I shrug. "It would depend on the man, I guess. I don't think I could relax with a stranger."
He eyes me speculatively. I like Den. I don't know him well, but he's difficult not to notice. Tall, muscular, a loud laugh and an infectious smile. Used to flirt in a friendly way with Amber who worked in reception, despite her being married. "And you're telling me why?"
Despite everything, raising the subject with him already has me feeling unfaithful. "I love my husband," I say firmly, an insistence as much for myself as Den. "But I find you very attractive - and not because you're black." And not because he's supposedly hung like a horse. Well, that certainly doesn't hurt. Although it might.
Den chuckles. "You're hungry for a real man, is that it?" His eyes glitter with mischief. "You do know that once you've been with me, you'll be ruined for other men?"
It's after hours now, just Den and me here, making sure the place is locked, the lights off, the alarm on, and to be perfectly honest this flirtation has me warm and tingly. The thrill of the illicit, of actual infidelity. Do I really want to go through with it? What if he really does ruin me for other men? What if Jeff talks the talk but doesn't walk the walk? The safe and sane thing to do would be to go home now and make love to my husband.
I unbutton my lilac shirt, slowly, deliberately, exposing my white lace bra, maintaining eye contact throughout. "I want you to video me," I say, holding out to him my unlocked phone, "on my knees, sucking your cock."
The clichΓ©d absurdity of this request is not lost on me. A married white woman acting out a porn fantasy with a black bull for the benefit of her cuck husband... but absurd or not, that cock is real and straining against Den's trousers. "I want to drive home with your cum all over my breasts." I have rehearsed this scene in my head a hundred times, but the words sound ridiculous in my ears.