I can't say I was driven to be a teacher. It's something that I kind of fell into. I was really interested in World History during school and that's what I majored in college.
However, there's not a big call for professional historians so I chose the academic route. I knew I didn't want to teach grade school or high school so it was on to my Master's and then my Doctoral degrees.
That was 25 years ago and the life has had its rewards. I met my wife, also a college professor, and we've been together now 15 years.
Right now, things are kind of rough though. Who am I kidding? They suck, especially now with me on leave and traveling across the country.
I've been blessed to have been offered a temporary spot at an Ivy League University. "Guest Professor" as you will. Last fall I was in the south and I'll be here just the spring semester. My wife is back home.
Needless to say, it kind of sucks. I haven't seen her in months, but even when I was with her last, all we did was fight. We fight a lot lately.
Anyway, as I said, being a university professor has its ups and downs. Tenure is great. Tenure and summer vacation. I really don't have to worry too much about my job, especially considering life out in the workforce and the economy these days.
The downside is that I'm supposed the produce research. Yuck! I'm supposed to be published. And teach! Now, don't get me wrong, teaching is rewarding and all but, seriously, some of these kids shouldn't be out of high school let alone in college. Our future! Be very afraid people.
As I was saying, there are a few perks that go with teaching, like the girls. I know I'm supposed to be above it all, the trusted position I've been put in and all of that, but I'm still a man. You have no idea the temptations that exist.
I was strong for the longest time and then one of my colleagues showed me a Playboy magazine, the college girl's issue. Sure enough, one of my students, Sarah, had her picture in there.
My God, the body on that girl! She hid it so well with those baggy clothes. Sarah certainly didn't look that good in my class. Seeing her naked like that was so incredibly hot. From then on, it's been a struggle for me.
I stand before 200 hundred students, lecturing in a large auditorium. Most of you have been to college and know the kind of room I'm talking about. Semi-circular, with set-back stadium seating that allows each student a clear view of me, down front and center.
Have any of you actually been down there when class is in session? Let me tell you what I see. At eye level are a couple of rows. It never fails. There's always some pretty girl, or girls, sitting there.
Invariably, one of them will wear a short skirt and, unconsciously or not, sit the whole class with their legs just kind of splayed open. Eye level! Mmmmmm, all the pussy's I've seen. Like I said, I'm still a man.
Of course, I've never acted on these urges. But it's hard, please excuse the pun, when one of these sexy little co-eds make's her way down to the lectern after class to ask me some benign questions. How does she expect me to focus after I've been staring at her sweet little pussy for the last 50 minutes? Sometimes I just have to go back to my office, close the door and jerk off.
That's how I got myself into this mess in the first place. Like I said before, I'm here without my wife. Our marriage isn't the greatest to begin with but at least I'd get sex every once in a while. But not now! Needless to say, I'm so horny I could bust.
Now, there are three types of girls in my classes. First, the pretty ones. They really need no further explanation. They're hot and every guy in the class would love to bang them.
Second, there are the ugly girls. The one's in class no guy wants to bang. Finally, the largest contingent is the regular girls. Over the years, I've found myself more and more attracted to the regular girls.
Because of Sarah I think. She was a regular girl but once I saw that body she kept hidden beneath those clothes, I find myself imagining what my other female students looked like. Girls like Dawn Sanders.
Dawn was in my 200 level European History class. She was an average student at best. Average looking too. Maybe 5-6, shoulder length brown hair done neatly, brown eyes behind dark framed glasses.
Since it was still winter, Dawn always wore sweatshirts or big sweaters under her overcoat, either with baggy jeans or sweatpants, so it was hard to get a read on her body. The typical college look for a typical girl.
Like I said, a regular girl. Her questions were neither provocative nor insightful. Really, sometimes you wonder why these kids are here, even if it is an Ivy League school.
During the fifth week of the semester, I had scheduled an exam. It was clearly identified in the syllabus so there should have been no confusion. Well, Dawn got confused.
She failed to show up for class that morning. Her and about 10% of the class. My experience has told me that these were the students who were dropping and sure enough they were. All that is, except for Dawn.
She came down to the podium after the next lecture when she realized she had missed the exam. She stood at the end of the line of questioning students, fidgeting as she waited for her turn. "Dr. Brown, can I speak with you for a second?" she asked.
Looking up at her as I gathered my paper I said, "Sure Miss. What can I do for you?" Her hair still had that freshly shampooed fragrance.
"Sanders. I'm Dawn Sanders. I'm sorry. I don't know how it happened, but somehow I screwed up and missed the test. Is there any way I can make it up?" Her eyes were frantic behind those dark glasses.
Now, I've heard just about every excuse there is for a student to miss an exam. Somewhere along the way, students think make-up exams are easier. They're not. They're just a pain in the ass for me and my TA's.
But, since I'm a visiting scholar this semester, I have no TA's. I have to grade all of my own tests and papers. BORING! And I really didn't want to go out of my way, especially for no reason. But, invariably, I had to ask, "Why did you miss the exam Miss Sanders?"
"I β I don't know Dr. Brown. I β I just missed my alarm and didn't wake up in time. I studied all night and fell asleep, right through the alarm and missed the test. By the time I woke up, you were already gone." She stood there, fidgeting wildly. I looked at her for a second. Her skin was pale but very smooth. In fact, her features were quite pleasant behind those glasses.
I stood there for a minute not saying anything. I just love that. Watching students squirm a little as the silence intensifies. The power; the control, it's very intoxicating. I stared at her for what seemed like forever. The more I looked, the prettier she got. She really was an attractive girl.
Finally, I said "Miss Sanders that really is not a good enough excuse. I'm afraid there's nothing I can do for you." I picked up my papers and made my way toward the exit. She stood there for the briefest of moments but quickly followed me out.
"Please Dr. Brown. I'll do anything to make it up. I really need a good grade in this class." Her breadth was nervous and quick as she moved along side of me.
"Then you should have been here for the exam Miss Sanders. Why is this class so important to you?" Really, who cares? I was just enjoying the power I felt over this attractive young girl. Another of the perks of this job, power. So, I kept up with the faΓ§ade.
"It's my major. I know I can do good on the test. All I'm asking for is a chance." She stood there anxiously, her mouth parted slightly taking in short breadths. Her lips looked incredibly sensual in her heightened state. There was an aura around her as she pleaded her case and I found myself becoming aroused.
I was drawn to this young girl. Softening my stance slightly, I still pretended annoyance. I exhaled sharply in mock exasperation. "You're asking a lot. You're making a lot of work for me."
"Please Dr. Brown. I'll do anything," she begged. Now, I know she didn't mean 'anything' but my mind raced ahead as I tried to picture what this young girl looked like under those baggy clothes.
Composing myself, I said "Ok Miss Sanders. Here's what I'll do. The exam will have to be in my office, on your time. Also, I want you to prepare a paper on Catherine the Great. If your paper is acceptable, you can take the test."
"Not the same test mind you," I continued, "but a different one a little bit more difficult. I'll need your paper on Monday, in my office, right after class. If I like it, you can take the exam over next week. Fair enough?" In all honesty, it was getting difficult to stand there with this young woman. My cock had become rock hard as my mind flashed fantasy after fantasy with this girl.
She smiled broadly and shrieked, "Thank you! Thank you Dr. Brown. You won't be sorry." She quickly made her way down the hallway and out of the building as my cock throbbed in my pants.
In minutes, I had made my way painfully towards my office. Once inside, I closed and locked the door to the tiny temporary office. Reaching for a tissue, I unzipped my pants and stroked my erection. I blew my load imagining Dawn Sanders, her jeans down around her ankles, bent over my desk with me fucking her wildly from behind.
I know, I know, Professors are supposed to be above that. But like I said, I'm a man as well. A lonely man who needed to get laid. Or at least jerk off every now and then. It was all harmless fun.
That weekend went by painstakingly slow. I found myself thinking about Dawn and I have to admit, I jerked off again and again as I imagined her doing the dirtiest things to me. A couple of times.
But I also thought about the paper she was putting together. In all reality, I could care less about Catherine the Great. I chose this subject for one simple reason; Catherine the Great was renowned for her affairs and the trading of her position of power for sexual favors. A bit insatiable the old girl was. I wanted to see how Dawn would handle that topic.
Monday morning lecture came and Dawn made her way down towards me at the end of class. She handed me her paper and I told her to come see me during my office hours tomorrow afternoon.
Her skin was aglow as I watched her bounce up the stairs and out the door at the top of the lecture hall. Her backside looked round and firm in those droopy sweatpants as I watched her leave.
I made my way back to my office, Dawn's paper in hand, with my cock beginning to swell. Something about that girl was driving me crazy. Like I said, she was rather plain looking but I found her incredibly attractive. She had something, something beneath that plain exterior.