Dear reader, this is an interracial story, with a little mature, and a little lesbian at the end.
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Hi, my name is Sydney Hawkins, I'll get right to me, I'm 5ft 9" tall, blond and beautiful. I am educated to university degree level, and I have had my life planned almost to the nth degree. As a child I was of the mind that I would be somebody, maybe not famous, but respected, and I think I am too.
As I grew up I stayed away from trouble, as soon as it reared its ugly head I was off. The bad boys at school who got others into bother were all given a wide berth. The boys who were on the team sports, the captains, the idols, the ones the girls chased, they all went that way with me, nowhere.
I had steady boyfriends, I even had steady girlfriends, and yes I tried it with them, and to be honest I found sex with another girl quite thrilling. But I'm not lesbian, it was just experimentation. All my boyfriends were of solid stock as it were. I went to university where it all went down again. I stayed away from the bad boys, the team captains the groovy ones who got the girls and then dumped them, none of them got me, I was off limits!
Freda and I, she was my best friend back in the day, used to fantasise about men, not boys, men! My fantasy was being taken by a big powerful black man, he would run off with me, and keep me prisoner while he had his way with me. Pure fantasy of course, hers was to be screwed mad by a Chinese man who was conversant in martial arts of some sort, he would throw her all over the place, lol. Now it was all long forgotten.
That's not to say I led the life of a nun, I didn't. But I had set my stall out to marry someone who was going somewhere other than the drain. And I met him in my last year there, he was from my home town but I had never met him. He was doing, among other degrees, a business course and after I got to know him, he told me of his dreams, his aspirations, and he had a steely determination that he would get there one day.
John is a decent looking guy, good natured, hard working, you name it, he's it. He was my kind of guy too, so we courted, got engaged and wed. And I do, and did love him, it wasn't a marriage of convenience to me, I meant it, and I still do. Being beautiful had distinct advantages, as well as distinct disadvantages. It opened doors for me, I met some great people, and now some of them are people of power too.
My husband was given a word here, a word there, and though he would have succeeded in life, it happened a bit quicker possibly. I also had to spend a lot of my time fending off neer do wells too, because I look like I do, I was, and am a target for sexual favours. I have got used to it now, but I had some near misses too.
One was even my own dad, I was young, but even then I was the beauty. I loved him immensely, and still do. I think what happened was because I was finding out what it was like being a woman, even if I was still a girl. I was really close to him. One night, my mom was out and I was sat in his lap. I was snuggled right in and a feeling I had never had before crept over me. Later I knew it for what it was, sexual arousal.
I was breathing into his neck, he had his hand on my thigh and his other around my back. He was stroking me, running his warm hand up and down, I was only wearing a short skirt so it was flesh on flesh. I kissed his neck, then kissed it again. I was as horny as a teenager can be. Then I felt his erection under my bum, I delicately wiggled down on it, it got bigger and I got hornier.
I sneaked my hand into his shirt, and wrapped my fingers into his chest hair. Now I know we were both aware that something was going on. He shifted slightly, and this gave me an opportunity to wiggle harder on him, and his erection was sticking right into me. I dug my nails into his chest, I know he knew what I was doing, and what I was silently asking of him.
I kissed his cheek, his hand slid right up my thigh under my skirt, and his thumb grazed me. This caused me to gasp, and bury my face hard into his neck, I wanted him to do whatever it was a man did with his woman. It was plainly obvious where this was going, my daddy was going to get my virginity, and I was now desperate for him to get it.
Then my mother banged through the door, we separated in haste, she had tripped and hurt her ankle so she came home early. I disappeared to my room, and that was the end of that, it never happened again, and I'm glad now it didn't. My dad and I often share a knowing look, but love for the other transcends anything else.
As I said I am beautiful, a tall languid intelligent blond, my face is captivating, my hair is silken, my eyes are light smoky grey. I have high cheekbones, a lovely nose, full smooth creamy lips, and a body I take good care of. I look great in a bikini, and I know how to walk to show myself to the world.
I am not a big head about it I hasten to add. I just am who I am, I know I am blessed, and I thank the Lord every day for what he has given me. I also try to live the kind of life He would want me to lead. I dress the way any beautiful woman would always want to dress, lots of feminine and fashionable clothing. I am an advocate of special underwear, all my things are soft, silky, satiny, lacy, clingy, skimpy and totally sexy.
My husband is well aware of me, he knows it is all for him, no one will ever get near me, I have to fend off would be suitors, but that's second nature to me now. I was twenty eight last week, we have two small children, I take them to school every day. My husband is the MD for a local and national company. He is one of the youngest ever in the country, and he is going places. Which is right where my intended path for my future is headed too.
This was a Monday, middle of June, I had just dropped the kids off and heading home, I noticed the tank is getting low so I pulled in to fill up. It was a lovely warm summer, and I was wearing a summer dress, thin but not revealing, just a normal dress. I filled the tank and went in to the shop to pay. There was no one there, I waited a couple of minutes and still no one came. I called out, still no one. So I decided to leave with the intention of calling back to pay later that day.
As things turned out I never made it to pay my bill, so the next day I intended to do it, and again things transpired against me and I never made it that day either. Now it was Thursday and I completely forgot about it. I felt guilty for not paying it, but I knew I would when I remembered to do so. I was sitting in my kitchen on the Friday morning, mulling things over as to what we as a family were going to do this coming weekend.
There was a rat a tat tat on my front door, I went to see who it was. Our house is a big old thing, but its beautiful we have restored it and its just the way I want it. It's in its own grounds and at least 200 yards from the next property. We have a big wall around us with security gates, but in the day we generally leave them open.
I opened the door to a big burly black man in jeans, loafers and a T shirt. And judging by the look on his face, he didn't look very happy.
"Mrs Hawkins, Mrs Sydney Hawkins?" he asked.
"Yes, I am she, can I help you?"
"We need to talk Mrs Hawkins, you have a problem." He was brusque to say the least, He was also giving me the glad eye too, I knew the look well.
"What is it Mr er?" I asked. And without saying a word he walked right into my house, past me and headed for the kitchen.
"You Mrs Hawkins have stolen a tank full of petrol and think you don't have to pay for it. I own the gas station and I'm here to collect." I stood and stared at him, then I made a big mistake.
"Who the hell are you to accuse me of such a thing, do you know who I am?" I almost screeched. When you think about it, why should he know who I think I am?
"I'm on my way to the police station," he said, slamming a black box down on my table. "I thought I would be nice, give you a chance, but you've just blown it Mrs Bighead!"
"What are you talking about?" I asked I was suddenly worried.
"This," he opened the shiny black box, it had a screen, it was a portable DVD player. He pressed a button and the gas station came into view, it showed my 4X4 driving in, it showed me filling up, and it showed me walking into the shop. Then it showed me at the counter, you could see me calling, then it showed me walking out. Outside it showed me getting into my vehicle and it showed me driving off.
But what I knew what it was really showing, it was me walking away without paying for that tank full of juice.
"Note the date Mrs Hawkins, it's last Monday, today is Friday, I have given you all week to pay, you have chosen not to. So now you will go to court and be prosecuted for stealing." He told me.
"And," he said looking around him. "I don't think your husband will be too pleased to have his wife convicted, your address, who you are, or think you are. Your husband will be drawn it to it too no doubt. Front page news in the local Daily Newspaper I guess too!" I stuttered and stammered, then he said. "I reckon the fine will be at last 2000, the police and courts don't like this kind of theft in the community, it might even mean probation."
I was ready to fall down, I couldn't have been more stunned than if I had been hit on the head with a bat! I sat there jst looking at him, I had to get out of this situation.
"I'm sorry, really I am," I blubbed, would tears work? "I meant to pay, I just forgot that's all." My tears slid down my cheeks, I hoped he would let me pay and just go.
"It took you all week and you thought you had got away with it, I have given you a week, and nothing."
"I know it was wrong, it's not a lot of money, what can I do. I'll pay you double?" I begged.
"So you admit you stole the gas then?" he said.
"Yes and I'm sorry." I told him. He pressed a button and our voices came back.