My sex life with my wife has been lackluster at best and actually a little disappointing. It has become predictable and dull, and less and less frequent. It's not that I don't have sexual feelings for my wife it's just that there hasn't been any "spice" in the bedroom. We talked about it a little, and she agrees but we don't know what to do to liven things up. Everything we try just seems so... vanilla. She never initiates sex, and we usually just end up either in the missionary or doggy positions. She isn't fond of oral sex (giving or receiving) but she will do it for me once in a while. I have made her cum a couple times by eating her out so I have never understood her not embracing it. Even though she is a willing sex partner, I never feel as if she enjoys it or just does it out a sense of duty.
Because sex is not very frequent I have been watching porn and masturbating to relieve my sexual tensions. I have always known I am a straight man. But lately I find myself watching porn with straight guys being forced into bi-sexual situations and sometimes even embracing or at least enjoying the experience. I've begun to wonder what it must feel like to give another man a blowjob. Not that I want to, but just the curiosity as to what it would feel like to be on my knees with a cock in my mouth.
I recently went through my porn watching history and there are more forced bi, cuckold, sissy cocksucker videos than straight ones. Maybe my sub-conscience is telling me something. Whatever my sub-conscience is telling me, I have no desire to ever suck another man's cock. I still love my wife and I continually dream of sex with her, not men.
One day recently, I came home to find her in the bedroom wearing the sexy nightgown she knows I love. I was a little surprised at this since we almost always had sex at the end of the night and then went to sleep so to find her like this threw me a little. When I walked into the room, she didn't say a word and got up and came to me and began to undress me. When she fell to her knees and took my cock into her mouth my head began to swim. She rarely sucked my cock unless I asked her to. She really got into it so much that I was convincing myself that she was actually enjoying it. When I warned her that I was about to cum, instead of pulling off and jerking me to completion like she always did, she doubled her efforts and took my cock as deep as she could. When I started to cum she kept her mouth clamped on the head of my dick and sucked until I had nothing left to give her. She pushed me back and sat me on the bed and straddled me. I was then shocked when she leaned in to kiss me. When our mouths met she surprised me again when she passed my own cum to me. We passionately made out sharing the cum between us. I had mixed feelings. The thoughts of having cum in my mouth and enjoying it forced images of taking someone else's cum and that thought fought with how turned on I was with my wife at that moment.
Then she lay back on the bed and pulled me between her legs. When I moved up to bring my cock towards her pussy, she pushed my head down instead. This was something else that she almost never did, letting me eat her pussy. I immediately began to kiss, lick and suck at her now very wet hole. After a few minutes she grabbed my head and directed my efforts and was soon bucking against my face and moaning as she started to orgasm. When I started to get up, she just held my face against her pussy and told me not to stop. She held me there as she came at least three more times and my tongue and jaw were getting numb. When she finally let me up she pushed me over on my back and climbed on top of me.
She grabbed my hard again cock and put it in her sloppy pussy and started to ride me with such energy that I was afraid the bed was going to break. She bounced up and down and cried out as she came yet again. I was nothing more to her at this moment than a living dildo. When I told her I was getting close she just kept going. When I was at the point of no return I grabbed her hips and pulled her down onto my cock and pumped out my load deep in her cunt.
Instead of rolling off me to enjoy the post-coitus high as I expected, she moved up and placed her pussy right in my face and grabbed my hair and pulled my face into her and told me to get back to work and clean her out. I started to lick and suck my cum out of her pussy. My mouth and face were smeared with it. She screamed as she came once more. She rolled off me, let out a contented sigh and fell right to sleep.
The next morning we talked about the night before and I told her how hot it was and how much she turned me on. She shocked me when she said that it was the best night of her life and the best sex she had ever had. She went on to tell me that she got such a rush by taking control and every sensation was heightened for her and she loved being in control. She felt liberated. She came over to me and hugged me so hard and when she released me, she pulled my head to her chest and rubbed my face on her clothed tits. I pulled her nightgown up and started to lick and suck on her tits as she let out a moan. She pushed me back to the bed and had me get on my back. She straddled my head and pushed herself down on my face and told me to eat her pussy. It was the first time I had ever heard her use that word and it turned me on so much. I pulled off for a second and asked her to turn around so she could suck me too. She just pulled my head back to her pussy and said, "just get back to satisfying me before you make any requests for yourself". Of course, I kept at it, struggling to catch my breath as she was pushing down on my face that she was almost smothering me. After what seemed like forever, she screamed out in orgasm. The coolest thing was that her pussy actually tightened around my tongue as I buried it as deep as I could in her. "God that was amazing".
When I asked her if she could take care of me, she just gave me a look of disdain and said, "sorry, we're done for now" and walked off to take a shower and go to work.
All day at work I couldn't concentrate on anything. My mind kept wandering to thoughts of last night and daydreaming wondering with great anticipation what was going to happen tonight when I got home. When the end of the day finally came and I headed home, my cell phone rang. It was my wife. "Honey, I have been thinking that maybe we need to make some changes in our marriage. Do you agree? Good. Keep an open mind and we can figure things out when you get home."
Now my mind is going crazy with thoughts. Is she leaving me? Does she want to have more sex? Is she seeing someone else? Would she consider a threesome? Is she going down the dominatrix route? Whatever was about to happen, I figured I could live with it as long as I could go through it with my wife.
I was relieved when I walked in and there was no luggage at the door, so she wasn't leaving or kicking me out. Everything else I could handle. I hope.
"Honey, sit down. We have been married for five years and we both acknowledge that our sex life has been disappointing. Last night woke something in me that I couldn't believe. I have felt so exhilarated thinking about how powerful I felt taking control of the sex last night and this morning. I have decided that from now on I will be the one that decides everything about when and how we have sex. If you can agree to that, you also need to know that I expect that you will do whatever I ask without question. Please also know that I will not ask you to do anything that will jeopardize your career or publicly embarrass you. I promise that our sex lives will become a central part of who we are and that we will both reach a level of satisfaction that we never dreamed of. Does this sound OK to you? Are you willing to accept my terms?"
I thought for about a half second and simply nodded in agreement.