I take my time getting ready for the event this evening. I know you will be there and I want to look good for you. I want you to see me. I want you to want me. From the other side of the room.
After a leisurely soak in the tub, scrubbing, shaving, smoothing, I wrap the towel around me and look for something to wear. Perhaps the red satin dress: low-cut, skimming my curves, resting classily just above my knee? No. I don't want the whole room to notice me, only you.
The black chiffon: ultra short with the high neck at the front and no back? Better, but everyone wears black to cocktail receptions. I don't want to be lost in the crowd.
Ah! Yes! The pearl-grey raw silk: different but subdued, long and straight with the high slits up each thigh, so that when I stand chatting, resting with my weight on one leg, the other will peak tantalisingly out. Fitted to show off my curves, the square neckline hinting at my cleavage. Perfect. I will wear the long lattice necklace that points like an arrow to between my breasts.
I pull open my underwear drawer and survey the neatly folded ensembles arranged according to colour. The pearl grey to match the dress? Or the darker grey in slight contrast? Perhaps the purple; I love the two-tone lace of this set. I pick them out of the drawer and unfold the panties, holding them up in front of me. Yes, these are high cut and will sit at the top of my hips, just right for the dress. I love the little bow in the front, and at the top of the thong in the back.
I place them on the top of the dresser and open the second drawer to find some stockings. Flesh-coloured would be best. These ones with the wide lacy tops, perhaps? A hint of lace would show below the slits of my skirt. Yes, I think these will be fine. Picking up my bra and panties, I go back to the bathroom.
I rub lotion into my body, beginning with my thighs, over my knees, down my calves to my feet. The white cream spurts onto my chest as I press down on the plunger of the bottle, and I smooth it across my sternum and over my breasts, using both hands, lifting them up, not missing a spot. A little more and my hands caress my stomach firmly. Still more for my shoulders, back and ass, reaching round, twisting my hands, covering every inch of my body. Finally, my upper arms, my elbows, my lower arms and my hands. My skin must be silky smooth, should you happen to graze it as you pass by.
I step into my panties, pulling them up, inching them over my hips, adjusting them. I turn and look over my shoulder in the mirror, pulling on the thong so it sits just right between my cheeks. I survey the effect in the mirror. Yes, I love these. I caress my underarms, my spine and between my breasts with deodorant, before opening my makeup drawer. Not too much, just a little dusting of powder here and there, a sweep of colour to my eyes and cheeks, a stroke of black defining my gaze. But a little more for my lips: a deep wine that hints at their taste.
I attach my bra, turn it and slide my arms into the straps, adjusting the fit till I am happy with the roundness of my silhouette and the plunge of my chest. My skin has absorbed the lotion now and I roll my stockings up each leg in turn. Now it is time for the dress. I step into it and pull it up. It hugs my body, defining it, as only something that was made for me could do. Contorting my arms, I fasten the zipper at the back. Yes, I was right. The choice is perfect. Jewellery now: the necklace, the drop earrings -- sophisticated and eye-catching, but not flashy. I brush my hair and arrange it around my face. All I need now are my shoes.