This is not a love letter. My love for you is the summation of a thousand words and actions that hopefully begin to express how much I deeply, truly love you.
No, this is a lust letter. An ode to the primal needs that I feel from being around you. To the powerful, biological desire that I have for you, my sexy wife, and your gorgeous body. As such, I will be blunt, crude even, with my words.
It starts with your hair. Yes, seriously, your thick unruly waves cascading across your back and shoulders are a turn on. Caveman like cavewoman long hair, even though I know better than to pull on it (but oh man the thought crosses my mind!). Of course, when you have it up and cascading down one side, exposing your long slender neck, I am fixated.
That long neck... I don't know what it is about it, maybe it's that I see you as prey and your neck as a large vulnerable area, an erogenous zone to submit you to my desire. Your skin is so smooth, so warm, and as my lips work over your skin I feel your hot breath in my ear, your desire echoing softly but clearly in my mind.
Your lips and mouth when they open up to accept my invitation to kiss deeply still makes my heart rate increase, a sign of more to come and excitement for making out. Slowing down as our hands explore each other, my hands running across your back over your t-shirt as our bodies press into each other. My hands run the length of the curve of your back as they explore down to your perfect, womanly hips, resting at the top of your lacy boyshorts. My hands tease along the outside of your ass, never quite grabbing but still copping a generous feel before I slide up your ribs.
I move to your perfect breasts, no longer able to resist feeling their heft, their weight, their jiggle. Your nipples react to my touch as they always do, soon little erasers of pleasure to tease through your shirt. Baby you have the perfect, most jaw dropping tits I've ever had the pleasure of seeing, much less holding; you recently re-measured as 32DD, if I recall correctly, and did not shrink when you lost weight to your chagrin (and my delight). They make me almost irrationally horny. I want to lick, suck, and fondle them, of course. I also want to tease them, twisting your brown nipples as I pull them away from your body until they snap back suddenly and following up with a stinging slap on your tits. I roll onto my back, pulling your crotch down on top of mine, your big brown nipples dangling into my mouth and areola raised and hot. As I suck on one, I play with the other, smacking it and groping at you roughly, my lust turning almost animalistic as we grind into each other, only the thin fabric of your panties and my boxers separating my throbbing cock from your hot pussy. Your grind your hips into me, trying to scratch an itch as my hand gropes your ass roughly.
I throw you onto your back and you instinctively spread your thighs wide for me, ready for me to take my prize. You know that I am hungry for your pussy. Not your vagina or your vulva, but your pussy. The pussy that I lick, the pussy that I finger, that pussy that I fuck, the pussy that soaks your panties when I play with your nipples. That fat pussy that gives you such an inviting camel toe when you wear your Nike shorts (or those amazing multi-colored, slightly too tight, look at my pussy lips shorts you have). Those juicy pink lips that you spread for me. Mmm... the way your spread your pussy for me drives me wild. You do it to expose your needy little clit, but the sight of you opening up your pink fuck hole for me is the hottest thing you can do. It's your submission, putting your pleasure completely in my hands and telling me how much you need me to please you. To take you.
But where were we? Oh right, this is the part where you say "take off my panties" and lift your hips in anticipation. And it's the part where I push you back down with a "not yet." Not yet because as cute as you look, tonight you are not cute. Tonight you are my vulnerable, sexy prey, and I'm going to play with my food.
I reach into the drawer and pull out our nipple clamps. They're at the widest setting, the usual for your sensitive nipples. I look you in the eyes as I slowly turn the knob tighter, your eyes widening in direct proportion to my turns. "Not too tight," you say, licking your lips nervously. I keep looking at you, my fingers idly twisting the knobs back and forth as I consider my answer. "Your safe word is 'dragon,'" I inform you, "do you know what a safe word is?"
"Yes," you curtly reply with some irritation in your eyes. "What are you do--"
"Tell me what a safe word is, my pet," I interrupt you. I see that you are somewhat angry, but the moment passes and you lean into the situation.
"A safe word is a word that I say that means that you stop, no questions asked and no hesitation, no matter what." Your look is challenging, as if daring me to disagree.
"That's exactly right, my pet," I continue with the nickname despite knowing you're not normally one for them. "If at any point in time you say 'dragon,' I stop immediately, no questions asked." I confirm your view of your safe word.
You relax at my confirmation that you will always have control. "And what's your safe word going to be? The same word?"
"I will not have a safe word because one will not be necessary," I quickly reject the premise. "Tonight, I am in control unless and until you say 'dragon.' If you are unable to speak for some reason, simply tap me three times quickly on the leg or arm and that will be your safe gesture, so to speak. Is that clear?"
"Why wouldn't I be able to speak? What are you planning on doing?"
"Remember, I love you. Your safe word is 'dragon' or three quick taps. For maximum fun, try not to use it." Before you can respond, I move in, grab the back of your neck, and kiss you hard. My body presses up against yours, bare chest on bare chest, as my other hand grabs your butt and pulls you in tight. I leave you no room to move or think as I press you back into the bed, my mouth now moving down to your nipples again, sucking each in turn to get them diamond hard. I pull off my boxer briefs, revealing my mostly hard cock. I've recently shaved, my balls are heavy, and there is a small dab of precum on the tip of my circumcised dick. You eye me nervously.
I slide my way up your body, finally kneeling near your head. It's clear what is next, so I simply say "open your mouth, my pet" as I massage your tits. You comply, your head turning sideways in anticipation. I push forward, but before I enter I reach down and smear my precum on your lips before pushing it slowly but firmly an inch into your mouth. I let your talented tongue swirl around the sensitive spot under the head as I attach a clamp to your right nipple first, then to the left. I slowly ease the pressure off of the clips, and as I release the final bit I push my cock further into your mouth, almost triggering your gag reflex as the clamps dig in. I feel your moan (of pleasure, pain, or likely both I cannot tell) through my member and the feeling is incredible.
You start hesitant, but that turns into defiance, as if you will not allow me to "break" you by calling out the safe word. My hand slides down your taut stomach, finally reaching the top of the pink lace of your boyshorts, the little spot I call the roller coaster where there is a tiny gap - about 1/4" wide - between the panties and your skin. It's one of my favorite spots on your body. Instead of plunging my hands in and providing you some release, I grab the edge of your panties. As I start to thrust in and out of your mouth, I start to gently pull on your panties. With my other hand, I reach down and pull slightly at the warm, soft skin at the edge of your gusset - that little spot between your thigh crease and your lips - giving you an obscene camel toe as your fat pussy lips seem to devour your panties.
"This pussy is mine, my pet," I tell you as my middle finger ever so delicately traces from your opening up to your clit and back down through your panties. "And tonight, you will address me as 'sir.' Do you understand?" I give a quick smack to your left inner thigh, startling you as I pull my cock out of your mouth for my reply.
"Yes, sir," you say looking up at me as my hand smacks my other thigh. I look down at you and admire you for almost a minute. Your hair is completely disheveled and wild. Your eyes are ever so slightly watery from having my cock fucking your mouth for the last few minutes. The nipple clamps make your eraser nipples look even larger and your tits are flush with excitement. Your legs splay open to grant access to your increasingly hot pussy. You are somehow thinner than before we got married and before you had two children and even more beautiful. You are simply gorgeous, and I am lucky to have someone as beautiful as you.
But tonight is not about admiration or beauty or love. This is pure lust. My eyes roam to your panties and the center of your sexual world. I see a damp spot already forming. My fingers continue to roughly knead your thighs and the area all around your pussy, never quite touching despite your increasingly needy hip thrusts seeking physical connection. Your panties are pulled up tight and present a mouth-watering camel toe (what an awkward name for something so sexy!) for my viewing pleasure, and I want to see more. I lean my head down until my mouth is kissing down from the top of your panties. I take in your scent, your musk, your lust. As I do, you notice my cock - which is dangling about a foot away from your head - start to throb with my heartbeat. I smell you again, this time with my face within an inch of where the zipper on your jeans ends - not quite down to your clit, and still several inches from my prize, but in your state from here your smell overwhelms my senses.
I feel mad with lust, almost unable to control myself. I am so close to my prey, but I am not done playing yet. I pull back, sitting up on my knees, still completely naked. The only sound is the ambient EDM/trance music and our moderately heavy breathing. Your chest heaves but you look confused and wonder what I will do next. I, on the other hand, know exactly what is coming.
I sit down on the edge of the bed and reach down to grab something unknown, quickly putting it under a nearby pillow. "What was that?" You ask.
"Come here, my pet. You've been bad, teasing me with that delicious pussy in those cute little panties. And your slutty little mouth was so eager to suck my cock. Bad girls get punished, and I'm going to punish your ass." I look away from you and wait patiently. After a few seconds of hearing nothing, I do not turn around but state firmly, "Don't make me ask again. Come and take your punishment, my slut."
"I thought I was your pet, not slut?"
"Bad girls are sluts. If you want to be my good girl - my pet - again, you need to earn it. Come you, my slut. You have a safe word, so I'm not asking again."