Sage lay next to Jeremy, pushing her naked body into his. The lazy afternoon sun shined through their master bedroom windows, crawling up the bed and stopping at their feet. Sage trailed her finger over Jeremy's throbbing cock as he kissed her forehead.
"I can't believe you've held out this long," She said, gently stroking the backside of Jeremy's member.
"I can't believe it either," Jeremy admitted, looking deeply into Sage's eyes. Sage didn't have to ask how much Jeremy loved her, because that single smitten look said it all. It also made teasing Jeremy all the more enjoyable.
"It's strange that the last two men to fuck me were complete strangers," Sage pushed her breasts against him, his cock throbbing in response.
"And I just sat there and let it happen too," Jeremy replied.
"You were a good little husband, as always." Sage relished in the discomforted look on Jeremy's face. "You might not even get to have me today at this rate."
"Then maybe you should let me... uh... let me fuck you already," Jeremy's words were forced. Admittedly, he was never fully confident in taking control, Sage couldn't help but laugh softly.
"Maybe I should give you what you want. But honestly, I'm wondering if it'd be more fun to have you take a vow of celibacy. What do you think? You could watch me get fucked as much as you like, but you'll never get to have me like they will."
Jeremy's body tensed as Sage's fingers explored the base of his shaft, "Don't make jokes like that."
"Who said it was a joke?" Sage asked with a devilish smile.
"Is this your way of telling me you don't love me anymore?" Jeremy played the question like a joke, but Sage caught the insecurity beneath his words.
"Jeremy, you will always have my heart, you know that, right?"
"Of course I do," Jeremy replied softly.
"Nothing will ever change that. Nothing. But..."
Jeremy raised an eyebrow, "But?"
"But... I want to own you. I want you to know that my body is something only those I choose get to have..." She leaned in close to his ear. "And I want to see you desperate to get your chance with me."
"Jesus, you're really turning things up these days," Jeremy recoiled slightly as Sage caught his gaze. She noted his wide eyes of surprise, the subtle trembling of his lips.
"Was that too much?" She asked.
"You terrify me, you know that right?"
"Then why do you let me keep doing it?"
"I don't... I don't know." Jeremy looked down at Sage's hand. "I'm scared shitless every time we do this, I'm scared of what it will eventually turn into, what we will eventually become..."
"What it will become?" Sage pressed.
"How long will this keep you interested? How long before you've finally fucked enough guys to realize you don't need me to do this anymore?"
"Jeremy I would never--"
"I know, I know, you would never leave me. But we don't really know that..." Jeremy went silent for a moment. "We don't really know where any of this will go. People change, and you have changed so much in these last few months." Jeremy's words were level, perhaps that is what made Sage the most uncomfortable.
"We don't have to keep doing this if it scares you that much."
"We both know that's not true," Jeremy said softly. "Like it or not, we are both addicted to this lifestyle now. At least, I am. I can't imagine going back to how things were before, and that's what terrifies me. Even admitting that to you terrifies me. I can never stop, as much as I find myself hating it some days, I can't stop."
"You hate it?" Sage placed a hand on Jeremy's chest.
"How else can I describe it? How else can I express what I'm feeling inside my chest when I see you getting fucked by other men? I feel...small, powerless. It terrifies me, and yet..." Jeremy looked at Sage and smiled. "I feel so close to you in those moments, and even more so after."
Sage didn't know what to say. In fact, she felt it best to say nothing at all. She let Jeremy have his moment, she remained present with him and allowed Jeremy to finish his thought.
"I'm honestly really happy I found you, you know that? What we have... it's so rare. I didn't realize how much I wanted it." Jeremy continued.
"Even though you hate it?" Sage asked.
"Is it strange that I want it because I hate it?" Jeremy replied.
"Very much so, yes," Sage said with a laugh. "Be honest with me, does this all still make you happy?"
Jeremy paused longer than Sage would have liked before nodding.
"It still does, yes. And I still feel lucky to have someone like you as my wife."
"I can't believe how sweet you're being to me today," Sage said as she fixed her hair.
"How can I not?" Jeremy replied.
"Even with how long I've been torturing you?" Sage said playfully. Jeremy chuckled and pulled her close. She let out a gleeful shriek in response.
"It's not really torture if I like it," Jeremy replied. He was safe, he was warm. Sage smiled knowing Jeremy was hers, fully obedient, fully devoted. She wouldn't trade him for anything.
"I guess it's not torture even if you hate it too, apparently. How long have I been edging you now? Three hours?" Sage gripped the base of Jeremy's cock, she felt him swell between her fingers as he groaned.
"Fuck, well... if you're counting the last few days too, it's actually been more like half a week," Jeremy said. Sage released his cock and straddled Jeremy.
"Wait, are you telling me you didn't cum during our little bathroom adventure?" Sage pushed her hips forward, her pussy gently making contact with Jeremy's cock. He gulped before shaking his head.
"We got interrupted before I could."
"Why didn't you just cum afterward?" Sage asked. Jeremy shrugged as he wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close, kissing her deeply for a moment as he began to thrust upward eagerly.
Sage felt the tip of his cock make contact with her pussy. She allowed it for a moment, grinding against him as Jeremy thrust a few more times, his dick eventually finding her entrance. He pushed in slightly, Sage felt the head of his cock enter her. But before he could push himself in further, Sage promptly raised her hips, and let his pulsing dick land on his stomach.
"Babe, you're killing me!" Jeremy said playfully. Sage laughed and slowly lowered herself onto his shaft.
"Be a good boy and answer my question first. Why didn't you masturbate? Was the scene not hot enough for you?"
"Well, I wanted to fuck you myself. I wanted to cum deep inside you, but then you started this teasing business and... well... I didn't stop it," Jeremy said. Sage looked at her husband for a moment and admired the desperation behind his eyes. He was completely at her mercy, she knew he would do whatever he could to have a taste of her again.
"Well, if I had known you hadn't had a release for that long... I would have made sure to make this especially difficult for you." Sage leaned into Jeremy's neck and pressed her lips against his skin, she felt Jeremy shiver beneath her.
"Holy fuck Sage," Jeremy said.
"You better be careful, it'd be a shame if you came before I let you fuck me," Sage bit Jeremy's neck gently before stroking his dick gently. He squirmed underneath her as his breath shortened.
"P-please... Sage I don't know if I can hold it in," Jeremy tried to shift away from Sage's grasp, but she sat firmly on his hips, stroking his cock with both hands as she relished his struggle.
"But if you don't hold it in... you'll never get to feel what it's like to fuck my pussy. In fact, I can't remember when we last fucked, do you?" Sage's pace quickened, she smiled as Jeremy's body tensed.
"I don't... maybe a week ago?" Jeremy said.
"A week?! Jesus. Just think, the last men who fucked me were complete strangers. Complete and utter strangers got to have me instead of you Jeremy. I let them use my mouth, my ass, and my pussy. They got to have me as much as they wanted. If we hadn't been interrupted, I would have let them fuck me for hours. But now, I won't let you have me for a few minutes. How does that feel?" Sage tightened her grip around his shaft, and Jeremy's eyes shut tightly as he began to thrust against Sage's hands.
"Please let me fuck you," Jeremy said weakly.
"You can't cum sweetheart, that's the only way you're going to get my pussy," Sage slowed her pace and loosened her grip, moving her fingers to the tip of Jeremy's cock and stroking it gently. She felt his entire body clench.
"Oh fuck!" Jeremy thrust upward, and Sage promptly removed her hand from his dick.
"Do you want to cum without me even touching you?" She asked playfully. Jeremy took a deep breath as his dick pulsed.
"I don't know if I can... If I can hold it in!"
"Come on baby, just cum for me, there'll always be a next time," Sage leaned back into Jeremy's neck and kissed it gently.
"Not fair!" Jeremy said. Sage glanced down at his dick and saw a shot of cum erupt between them.
"Oh no, looks like you didn't make it," Sage said with a giggle.
