate in her own way and they had lived a relatively normal life, until one day she had to have an operation. She had to have a hysterectomy and since she had never given birth to a child this alone was a catastrophe to her but problems from the operation caused her to spend weeks in and out of the hospital for nearly a year. Not only was her physical health ruined but as one would expect her mental health followed the same path down hill.
Some where in all this confusion she had been befriended by some sisters and brothers of "Faith" who with all their good intentions began to change her from a woman to a bible thumping fanatic. Now he had no problem with religion or any other form of faith but these people were attempting to run her life, much as a cult like those that have been in the news lately.
She was told how to live her life and how to pursuad her husband to join them and the correct ways to make love within Gods plan for marriage. As her husband refused to follow the rules of these people she became alienated from him, following those she saw as having saved her life.
For over 10 years her health deteriorated to the point of her being on major medication that all but rendered her incapacitated. The gap between them grew to the point of living together as brother and sister. When passing in the hall of their home if he was to accidentally touch her he would apologize to her as he would a total stranger.
There was no doubt of his Love or caring for her. He remained as loyal and faithful to her as a dog to its master. Caring for her every need.
One day while sitting at the computer, which had become his salvation over the years he decided it was about time to locate new friends for himself, since all their old ones had fell by the side over the years. He was now 52 years old and lived inside a vacuum he had created for himself in order to maintain a life separate from that of the little family life he had at home.
He placed and ad in the personals section seeking penpals. Those he could converse with at a safe distance and still maintain some semblance of friendship and sharing. He was lucky that there were other lonely people like him and he made many friends all over the net from coast to coast and in-between. His Life was starting to have meaning again as he would happily check his email daily and spend much time writing to his new found friends. His Life was again showing promise even though he wasn't actually touching these people he was regaining his value of Self.
One day an answer came to his ad from a Young woman of 36 in a city about 2 hours away. Normally this is one he would have written a "thanks but no thanks" reply to except this one had a lot of life to it, she challenged some of his comments in the ad and her statement of looking for friends because she was having no luck in the friends department herself caught his eye.
He had no desire to be a father figure to another lonely female especially one almost young enough to be his daughter but he just couldn't bring himself to delete this one nor send his "No thank you reply" After much time agonizing over this mail he decided to write back and just see what she had to say.
Her next reply was even more challenging to him. She seemed to know all the buttons to push to make him think and smile. The banter between them escalated to the point of sharing messenger handles and they began to talk nightly spending hours online talking about her life as she went to school and raised two teen age children alone, his life as he worked and tried to maintain a home life. Their politics was on different ends of the scale their likes and dislikes were closer. Her sense of humor was a never ending challenge to him just to keep up and his off the wall stories seemed to amuse her and challenge her as well. She could always give an answer to most anything he threw at her. This impressed him greatly
As with any friendship online eventually each wants to know what the other looks like. It just makes things more personal since you are writing into an impersonal screen and the screen is writing back. After much soul searching they decided to exchange photos. He was afraid she would see his thin hair with it's salt and pepper color and run for the hills but after receiving it she continued to talk and he became more at ease with this "Younger Woman".
After a while the talk turned sexual with each giving their opinions on what was exciting and what was taboo to them. Each realized that their preferences were much the same. After some time more specifics were added to each others descriptions. She admitted to being a full figured lady and he admitted that was very much to his liking because full figured ladies seemed to have of the attributes he found desirable in a woman, not the least of which are big breasts. She admitted to having a Large D Cup almost a Double D and then she released the hammer when she told him her nipples were extra large. Almost the Size of the first knuckle on your pinkie finger I think was the size estimate He informed her of how impressed he was and how lucky some young man would be to make contact with her and her lucious sounding breasts.
A few nights later the conversation made an unexpected turn when while flirting with each other the subject of a possible meeting came up. Nothing naughty just a face to face meeting for lunch and open conversation eye to eye so to speak. He could think of no reason they shouldn't meet after all she was so much younger and he was for all intents and purposes impotent from mediation he was on and from years of lack of use. It seems to be a true statement when they say "If you don't use it you loose it"
The arrangements were made for the following Saturday. She was to drive the 2 hours to a local restaurant and motel where they could enjoy a leisure lunch and conversation. Deep in the recesses of his mind there is little doubt what he wanted to happen but he held no real hopes for intimacy after all she was so Young and what did he have to offer her that many other Younger and more virile men couldn't supply.
The day dawned cold and dreary but his mood was lighter that it had been in years. He showered and shaved put on his Old Spice which he hadn't worn in years then picked out his best clothes a pair of gray slacks and nice sweater. He couldn't get his eyes off the clock as he moved around the house doing anything he could till the time he was to leave to meet her.
Finally about 20 minuets before their arranged time he climbed into his car for the 10 minute drive, he didn't want to be late. If she didn't show he wanted to make sure it wasn't because she couldn't find him or he was late. Finally he pulled into the parking lot in a position where he could see both entrances and he waited. He smoked one Cigarette after another and he waited. He changed every channel on the radio of the car and he waited. He checked himself to make sure he was all together and he waited.
After what seemed an eternity he saw a Maroon Toyota glide off the main road into the parking lot. This could be it. She said she drove a Maroon Toyota but how many Maroon Toyotas are out there? The car moved slowly through the parking lot with the driver obviously looking for something or someone. His heart was Pounding inside his chest so loud it reminded him of those artillery pieces shooting when he was in Viet Nam. The car moved into a parking place next to him. Did he dare look? this may not be her and he would face one of the biggest disappointments in his life. Finally he Had to look he had to know.
As his head turned to look in the window of the Maroon Toyota his heart skipped a beat, it was a Beautiful young raven haired woman exceeding any description she had given him. Surely this young woman couldn't be the one he had been talking to online for months she was a vision to him. He could never be this lucky.
With all the courage he could muster he opened the door of his car and got out, never taking his eyes from this woman. As he stood looking at her she opened the door of her car and slowly stood, always having eye contact with him. It was to him like all the love scenes of those old movies where a couple are running toward each other in a field where the golden grass shimmers as each runs toward the other aching for that final embrace that will seal their fate as lovers.
There was no need to verify names each knew the other they just moved towards one another and their embrace was automatic like they had been here a thousand times before. She was tall as she had described herself her hair smelled clean as an autumn morning. Her breasts reached into him as they hugged and reminded him how wonderful it feels to hold a woman. He Kissed her neck because he had to place his lips on this vision some where and that was the most convient place at the time. They held onto one another like Old Friends who had been apart for years and were afraid to let go because this may turn into a dream and each would be lost to the other for eternity.
Finally after what seemed like hours of their embrace they pulled apart, looked each other in the eyes and kissed for the first time. The kiss felt as natural as breathing. She shivered in his arms as the kiss took on a more passionate tone. Their bodies joined like two perfectly matched pieces of a puzzle long separated by so many mismatched pieces in the box.
Gathering up all the courage he could muster he pulled away from her, looked her in the eye and spoke his first words to her.