Don't get me wrong. I don't want you to read this thinking I go cheating on my husband every time his back's turned. What happened between Phil and I last month was the first time I'd been with a man other than Kyle since we'd been married five years ago. It's not - as you're thinking - that Kyle is a bad lover. He's great in bed. He pleases me whenever I want pleased, and it makes me want to do the same for him.
So why sleep with another guy? It's like that stupid shampoo commercial says, "She's got the urge!" Plain and simple. Sometimes, when you've been with the same person for a few years, you suddenly start to realize that the world is still full of people you find attractive. It didn't really end when you found The One. One day, some cute guy sitting across from you on the subway smiles appreciatively, and you feel blood in your cheeks - that's when it hits you. So you go on being flattered and being demure, then you find that you're the one sitting across from a cute guy on the subway smiling appreciatively. It happens. And it doesn't mean you suddenly don't love the guy you married, or that you don't find him attractive. It just means that your body is saying, "Hey! Welcome back!"
Well, there's that. To say, in all your married life, you've never looked twice at anybody else, makes you a liar or a saint. Unless the Catholic Church arrives on your doorstep to canonize you one day, you're probably the former. I'm neither. I'm always seeing guys I think are cute, and girls I think are hot, but that's pretty much the extent of it. It's not like I was on the prowl. Like I said, I'm happily married, good sex life, all of that stuff. What happened with Phil was one of those crazy everything-came-together-at-the-same-time moments. It was the booze; Vegas in September; good company; opportunity; big, empty hotel room. You know. D - all of the above.
I was there for the annual sales meeting. It was the third time in as many years I'd been there, and I always had a great time. The first year, Kyle moped around the house, pouting like a baby when I told him, and basically didn't talk to me for a couple of days until I found out he was jealous of other guys hitting on me. I had to call him every night of my stay. He's not like that by nature, and by the time the next trip came along he was so much better about it. This past year he told me to have fun, and that was it. I guess I took his advice too literal. So, what happened?
It was the second night of the trip. It's normally a two days three nights deal, so we were flying back around 7:30 that following night. I'd become friends with some people from a branch in New Jersey, and one of them was Phil. When he came by the table, I thought, Hmm, he's a cutie! He wasn't so tall, average, I guess, but he was lean, and he had a cute face. When he spoke, he was just the most charming guy at the table. I guessed he was about 28, so about five years younger than me.
As the night wore on, it was like the two of us monopolized the conversation. It turned out he liked some good movies, so we had something in common right there. We just talked and talked and talked, and it wasn't long before I started putting out the signals - you know, touching my hair, widening my eyes when he spoke, all that stuff. I guess I didn't realize I was doing it until he leaned in and said to me, "Look, this is probably going to be the last time I ever see you, but I have to ask: do you want to come up to my room?"
"Huh?" I asked. By then, it was only the two of us left. It was late, and I had maybe one beer too many. "What d'you mean?"
"You know," he said. It was cute. He was all red in the face and nervous. "Sex."
"I'm married!" I said. "That's pretty bold."
"So … d'you want to or not?"
Right away, I knew I was going to do it, but I had those sanity-questioning moments. What about Kyle? What did it mean about us if I jumped into the sack with some guy? What would Kyle do if he found out? Well, all those questions were brushed aside. I smiled at Phil and I said, "Look, this doesn't mean anything, right? When we go back tomorrow you won't try and get in touch with me or anything?"
"No! No, it's just, you know, sex."
"Fine, let's go," I said. Phil stood and we walked to the elevator. While we waited, he hardly talked at all, just a few clumsy smiles in my direction. When we got into the elevator it was pretty much the same. There were a couple already in there. I got the feeling he maybe wasn't into it - like he had just asked me to see if he could shock me. Suddenly, I wasn't so into the idea too.
We got out at his floor and walked down the hall where he swiped his card and in we went. He had a bigger room than mine. I only had a queen size single room, but he had somehow gotten a suite. "Big room," I said. I thought I might as well just take off, but when I turned around he was taking off his jacket. A small smile was on his lips as he said, "Well, here we are."
The tone of his voice had changed. He wasn't the embarrassed, stammering guy from downstairs anymore. I could see that in his eyes, in the way he was looking at me.
"Are you playing me?" I asked him. He sat on the couch and patted the seat next to him. I just stood there with my arms folded. "Are you?"
"C'mon, Paige," he said. "D'you want to fuck or not? You can leave if you want."
Yeah, I thought about it too. I didn't much like the fact that he'd been playing me, but even that, it seemed, turned me on. I took off my jacket and tossed it onto his and sat by him. "D'you always treat women like that?" I asked him.
"Only the hot ones," he said. He put his hand on my left breast, cupped it firmly. It made my nipple harden instantly. I arched my back up and he started massaging me through my blouse. I have nice tits. I'm a 36c and I have a fairly narrow back, so all the weight is up front. "What would your husband say if he knew you were in another guy's room?"
"Well, he doesn't," I said.
"Think it would turn him on to watch?"
"I don't know. He might kick your ass." I wondered what Kyle would do. Must likely if he found out he'd be hurt. That made me feel a little regretful, but I liked the way Phil was touching me.
"Ever fucked around on him before?"
"Never."
His hand moved away from my breast and went down my stomach, all the way down to my thigh, then inside my knee. The skirt I was wearing was tight, so it was impossible for me to open my legs very far. "Let me get this off," I said.
"Nah, plenty of time for that later," Phil said. He stood up and took my hand, led me to the middle of the floor. "Kneel down," he said. I knelt down in front of him. I could see the big bulge in his pants even then, as he undid his belt. "Take my pants down," he said.
I looked up at him and took hold of his waistband, undid the clasp, and pulled down his zipper. His pants fell down past his knees and I found myself staring at the big, thick rod in his underwear. "I hope you like big cocks," he said. Kyle has a good-sized cock. It's not huge, but it's big and meaty. His was the biggest cock I'd ever had up to that point. Phil's looked bigger. I put my face up against it, and felt it throbbing against my cheek, then tugged his underwear down over his hips. His cock sprang out and swayed there, right in front of me. It was huge. At least ten inches. And thick too. The head of it was the size of a small plum.
"Jesus," I said. "That's a big cock."