Tonight was the night.
I didn't care if I was sinning myself, or my damn husband. Tonight was for me and her only. We would meet as soon as the sun set, and then we'd begin the rides.
Friday: 7:00 p.m.
I hate lying. Especially to my family. To my husband. He was a quiet, peaceful guy who only said the truth - and that was why I had a problem.
I had been married to Keith for 7 years, ever since I was 20 years old, and I did love him a lot.
But from the beginning, he wasn't afraid to speak his mind. If I looked terrible, he'd go out of his way to make sure he told me so. On our wedding day, he saw me for the first time in my gown and told me my necklace didn't fit well with the dress and said it made me look horrible. I felt ugly the entire ceremony.
When I feel pretty, he'll find something negative and put me down. He doesn't mean to - it's simply his nature.
But I can't stand it anymore. I'm a beautiful blonde woman who deserves to be on the cover of Vogue. Long legs, flat tummy, small waist, tight ass, size C boobs, heart-shaped lips, green eyes and a clear face describes me well enough. I'm sure women would kill for my looks.
So the least my husband of 7 years can do is compliment my shiny eyes instead of reminding me my shoes need shining.
That's why I lied to Keith about having some fun with my friends tonight. Well, almost. After all, I was going to have some fun, but with a person slightly closer to me than a friend.