In my country a girl of position must remain a virgin until she is married. This is not something that is just assumed it must be verified. The day of the wedding a physician is brought to the home and the bride is examined. If her hymen is not intact the wedding is called off and the family shamed forever.
I come from a very wealthy family. We have many servants and I have a personal assistant. My assistant helps me with everything from bathing and dressing to escorting me to public places. She sleeps in my room and has been with me since we were both young girls.
My assistant's name is Viesha. She is very beautiful with dark black hair and gorgeous blue eyes. She draws attention everywhere we go. Her body is perfect with large firm breasts, a small waist and teasing hips. She is 2 years older than me but we could pass for twins other than she has dark hair and I have blonde.
Viesha is not from a wealthy family in fact she is an orphan and has only me for family. As I am an only child we have always been close like sisters and I love her with an unconditional love. Viesha feels the same about me and would do anything for me.
I have just found out that there are plans to betroth me to a man whom is the son of a business partner of my fathers. This is common and even though I have never met this man I am glad he is not overly old. We will be wed on my 21st birthday. Having just turned 18 this will give me 3 years to adjust to the idea. I only hope he is handsome and kind.
Viesha is so lucky. She does not have to marry a man she does not know or love and she does not have to stay a virgin. Actually she has not been a virgin for years. When she tells me about her sexual adventures with boys and men my nipples ache and I feel a warm tingling in my private area.
She tells me stories of men putting their manhood inside of her mouth and shooting their seed into her mouth. She says they like her to swallow it. I cannot imagine doing that.
She says men have different sized penises and you never know what you might get. Some big men have little penises and some small men have very large penises. Some men with small penises know how to use it so well that it can actually feel better than a man with a large penis that doesn't know how to use it. I laugh at her stories but my vagina always gets wet and my heart races at the thought of being able to do these things with a man.
"What if your husband does not know how to satisfy you?" Viesha asks me when she finds out that I am now betrothed.
"I will not know the difference." I shrug off her silly question.
"But to never be able to have an orgasm would be a terrible thing." She continued.
"Viesha, you know this is my destiny, I will have to learn to be happy." I move away from her silly talk but she follows.
"I know how you can have an orgasm without you losing your virginity."
I look at her like she is crazy. "And how is that? Does it not take a penis to pleasure a woman? And do men not want to place their penises inside of a vagina? And does not a penis inside a vagina deflower a virgin?" I shake my head and pull my arm free.
"I can show you what I do when I cannot have a man but my body needs release." She smiles at me shyly.
"Truly; there is a way to do this?" I look at her suspiciously.
Viesha nods her head vigorously and takes my hand. She leads me to my bedroom and closes the curtains and locks the door. "Let me help you out of your clothing and lay on the bed." She instructs me.