The days after the public exhibition I made for Chris were very confusing to me. Not only was I upset about the way this whole thing was going, with him seemingly able to exert absolute control over me, but even more than that was the way I was responding to it. If I had gotten any special sensation about being fondled in semi-public with him the first time in the study room, it quadrupled with my actions in the café. I was totally disgusted with myself, but every time I relived the scene I became very wet. My fingers always managed to find themselves on my nipples and clit, even at work. There was a small secluded bathroom on the floor on which I worked and several times I went in there and worked myself to a silent frenzy. One time I even completely disrobed, leaving only my shoes, finding the exposure strangely exciting. Then, on those occasions that I thought that somebody was looking up my dress or down my blouse, I no longer made any attempt to rearrange my clothes, teasing them instead and tingling from their open appreciation.
Through all of this, David was never far from my mind. A couple of times, after receiving one of his warm, sweet letters, I almost gave it up and thought about calling home to get assistance to move back in order to get me out of all this. Then reality would set in and I would promise myself that it was over with Chris and I needed to stay the course. I had gotten myself into this and I would get myself out. I may have been from the country but I couldnât afford to be a bumpkin.
At least twice a week I was in contact with Chris. Thankfully, it went back to being strictly professional. I was waiting with dread when the shoe would fall and I would have to confront him, but it didnât happen. But, making things better, I received a letter from David setting up a time and date for a long phone call. We had been able to talk a couple of times for very short periods, always throwing me into a heady spin that lasted for days. This time, however, it was part of a morale program and he could get thirty minutes for free. It would be about ten oâclock at night my time, making it a strange hour for him, but we would take what we could get. He became very secretive about it, whispering on the phone that he hoped I would dress for the occasion as he had special plans for me. It was so unlike him that I became really excited.
As the night approached, I gladly gave way to his wishes, taking a long bubble bath and dressing in only a sheer robe with nothing underneath. I could not imagine what he intended, but I knew it had to be sexy and I was more than willing. A nice phone scene with him would improve my mood. As the time approached and I was thinking about all this, my hand slid up my robe and was slowly rubbing my clitoris, reaching the point where I was moaning to myself with my body sliding up and down the seat cushions. Suddenly, I was snapped out of it when there was a soft knock on the door. I jumped straight up, startled at the intrusion. It had to be a neighborhood kid fooling around.
When I stuck my head out the door I was floored to see Chris standing there! We stared at each other for a long time, me with a stunned look on my face. I guess I looked awkward just standing there. He finally whispered âHi. Can I come inâ? When I asked how he knew where I lived, he said that he had followed me home once before at night. I was hiding myself behind the door, trying to conceal the fact that I was in a transparent robe. I told him I was waiting for a call from David and it was inappropriate anyway. He apologized and said that it was just too lonely in his apartment and he thought he would take a chance that it was all right for him to come over and maybe I would be open to it.
I said no and was trying to ease him out the door but he had literally forced himself halfway in. I jumped suddenly as the phone rang. I looked around quickly at the ringing phone then back at Chris. After the third ring, a decision had to be made right then. I ran for the phone, grabbing it in a frenzy to make sure I didnât miss the connection. My reward was an instant âI love youâ from my husband.
As you can imagine, we went into an instant verbal volley, spilling all over each other with words of love and about how we missed each other. I had almost forgotten about Chris and assumed he had left because the front door was closed and I didnât see him. Suddenly, he appeared from out of the bedroom, looking around the place as if he were a family guest. I shook my head at him and showed him the door, opening it and silently asking him to leave. He smiled quietly and shook his head no, opting instead to sit down on the couch. After a number of failed attempts to remove him, I decided that all I could do in the situation was to take the phone into our bedroom and close the door. The phone was portable with a hands free base beside our bed.
But when I went into the room and tried to close the door, Chris was right there, forcing himself in with me. What was I to do? Let David know I had become so intimate with a man that he was in my apartment at night? Most of all, I was being held captive by his silence. I knew that one word from him would give it all away. As I sat on the edge of the bed I noticed that he had opened my bedroom window. We were on the first floor and the window opened into a very narrow space between the building and the fence. It wasnât an alley by any means, but we knew somebody could easily be back there and kept the window tightly locked and the shades down.
I was brought back to the conversation. âWhat are you wearingâ? Davidâs voice was very low, almost hoarse.
âThat transparent robe you gave me.â
âAnything elseâ?
âNo.â
âWhere are you right nowâ?
âSitting on our bed.â
âPut the phone on speaker so your hands are free.â I was startled. It was bad enough, but now Chris could hear all of our conversation.
âYou wonât be able to hear me as well. You know it causes a little echo.â
âI can live with it. I want your hands free.â
I did as he asked, placing the phone in the cradle right beside my pillow. âItâs done,â I said.
âLay back and slide your gown off your breast.â Chris sat there and looked at me as if to say, âWell, heâs asking.â I looked at the phone as if it were David, then Chris, and then slowly slid the gown apart exposing my swollen breast, nipples fully enlarged and stiff. Chris nodded with approval, his face showing that he was totally involved.
âOkay, Iâve done it.â It was almost a whisper.
âRub your right nipple for me. Make it stiff.â
I caught it between my right thumb and finger and rolled it gently. âIâm doing it now.â
âHow does it feel? Is it hardâ?
âYes.â Very quietly.
â I wish I were there to watch, if nothing else to just rub your feet as you do it.â
Chris moved over and took my right foot in his hands. I tried to pull away but couldnât, his grip too tight. Very slowly, he took my big toe in his mouth and with a look on his face pointed to the phone. I got the picture.
âI can feel you do it,â I said, reacting to his hands.
âCan youâ?
âYes.â Chris removed his mouth and started to rub my feet with both hands. My nerves were about to shatter. What should have been a loving moment with my new husband had become an awkward debacle, certainly headed toward disaster. I was staring right down my legs at trouble named Chris, his face and mine separated by a bodyâs length of tortured, sensuous, nerves.
âOpen your robe.â
âItâs open.â I slowly removed the tie that held it closed. Chris abandoned my feet long enough to very slowly spread the gown apart a little, leaving me totally exposed to him for the first time.
Chris looked at me and mouthed the words âjust beautiful, â spreading my legs slightly as he went back to my feet with anticipation on his face. I turned red with embarrassment. I was unbelievably open to his stare. It should be David, not him, with the open look at me.
âAre your legs spreadâ?
âSlightly.â We were both speaking so softly that I was afraid we wouldnât be able to hear each other. I knew my voice was shaking and I could easily hear it in his.
âAre you wetâ?
âVery.â
âTouch yourself for me.â
âWha-a-a-tâ? I couldnât believe this was my David asking this.
âIâm in a locked private phone both with my cock in my hand. Touch yourself.â
Stunned and excited by his request, I slid my hand down between my legs. I was met with the slush that had built up there over the evening. âOkay, Iâm there.â
âDo you remember our trip out here? What you did with the truckers.â I may have turned a little red with the memory. How much had he seen?
âI watched you tease them. It really turned you on. Donât you wish you had somebody to watch you now?â I looked down to see Chris trying to smother his laughter.