Dimensions 1 -- Discovery Password: Discovery
Chapter One
When is the best time to reflect, he wasn't sure. James poured himself a drink from his decanter and carried it and his glass over to the window and sat in his favourite chair looking out over his garden. The sun had passed the midday point as he took his first drink of the day. Normally, he very rarely touched alcohol this early but today he had a lot on his mind. He could not accept anything paranormal, or for that matter, anything that couldn't be explained by common logic, but something unexplainable had happened and it didn't fit within the confines of his rational mind. There must be an explanation he kept repeating to himself, but the more he said it, the less he believed it, there was no rational hook. He picked up the local paper and there it was on the front page, a picture of two people he had known who were now dead.
He heard the front door open and close but didn't move, took another sip from his glass and carried on staring out of the window. His wife, Carolyn, walked past him without noticing him and went into the kitchen carrying two bags of groceries and started to place the contents into cupboards; hearing him cough, she jumped back startled at the sudden noise.
"James is that you?" She shouted.
He stood, turned and looked at her. "Who did you think it was," he growled sullenly.
She left putting away her groceries and walked back into the lounge. "What are you doing home so early and why didn't you speak when I came in the room, at least you could have helped me with the bags?" She grumbled, intending to follow through on her annoyance until she saw the look on his face. She knew her husband as well as she knew herself, even better perhaps, and her first thought was that there must be something wrong with the children.
"The children are fine, the boarding school is fine, their school work is fine, they are fine."
"What then?"
"Not feeling myself."
"It's more than that, home early, drinking early, sullen, grouchy, a fiddler's face, come on James, spill."
"A problem at work," he lied, then felt even worse about lying.
"Everything at work was fine yesterday so why the sudden change today?"
The last thing he wanted to say was the real reason for his melancholy, but he had always told his wife the truth, but this... He needed time to think. "Our largest customer is not happy and may go over to our competitor," not quite a lie. This was really getting to him. How could he tell her something he had meticulously argued against all his life had happened and thrown doubt on his own belief and value system. "The children are home this weekend, do you know what time?" He needed to get off this subject and change his wife's focus.
She smiled apprehensively, "your mother is fetching them from school and they are staying there for the weekend for the horse riding competition, you should know that."
"Yes of course."
"James, what is wrong, have I done something to annoy you?"
"I just feel a bit screwed up, nothing you did or said."
"Anything I can do to help?"
"No, give me a bit of space and I'll work it out, sorry if I'm not myself."
"Is it about the explosion yesterday?"
He hesitated, "why do you say that?"
"Phil and Anne were both killed in the blast and you knew them from the pub."
"You also knew them."
"Yes, but I only met them a handful of times, you saw them at least twice a month for the last few years."
He wasn't ready to go there, perhaps he'd never be ready, perhaps it was only a dream or an hallucination, a twisting of his mind into something that was impossible, and yet he had read it as clear as the glass in his hand. "Yes, that is playing on my mind." He wasn't outright lying to his wife, at best it was but a half-truth, but better that than an absolute lie.
"Nothing you could have done to prevent it. The gas leak was something no one could have foreseen. I know it's not what you want to hear, but at least there was no suffering, both were killed instantly." She lowered and softened her voice, "I'll leave you to sort yourself out, I'll be upstairs taking a bath," she smiled, offering him a veiled invite to join her. Feeling aroused, she needed to give her body what it craved, if not with James, by her own ministration. She could see he was worried and what worried him impacted upon her. She loved this man totally and utterly and there were no boundaries in her mind with her love towards him.
He loved his wife with the same intensity. He had married her ten years ago and loved her a little more every day since, and yet, how could he confide in her what he knew. Something had happened and there was no explanation, and yes, he could have prevented the deaths if he had acted on the information in his possession, but it was all so unreal. Two people had died around thirty days after he had the warning and he ignored it, more than ignored it, he laughed at it, but now it had happened and he tried to convince himself that it was little more than a coincidence, but he was only fooling himself.
He read the article again, almost the exact same words, exact same picture but he had read this very same paper a month ago sitting in this very chair, but was no longer sure, thinking it but a bad dream and ignored it. He remembered dozing off and when he woke his memory of the event stayed vivid. He recalled the words, even the time of the accident was the same: 6.20pm Thursday 16
th
, today being the 17
th,
and yet, how could he have known? He had never been psychic, didn't believe in any of that nonsense, or held any sway with dreams bad or otherwise. If he had acted on what he read, he could have saved both lives and could have removed them from the building before the gas explosion happened. He heard his wife shouting from the bathroom telling him she needed her back washed. He smiled to himself, he knew exactly what she wanted but wasn't in the mood.
He had always been the practical one and tried to place this happening behind him. A fluke, nothing but a coincidence. He needed to get past this, convincing himself it wasn't real, denying his own reality and headed towards the stairs and his wife. She was sitting in the large bath and handed him a loofa. Her nipples, just above the water line, hardened, and staring at him, she fingered her breasts.
"Look, they are happy to see you," she smirked. "I think they need attention."
He smiled. "They seem to be responding without any input from me."
She was now in full seduction mode. "Wrong, I look at you and they stand to attention waiting your orders."
"Carry on with the nipple massage while I get undressed."