I jumped out of bed and drew back the curtains not caring who would see me in my short little nightie. I took in the sunlit vista before me and aspired in ecstasy. I was in love with everything and my head was dizzy with euphoria. I had come out! I was a lesbian and was deliriously happy.
Charlotte loved me and I couldn't believe it. The Anointed prom queen of my colleagues whom I had fawned, followed and worshipped for years was mine. Little me, Jo the mousey tit-less wonder! I had only one sexual fantasy and Charlotte was it. I was so faithful and had masturbated in sexual congress with her and her alone.
Charlotte really was the girl of my dreams and she lived up to them in every way. There was only one problem. I had confessed to myself I was a lesbian and then openly admitted that to Charlotte. It was the rest of the world I had trouble with. I had trouble with public shows of affection and often pushed her away as I blushed profusely.
Charlotte would kiss me hard in the middle of a pub to the cheers of many male onlookers and it made me blush. I could take her kissing me in public with a little peck, it was when she couldn't keep her hands off my erogenous zones I had a problem. She would devour me in the bedroom and I was in heaven. I was just wasn't turned on in public, scared of what people may think and that was when I put my foot down.
We were in line for the theatre once when she had her hand on my ass. I could manage that, but when she slipped her hand up my short skirt and slipped her fingers into my pussy I reacted quickly to remove her probing fingers.
"Don't," I protested with a whisper blushing immediately. Charlotte laughed and removed her hand but as soon as the queue started moving her hand was pushing me along, up my skirt with her fingers between my legs. I would protest again, but I couldn't get mad at her, she was the girl of my dreams, she was all I ever wanted. She was persistent and her hand was up my skirt again, pushing me along by my pussy with me blushing like fury.
"Jo, you're so sweet, just wait until we're in the dark of the theatre," she sexily teased.
It appeared that Charlotte liked the thought of being watched, which was not surprising as she lived for the theatre. Her saucy threat was not an idle one as she soon had me pinned in the seat, kissing me hard. My skirt up and her hand deep in my panties working my pussy, much to the amusement of a couple nearby. I struggled to keep my noise down as she was an expert at bringing me off no matter where we were. Luckily Charlotte was understanding of my shyness and found it quite endearing, or so I thought.
Charlotte was away with her theatre group doing a play in rep and had been away for three weeks. They had only just opened up north and I was to see her play when it was local. She wanted me to have a front-row seat for some reason and told me I had a surprise in store.
I still had two weeks to wait and was missing her like crazy. I slipped into bed dreaming of her doing my best not to masturbate. I had some mad reason not to. I felt that by playing with myself I was somewhat cheating on Charlotte. She was the only one who was allowed to play with me now and even though it gave me an excessive amount of wet panties I remained loyal.
Work could be a bit hard at times as I would sit and dream of our lovemaking during any spare moment. One afternoon there was hardly anything to do but dream of her. I sat on my computer chair and let my skirt flow over the sides so my panties were in contact with the cotton fibres of the seat.
I rocked a little and sighed as it reminded me of my first time with Charlotte where we both rocked on a separate arm of her sofa until we both cum. We reached out to hold each other's hand as we cried out in our orgasmic bliss.
I had been prudish back then but thanks to Charlotte she brought me out into the light. Out of my repressive dark little world into the shimmering light of sexual ecstasy. I promised myself that as soon as she got home I would never be so prudish. If she wanted to finger me in the theatre queue so be it!
In my time alone I became incredible wet and wanton, my face was always blushing as my pussy tingled. One hot dreamy afternoon at work I had brought myself too close to cumming for comfort. I decided to go to the toilet and finish myself off as I was sure that all the office could see me in my state of bliss. I swivelled on my computer chair to go and it caught me! It caught me dead centre, it twisted my wet panties and Ignited my pussy and I gasped out.
I groaned as my head hit the desktop and I kept stock still as I was precariously close to the edge.
"Are you all right Jo?" Asked a concerned work college.
I kept my head down knowing one small brush of my panties could have me orgasm in front of her.
"It's okay, it's just a bit of indigestion," I uneasily grunted into the desk.
"Can I get you anything?" She asked.
"No, it's okay, it'll pass," I grunted as I squeezed my base muscles to stop myself going into an unwanted Nirvana.
I waited for a few minutes until I was sure I was back from the edge of the abyss. I slowly got up and gingerly walked to the toilets. I had never known my panties to be so wet. So wet they were uncomfortable to wear.
I got to the toilet and decided to take them right off and put them in my hand-bag. In the cubicle, I stood examining my wet panties. I was amazed at how all this holding back had built and flowed over into my panties. "God if this could happen with me just thinking about Charlotte imagine what will happen when she gets to have her evil way with me?" I thought.
I stepped outside and immediately felt the effects of being sans panties. The chill was freezing against my wetness, as my ardour had still not abated. I got into my car and drove home at speed. I was very aware of being pantiless as my pussy shifted slightly on the seat every time I changed gear. It made me feel as if I were driving home bottomless and made me feel very vulnerable.
The traffic lights changed to red and skidded dangerously to a halt. I reprimanded myself for being so hazardous and took a deep breath.
"Oi, Oi, darling!" I heard from above. I looked up to see a leering man in a lorry alongside me at the junction. He was in the passenger seat smiling down on me and signalling a thumbs up!
I looked down and to my horror saw my exposed pussy as my skirt had somehow ridden up as I stopped. I pulled it down and blushed like crazy.
"Having a crafty wank," he sneered! As I just looked down in shame praying for the lights to change. He made sure I knew he was still looking, "Nice trimmed bush!" he teased.
The lights took an eternity to change and as the lorry started to move away it hooted its horn loudly. I pulled my skirt hard down towards my knees as if I could scrub away the history of my genital display. The deep throttle of the engine pulling away singled an end and I made sure I went a different way home so I didn't follow the lorry.
I went to bed missing Charlotte both psychically and mentally. I gave in to the cries of my wanton pussy and started to masturbate as I didn't want a repeat of being caught so wet at work again.
I tried to keep some control and one evening I went for a long run to tire myself out and help keep my fingers off myself. I soon fell into a deep sleep.
Charlotte moved out of the dark mist. Her dark hair was up and her big sexy glasses were poised on the end of her nose as her big eyes peered over the top of the frames.
"What have you been up to?" She asked as I gazed at her tight white blouse stretched across her breasts.
"Nothing," I pleaded standing before her in my short see-through nightie.
"Are you sure?" She quizzed placing her hands on her hips. She was wearing a pencil skirt that really enhanced her hourglass figure.
"Yes I'm sure," I refuted as my hand went up to my little nightie and gently started to rub at my pussy.
"You haven't been masturbating while I've been away have you?"
"No not at all," I lied as my body started to stir to my touch. I was sure Charlotte was teasing me. Pouting with her big red lips and running her hands over her hips.