That weekend was the start of a new relationship between us, I now felt more confident in being able to do to her what she wanted, although I was supposed to be 'forcing' her to do it, still it gave me a thrill to play along with her pantomimes. She was constantly reminding me in her letters how good it felt, and how much her Soosie missed me, as well as telling me more about her 'dreams.' She was unable to book another weekend at that cabin for the summer, so I didn't see her till August when I went home for a week before my school year began.
Once the school year was over for me I got more hours of work at the restaurant that helped fill in my time. I still went dancing on Friday and Saturday nights after my shift ended and actually found them to be quite enjoyable. Emma and I wrote to each other as before with her letters getting more explicit, and I in turn told her what was going on in my little world.
When Emma's school year ended, she wrote to tell me she was going away for her annual three weeks holiday, this time to Amsterdam and promised to write as soon as she got there. After a few days I got a letter from her with the address of the hotel she was staying in. She told me about the clubs she went to, the shows she saw where sex was quite explicit, and about the red light district and how prostitution was a thriving business. She admitted to enjoying the 'atmosphere there' as she put it, and wished I was there with her to share it. It definitely sounded very erotic, and I wondered how much of it was her fantasies and if she participated in any of the activities she described.
As I hadn't heard from Derek for a couple of weeks after he graduated, I finally accepted the fact he had given up on me. At the dances I found I was watching the ladies more and more, taking note about what they wore, what seemed to suit them and made them more attractive I thought. Some women would occasionally dance together and I'd wonder if they also pleased one another later. I was paying more attention to how I dressed, I had let my hair grow longer and wore more attractive make-up and jewelery and by now had more than one pair of stiletto heeled shoes and one pair of boots. I knew how important my appearance was to attracting men.
I soon found a regular boyfriend and was dating more depending on my shifts at the restaurant, and of course the sex got to be a given after a date. Unfortunately he didn't have a car so I went back to leaving my knickers off when we went out, as it was more convenient for our 'knee tremblers' in doorways. I certainly missed the comfort of a car when it was raining. Once the weather got warmer in the summer we would go for a walk to a park where on a nice evening we could lie down amongst some shrubs and neck.
I liked that as we could do it in different positions and I could give him blow jobs, I liked doing that as it gave me a thrill to tease him with my tongue as I fondled his balls, then when I felt ready could get on top and ride him. He liked that too, was very patient and when I was sure it was safe I'd do it 'bareback' and loved to feel his cum squirt against my cervix. That was was about the only way I could truly enjoy a shag as other times he would cum too soon to really please me.
He liked doing it dogie style and I didn't mind, and when he was humping me I'd close my eyes and imagine it was Emma and her 'Robbie' doing me, how I wished a mans cock could be like her 'Robbie' and stay hard after he would cum, or that he could hold it till I was ready to cum along with him. One evening when we had gone out early and did it that way we went for a drink after, we were sitting in this pub and I looked down and saw I had 'green knees,' my stockings had grass stains on the knees and after that became a joke between us, so I told him from now on he had to put his coat down for me to kneel on.
Still I missed my Emma and her 'Soosie' and thought of her more and more as the summer wore on, around the end of August I took a week off work to go home before the School year started. I went home first to see mother and my aunt, and the next day Emma just 'happened' to drop in for a visit for some reason. We all had Tea and chatted about how the summer had gone, looking at Emma I thought she looked like she had put on a few pounds since I last saw her back in the spring, still I felt the stirrings of lust in my loins.
We were to go to another town to visit relatives the following day, and Emma offered to drive us there in her car and of course mother was glad to take her up on it. For me and I'm sure for her too it was agonizing to be so close and wanting one another, but had to be socially polite to one another. That day passed very slowly so it wasn't till I'd been home about three days that I was able to visit Emma at her house.
I got there early, around ten in the morning and of course she was expecting me, she was fully dressed and when we hugged and kissed I felt through her clothes she was dressed for me, no girdle and wearing a half bra. We kissed like we were starving, tongues probing each other then hurried to her sofa. The room was darkened as she had the drapes pulled, in in the early morning light gave an erie touch to it. She laid back as my hand found her crotch through a pair of silk knickers, she was wet, was she ever as I fondled her juicy pussy through them the way she liked, then after her cum pulled them off her to expose her cunt to my searching fingers.
