"Mornin' Jean!"
"Eric. Hey there. How are you?"
"Good. I just wanted to see if you needed anything."
"No, I'm fine," she told him.
He took her at her word, but he knew it wasn't true. He'd worked for her the last two years and could tell something was wrong. She was a private person and too proud to ever complain, but he was sure she wasn't doing well.
"Okay. Then I'll get back to it."
She smiled the best she could and as her ranch hand turned around she said, "Eric? Can I talk to you for a minute?"
He stopped, turned back around, then said, "Yes, ma'am. Of course."
"Have a seat and I'll get us some coffee."
He didn't tell her he'd had two cups already three hours ago around 4am as she made some more. He just sat down and waited until she was ready to talk.
Jean Thompson was 70 years old and had run the ranch, which was also a farm, by herself since her husband died five years ago. She struggled to keep up, but a lifetime of hard work and dedication kept her going until she just couldn't handle it all alone anymore.
At 67, she mentioned to a friend at church one Sunday morning that she was going to have to look for help or sell the farm. She wasn't ready to part with the land or the animals she'd known all of her adult life, so hiring someone was her only real choice.
She and her late husband, Ted, had only one child, a girl named Jordan, who'd left home when she was 18 to go to college.
Jordan was a quiet, sweet girl but never content with life on a farm. She attended West Virginia University in Morgantown which was about 80 miles away from Wheeling, the closest city to where she'd grown up in West Virginia. Jordan was a beautiful girl, and it was no surprise that she had quite a few male 'friends' while at WVU, but it came as quite a shock when she told her mom and dad she'd fallen in love during her junior year.
It wasn't the falling in love part that did the shocking. It was the 'with whom' part. And the 'with whom' was a 40-year old man named Joseph Conway who also happened to be financially well off and extremely so. Jordan's disapproving father was mostly silent on the matter, but her outspoken mother was livid and tore into her daughter for making the biggest mistake of her life.
But there was no talking to their strong-willed 'child'. Jordan's mind was made up, and later that summer, she married this Conway fellow, as Jean stilled called him, absent either of her parents at the lavish wedding held in Aspen, Colorado, where he owned three ski resorts, a golf course, and several other properties.
The relationship had been strained ever since, and Eric had never met her or even seen her. His only physical clue she even existed was an old photograph Jean kept in her study, and the one time he saw it he was taken aback by her beauty. But she'd been maybe 20 years old then, and he assumed that she was now, some 20 years later, a middle-aged woman on whom time had taken its toll. But as the only hand on the entire ranch, he didn't have time to stand around speculating about things that didn't concern him.
He'd busted his hump for Jean every day since she took him on not long after he left the Army. Eric had been an Army officer, a Ranger, and also a West Point graduate. He'd been an infantry officer and loved what he did. He'd also been married since the day he was commissioned a second lieutenant, and when he learned that his wife had been killed in a car accident while he was in Afghanistan, the Army, and everything else, stopped being fun.
She'd been his high school sweetheart and the love of his life. Eric came home for her funeral then returned to finish out his tour in the northwest corner of the god-forsaken hell-hole of a country then returned to the US.
The day his five-year commitment was up, he left active duty and returned home to Wheeling, West Virginia, where he was born and raised and where he lettered in three sports in high school. He lived with his parents, but he was no longer the same confident, chipper man he'd been and spent the first couple of months drowning his sorrows in a bottle. But after coming home dead drunk one too many times, his father told him in no uncertain terms that he'd had enough.
"Your mother and I love you, son, and we can't begin to imagine what it was like losing the woman you loved. But this can't go on, and we won't enable you. You've had time to grieve, and while it may take years to get over it, your behavior is unacceptable. So. You either knock it off or you get out."
Not one to mince words, his father had nothing more to say and turned away, leaving his son with an ultimatum and another hangover. Once it wore off, Eric got up himself up, showered, got dressed, and started looking for work.
Money wasn't an issue, at least not then. He'd left active duty with a very nice nest egg and a relatively new truck and even had some furniture in storage. But he knew his dad was right. This was pathetic. It was...conduct unbecoming. And he'd had enough of wallowing around in self pity. He just needed a firm kick in the ass to serve as a wake up call.
Getting hired by Jean was truly serendipitous as his mom came home from church the following week and told her son she knew of a job.
"It's hard work. It's farm work. But it pays well, and you'll be too busy to drink."
Intrigued, Eric spoke with the woman who'd talked to his mom and that, in turn, led to a meeting with Mrs. Jean Thompson the next day. She only asked him three or four questions then hired him on the spot.
He hadn't had a drink since and had never once looked back. He was up at 4 o'clock seven days a week and worked until long after sundown as he cared for the dairy cows, the beef cattle, the goats, and the three horses that still remained. Jean still took care of her dog and a handful of chickens that laid a couple of dozen eggs each day.
Jean poured them both a cup of coffee then set Eric's down before taking a seat herself.
"I want to run something by you."
"Sure," he said before taking a sip.
"I could tell you know."
"Ma'am?"
She looked at him and was even more sure he knew.
"You don't know exactly what's wrong, but you know something is, and I want to talk to you about it."
Eric took another sip as Jean took a first and waited for her to speak.
"I have lung cancer," she announced in her terse manner. "And don't go telling me you're sorry or any of that nonsense."
Eric didn't. He just kept listening even though a part of him did indeed feel bad for her.
"I've got maybe a year if I'm lucky. And this farm's been my entire life."
He still didn't say a word. He just watched her and kept waiting.
"As you know, my daughter and I aren't close. Hell, we've only talked 3-4 time in the last ten years or so, and that's only because she..."
Eric thought he saw his boss tearing up but wasn't sure as Jean finished her sentence.
"She has a daughter, and I've made it a point to call her as often as I can. With this FaceTime thing, I've at least been able to get to know her a little."
Eric nodded understandingly but stayed quiet.
