For the next several days, Annie was unusually quite. We did not have any sex, which lately was very unusual and I was a little worried that things may go back to the way they were not that long ago. One evening, Annie came home from the office a little late, looked at me with sad eyes and said, "Rob I need to talk with you.".... Then she sat down next to me on the den sofa where I had been reading....
"I'm scared," she said as she took a deep breath and turned toward me taking my hand in hers. "I'm scared of what happened last Friday, I believe you when you say it is Ok if I'm with another man and I thought that I was going to be OK but I'm still scared." Tears were welling up in her eyes and she took a tissue from her pocket and dried her eyes.
"Honey, it's OK what happened, I love you and you love me... It's going to be alright."
"But two men felt my tits and sucked my nipples and saw my pussy, Eric even put his fingers inside my pussy Rob."... Annie said softly.
"I know." I said as I held her hand and looked into her eyes. "It's OK."....
"But Rob, I liked it... I liked it too much."... Her tears began to well up in her eyes again and run down her cheeks... She dabbed her eyes and looked at me and said, "That's what I'm so afraid of, if I start doing that I don't know if I could stop."...
"Annie, honey, it's Ok, I was there and it's OK."... I squeezed her hand again...Then I pulled her over to me, put my arm around her and hugged her.
"Annie it's Ok, it's just sex, fun, pleasure, not love... I know that you love me and you know I love you."...
Annie sobbed and said, "Rob, I like men to look at me, I'm sorry, but I like other men to look at me and see my panties and even see my pussy.... And I have those thoughts about what I want them to do to me...but, and I get excited thinking about it, I want to fuck them, I want to feel another cock in my pussy fucking me...and that's what makes me afraid... I'm afraid of what that might do to us... I don't want to hurt you, I love you sooo much and I never want to hurt you."... Tears were running down her cheeks again...
I held her tight and then hugged her again as she sobbed, "Annie, it's OK, I love you too and always will no matter what happens... you are my wife and that will never change."... Then I pushed her back a little so I could look into her tear filled eyes...
"Annie, you are a beautiful, healthy, sexy woman... It's normal to have fantasies. You are normal.... And it's OK what happened... It's Ok to have the feelings you have and It's Ok to get excited when you think about 'bad' things you'd like men to do to you."..
Annie's dark eyes were searching mine as I went on to say, "I have fantasies too, everybody has them.... That's why I got so excited when Tom and Eric were touching you... I liked seeing you with them.... Annie, it made me excited knowing that those guys wanted to fuck my beautiful, sexy wife....It made me excited seeing you act like a slut... I love for you to act like a slut and I want to watch other men fuck you and I want to see your face when some guy cums inside you and you have a huge orgasm."...
Annie searched my eyes for a long time then she leaned forward, smiled and kissed me lightly on my lips... "Did it get you excited when I showed my pussy to the cabbie?" she asked..
"Oh God yes Annie, my cock got so hard seeing him watching you finger fuck your pussy."...
"Rob, I loved doing it with him watching me.... If he would have stopped the cab and got in the back, I would have fucked him, I wanted to fuck him so bad.".... She said as she looked deep into my eyes...
I pulled her close to me again and said, "I would have liked that.".... Then we kissed.