Everyone in this story is over 18 years of age.
She knew it was risky.
She knew there was a chance she might get caught.
It wasn't going to stop her.
She justified it by thinking that she wasn't hurting anyone and she would be careful.
But she couldn't stop thinking about it, she got excited and very wet each time she thought about ways she might actually be able to try it.
What was so weird, she had never even thought about trying it until that night recently when she accidentally discovered it on that porn site.
It had been late, her parents were asleep, and she had been studying for hours. She happened to google on her laptop about "sexy things a person could do alone."
She had scrolled through numerous topics before finding, "Driving naked."
She watched a couple of videos and immediately thought it was really hot.
She had been brought up and continued to live in a very strict household, her parents would freak out, if they knew what she was looking at, "probably send me to a convent," she laughed.
She got up and locked her door, taking a moment to strip off her jeans, plain white cotton panties, her socks, her t-shirt and plain bra. Then she stood looking at herself naked in front of her mirror thinking about her experience with sex or her lack of and the desires that she had.
At almost 20 years old, she wasn't a virgin, which would have killed her parents, had they known. Years ago, her mother had put her on "the pill" to control her period and she had been told not to tell her father, one of the few times her mother had done something that her father didn't know about.
It wasn't that her mother was liberal minded, not one bit, her mother had threatened her several times about the fact the pill was only to regulate her periods, it wasn't a license to indulge in sex. Her parents were prudes, they tried to control every waking moment of her life, and she was starting to rebel against them, especially at night.
Although, legally she was an adult, that did not hold much weight in their house, so she learned about sex via the internet, and she learned a lot.
Her parents were in bed most nights before 10 pm, leaving her time to learn about various erotica sites, porn channels, and as a result she was likely more sexually aware and active than most young women her age, except she was usually alone.
Surprisingly though, they had let her date after she turned eighteen, although boys from their church. Of course, hormones being hormones one night after the movies her boyfriend and her fumbled in the backseat of his car, one thing led to another and they had sex.
She wouldn't have called it making love because it had not been for love and in fact, she would barely call it sex, although he did cum inside her. It wasn't exactly memorable and he didn't seem to have been particularly interested in her getting anything from it.
It was disappointing and given her limited choices, not something she wanted to try again anytime soon. They broke up shortly afterwards.
She had a much better time with her girlfriend Mary.
Mary came from a very similar background to her, although several months older than her, Mary was even more inexperienced, her parents would not even allow the internet into their home and as a result she became Mary's resource for all things sexual.
Plus, Mary had been her friend since kindergarten, they did everything together, they went on vacations with each others family, they had sleep overs, and shared everything.
One night, shortly after her tryst with her boyfriend, Mary and her had gotten a little silly and they were wrestling and one thing led to another and somehow, they had kissed each other.
As kisses go, the first one was more like a brother/sister kiss or a sister/sister kiss and not much better than when she was with her ex-boyfriend. Still, they were smart girls and it didn't take them long to make the kisses longer, to get tongues involved, and start breathing very heavily.
That first session was limited to kissing; however, the following weekend, Mary's parents were away and they let her stay over, in their most horrible of nightmares about their daughters, neither Mary's parents or her parents could possibly imagine their daughters exploring girl on girl sex.
Which is exactly was they did after supper that night. She didn't consider herself to be a lesbian, she and Mary were just friends, although she had to admit, her nightly masturbating sessions usually involved Mary or her Aunt Jenny as the subject of her teenage fantasies.
Sharing the story of her first attempt at normal sex as they laid in Mary's bed, Mary had listened fascinated and was disappointed for her that it hadn't been very satisfying.
In one of those quiet moments that can change your life, Mary had asked her, "What would have made it better?"
She explained they had started off okay, they kissed and hugged at the beginning, she had tried to get him to French kiss her, she laughed that their first kissing session was better than what she experienced with him. She said it was pretty obvious that he wasn't as experienced as he had led her to believe.
She said she loved the idea of kissing open mouthed, of lips moving together, tongues penetrating each others lips and mouths, and she had thought about it a lot, even reading the WikiHow page over and over, and practicing it in her mind. Mary smiled and said their other sleepover last weekend, was pretty awesome and said she liked French kissing too.
As she explained more, Mary started to squirm a little as she got excited. Mary had never really kissed anyone other than her, previously Mary's experience had been limited to quick pecks on the cheeks.
She explained that it would have been so much better if he had held her head while they kissed, had used his hands and fingers to caress her body. She would have liked it, if he had attempted as they kissed, to undo her blouse and play with her boobs, she had nice 34B's and they were very sensitive.
