"Daddy? Are you okay?"
"Oh, sure. I'm fine, honey. I just need to rest my eyes. That's all."
"Do you have a headache?" his daughter asked.
"Yeah. I kinda do."
"Do you want me to bring you something for it?"
"No. That's okay, sweetie. I'll go get it. I need to get away from the computer screen for a bit anyway."
"Okay," she said, satisfied that her father was okay.
Dexter Hall, who went by 'Dex', was only 35, but he knew his eight-year old daughter worried about him. After all, that's how it all started with her mother three years ago when she said she needed to rest her eyes, something that happened more and more often as the weeks went by.
And then the headaches started. And then there were the doctor visits followed by referrals to specialists then the CAT-scan followed by an MRI, and finally the diagnosis.
Neither he nor his wife, Angie, had ever heard the word 'meningioma' before, and once they learned what it meant, they were told they 'rarely' turned out to be malignant and that they 'rarely' ever spread or metastasized. But 'rarely' didn't mean never, and in Angie's case, her tumor wasn't benign and it did metastasize. And eight months later, she was gone.
Their daughter, Addison, had been five and had done her best to try and understand, but that just wasn't possible for someone so young. Now, at the age of eight, she was rightly concerned about her father, who'd been working at home the last two years.
He debugged software for a living and was very good at it. As a result, he was earning just over a hundred grand a year, and that was very good money for someone living in Middleburg, Florida, located about 30 miles to the south of Jacksonville.
But that kind of salary came with a cost. He spent a good twelve hours a day, often six or even seven days a week, in front of a computer screen testing each line of code in whatever software program he'd been given to debug, so it made sense there'd be some amount of eye strain.
But lately it was happening all the time, and for some reason, it never occurred to him it might be nothing more than needing glasses. That was especially true since his distance vision was superb. He could clearly the difference between two tree branches from a hundred yards away and read most road signs from a half-mile off. But his near vision was failing him, and as he popped a couple of aspirin for the headache, he realized he could barely read the label.
"Great," he said as he put the bottle down.
When he looked up, everything beyond arm's length was crystal clear. But when he picked the bottle back up, and tried to read it, he realized it had been at least ten years since he'd had his eyes checked. And there'd been no reason to. His vision had been perfect at all distances. He was too young for presbyopia or so-called 'long arm vision' where people over 45 couldn't see things close up. That was caused by decades of eye muscle contractions and at some point the eye just couldn't do it any more; hence the blurriness.
So as much as he hated admitting it, the writing on the wall was pretty...blurry.
Dex Hall made most of his decisions on intuition. He was deeply rational and very mathematical, but once he felt something was 'right' he often made snap decisions. And over the course of his adult lifetime he'd been right almost all the time while keenly aware that 'almost' was very similar to 'rarely'.
After letting his eyes rest for a few minutes, he made a decision and grabbed his phone before realizing he didn't have an optometrist let alone the number for one stored in it. He went to his laptop because he had an open app he was working on on the desktop and started looking. Or...trying to look.
"Honey?" he called out.
His daughter came running and asked what was wrong.
He smiled then said, "Nothing. Nothing's wrong. But can you maybe help me find a phone number?"
"Sure!" she told him.
Addison's computer skills, along with her reading and spelling skills, were very good, and once he told her what he needed, she started reading off names of eye doctors along with how far away they were.
"Wait. The one closest to our house. Tell me that again, please?" he asked.
"Doctor Lee Andrews," she told him for the second time.
"That's good enough," he said, knowing pretty much anyone who'd made it through optometry training would be able to take care of his problem.
"Now can you dial his number for me?" her father asked as he handed her the phone.
Two minutes later, he had an appointment for 3:30 in the afternoon the day after tomorrow.
Knowing they'd want to dilate his eyes, he called his younger sister, Beth, to see if she'd mind driving them to the appointment.
"No. Of course not. I'm happy to help," she told him.
She'd been a lifesaver when Angie was ill and for several months after as she spent a ton of time with him and his late wife. He and Beth, who was two years his junior, had always been close. But since Angie's diagnosis, they'd become even closer, and she'd been a kind of surrogate mom for Addison.
"Thanks, BB," he told her using her childhood name. She hated it, but she let her brother—and only her brother—use it and only since the reason for Angie's illness became known.
Dex forced himself back in front of the computer an hour later and worked until he couldn't stand it anymore. The following day, his eyes felt better in the morning, but by 10am, he had another headache and had to knock off for a couple of hours.
By the day of his appointment, he found himself unable to work more than two hours total so he laid in his recliner until Beth showed up at three o'clock.
It was a five-minute drive to the optometrist, and Beth was doing nearly all the talking with Addison occasionally making a quick reply. That wasn't unusual, but his sister was even more loquacious than normal, and Dex realized that might only seem to be the case because he wasn't saying much. Addison wasn't a big talker, either, so whatever the cause, Beth was in rare form that day.
"So do you think it is?" he finally heard.
"What's that?" Dex said when he realized his sister was talking to him.
"Do you think this could be serious. You know, like Angie."
"Oh. No. I can't imagine. Is it possible? Sure, most things are possible. But the odds are astronomically against it."
"Okay, but odds don't mean much if it is."
He opened his eyes then looked at his sister then back at his daughter and wondered how Beth could be so insensitive. But that's the way she was so he answered her.
"I'm fine. I just need reading glasses or something," he said as authoritatively as he could to keep his daughter from worrying.
"Well, you are getting up there," Beth teased.
Dex had closed his eyes again but forced one open to see her looking at him with a silly grin on her face.
"Okay. We're here," she announced just seconds later. "Do you need me to have them bring out a wheelchair for you or anything?"
