Going into their night at the swingers' club Penny's only plan was to make a point of resisting any of Tim's efforts to compel a partner swap and find a man on her own, independent of Tim. There was nothing nefarious or manipulative in that. She had told Tim that was what she wanted (or at least that she didn't want to be constrained by his choices) and he had accepted that premise. In fact, that is why they had chosen to go to the club.
Yes, she had chosen the night that selected singles are invited to the club. But that was simply because she thought it would optimize her chances of finding a desirable man. And yes, Kelly had already told her all about the hotwife scene, but she really did not see herself going that far, at least not yet. Meanwhile Kelly had not mentioned anything about getting blacked.
It had been only moments after she took her leave of Bill, Tim and Julie that Marcus approached her. She had been wearing a skimpy side slit, scoop front dress - the kind she'd never wear in public, so it bordered on lingerie. She had changed into it at the club. Marcus was naked with his huge flaccid cock just hanging there advertising his masculine virility. She struggled to keep her eyes off it, and she felt her nipples get hard just being near him.
Her arrangement with Tim didn't define who she could be with. There was nothing amiss if her chosen partner was a very well hung young black man. But she was aware that the sight of them together like this would tweak the insecurities in even the most confident swinger husband and certainly in Tim. But he was the one who wanted to be swingers, and it was her prerogative to choose the men she wanted within this environment. In that context, the mere thought that Tim's jealousy should guide her behaviour made her even more resolved to do as she pleased. She wasn't just enjoying Marcus's presence. She was enjoying exercising her own independent prerogative in choosing a sexual partner.
But then one thing led to another. Marcus introduced her to his friends, and they were soon in the voyeur room. It was clear that they were going to have group sex, and she was keen on it. She was already thinking that she was going too far when Marcus informed her that the mirror was two-way glass, and people could watch and if she preferred, they could go to a private room. Surely this was too far, but her and Tim had no rule against it, and she desperately wanted to move forward. As Tyrone gently approached her from behind and kissed her neck all hesitation evaporated, and she told Marcus she was good to go.
While she was rinsing off after her sexual encounter with the four black men, Penny's plan changed. Notwithstanding what she would later tell Tim in the car, when she gave them her number she was thinking about when they would fuck her next without regard to whether it was in the club or elsewhere. She would certainly tell them when she was going to be at the club next. And she seriously questioned her own ability to resist the temptation if they sought to hook-up with her outside the club.
She loved Tim very much and had no desire to leave him for those men. But having that intense sexual experience and having the latitude to choose her lovers without Tim's input was just so tempting that she felt that if they did not open their marriage, she would end up cheating. Penny didn't feel entitled to that outcome. She just felt that it had become inevitable. Notwithstanding the fact that what she had done was not technically in violation of their marital arrangement she knew she had gone too far, but she couldn't go back. She wanted that unique pleasure again. And she wanted the sexual freedom she had felt in throwing caution to the wind like that. Whether it was right or wrong was beside the point because she knew she could not resist that temptation.
Meanwhile Tim had seen her enjoy it. He had seen her squirting orgasm that she had never experienced with him, and he couldn't unsee that. She knew he would struggle to accept this new reality. She didn't blame him one bit for that. But it was unchangeable and irreversible so playing the denial game was not in anyone's best interest.
Penny needed to create the conditions to compel him to accept it or feel justified in moving on from her. If going back was not an option, she owed him at least that clarity. Maybe that is why she was so firm - even cold - when she jumped at the chance of an open marriage and so quickly closed the door on reconsidering.
Surely there was selfishness in her actions. She wanted the hotwife arrangement. But within the framework of knowing her own needs and newfound inability to deny them she did want to find the outcome that would be most supportive of Tim as well. And it was clear that if he was in control Tim would seek to undo what had been done, which was impossible, and reassert control, which she would not accept. Penny felt that she had to steer things until they found a new equilibrium. She knew that it was quite possible that Tim could not live with the new reality and would leave her. Penny didn't want that to happen, but if it was going to happen better that it be in the context of putting all her cards on the table rather than because of her cheating down the road.
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When Tim and Kelly got to his car, she cocked her left leg partly up onto the seat turned towards him, unbuttoned and opened her blazer dress. Her full hard nipples and neatly manicured pussy were clearly visible beneath the sheer bra and panties.
"I see that I have you attention." She said followed by a playful giggle.
"You sure do."
"Before we go, I need you to make a decision for me."
"Okay."
"Victor is at home right now and I am going to take you there. We can fuck in the pool house. Or I can bring you to my bed and send Victor to the pool house. Or he can be in the next room. Or he can watch. Or he can join us. What would you prefer?"
"And he is good with all of that?"
"Oh yes. Victor likes to participate as much as he can. But he does not expect to."
"Is this what you would call cuckold play?"
"Yes, some people call it that. Others refer to our approach as being stag and vixen because there is no humiliation or control or notion that I seek 'better' men. Victor just likes watching and sharing me. He is also bi-sexual so sometimes things get even closer between him and my lovers, but that is purely up to you."
"Well then let's have him participate."
"Great. I will let him know." She said as she reached for her phone to send him a text.
Tim started the car and Kelly faced forward and put on her seatbelt but left her blazer dress wide open.
The fact is that Tim was already familiar with both Kelly and Victor in a sexual context. He and Victor had fucked one another's wives at the partner swap events and he had watched Victor fuck his wife. Tim was on the fence as to whether he wanted to share Kelly that night, but in the circumstances, it hardly seemed fair to exclude him.
When Tim and Kelly got to her house she got out of the car and strode confidently up the driveway with her dress still open. Their property was quite private so it was unlikely anybody could see her, but Tim was nonetheless turned on by her brazen exhibitionism. As they approached the door Victor opened it. Tim saw his pants tent immediately as he saw his brazenly sexy wife stride past him and peeled of her blazer dress altogether in the foyer.
"Go hang this up please sweetheart, then come back and prepare drinks for the three of us."
Victor hastily shook Tim's hand before taking Kelly's dress to her closet.
Kelly took Tim by the hand and led him to a large living room looking out over a huge immaculately landscaped backyard. Tim had never been here before aside from when he had picked her up earlier in the evening.
As they stood in front of a huge floor to ceiling window, Kelly laced her exquisitely fit arms around his neck, leaned into Tim and kissed him. As her warm breath and exquisite scent filled his senses her tongue twisted around his, her lips mashed passionately and urgently against his. Kelly expressed the intensity of her desire for him with an open mouth of lust that seemed like it might consume him. When she pulled one hand away from his neck, he thought she might be done, but she used it to reach behind her back and guide his hands down onto her perfect ass. This was how Victor found them when he entered the room.
The awareness of Victor's presence seemed to drive her on even more intensely. They were making out like a couple of horny teenagers. Her lust was genuine and very much different than he had experienced at the swap parties. His mind cast back to the way she had described those them as 'just another social event.' This was the more authentic version of Kelly's sexuality, and he had a feeling that this was just the tip of the iceberg.
Was this why she was a hotwife or did being a hotwife bring this out in her? It would be easy to see how the excitement of circumstances could add to her passion. It was adding to his. And that might help explain why Penny had taken things so far at the swingers' club. It was comforting to think of it that way as opposed to thinking those other men were 'better'. It was also exciting to realize that he could be immersed in this excitement rather than merely watching it.
After Kelly had given her husband a long look at her making out with Tim in their picture window, she finally released their embrace and led Tim by the hand to the couch where she curled up beside him and asked what he would like to drink. He asked for a martini, and they all decided to follow suit. She kissed his neck and ears and moved his hand to her inner thigh as they waited for their drinks.
This was no charity fuck. Kelly had been sincere when she said she found him attractive and that was only enhanced when he had agreed to have Victor involved. Being 'naughty' was a big turn on for Kelly. She loved being the centre of attention for multiple men. And she loved having Victor involved.
Victor delivered the drinks then sat across from them. The sexual tension was palpable as Kelly made a point of being overtly sexual with Tim - kissing him, moving his hand up her thigh, rubbing his crotch over his pants - while telling Victor about their date and how she had told Tim all about their sex life, including how much Victor loved watching her fuck other men.
Tim had often enjoyed watching Penny with other men at their swap parties even if he was not with another woman in that moment. But it was only at those parties, isolated from their daily life and secure in the knowledge that he would have a more or less equal outcome from those parties. The idea of watching her with another man outside that setting was unsettling and exciting at the same time. Seeing how it affected Victor even as his wife playfully teased him with her words was reassuring.
None of what she said or how she said it was belittling or designed to diminish. She was just sharing her naughtiness with two men who clearly enjoyed it.
