Since I met Jack, three long and chaotic years ago, he had frequently visited my dreams. Each dream made the next time I saw him more bitter-sweet. The bitter being that he was not only married, but never would he want someone like me. The sweet was the pure lust that raged within me at the very sight or sound of him.
I blush furiously in front of him, the memory of my dreams thrust to the front of my mind when he is near. I am so grateful to be a woman and able to hide my arousal from him, but nothing would keep my nipples from hardening. I lied constantly that I was cold.
Every inch of him turns me on. Though I had never seen it, I imagined how his body must look. Broad shoulders, firm skin, powerful muscles pulsing beneath his tall frame, his bum round and tight, his hands (Oh my God! His hands!) big, strong and hard-working but every bit a gentleman's hands. Best of all, his face; it begins with immaculately styled hair, dark with flecks of silver, instantly framing his brow, his eyes are surrounded by dark lashes and lit with fire - one look from those eyes and I am his slave. Finally his mouth, full and red lips, which spread into a dazzling smile, especially when he grows a goatee on his masculine chin. His voice is deep and kind, He doesn't know it but he could make me climax with just a few well chosen words whispered in my ear.
His allure overshadows me. It is no surprise that only one man has touched me in eight years, even then only once and for a very brief moment. It was a booze filled fumble, brought about in no small way by Jack's brief brush against my neck earlier in the day and as Jack was out of my reach, I settled for someone else, hoping I could imagine his touch was Jack's touch.