The smell of sizzling bacon tickled Amy's nostrils as she stepped through the door from the breezeway. Nothing better to walk into after a morning workout and a hot shower. Her mouth began to water as she rounded the corner, ready to greet her son with a pat on the shoulder and a peck on the cheek. Entering the kitchen, she was sorely disappointed.
Rose stood at the stove in a bright yellow tank top and denim shorts, scrambling an egg in the cast iron skillet. Cinched in a ponytail her curls swished back and forth across her shoulders as she bopped to whatever pulsed through her neon earbuds. The sun lit her legs through the patio door, smooth and gently tanned, supple in their youth.
On the table were two plates of food. Seasoned potatoes with melted cheese, spicy pico de gallo, and hot crispy bacon waiting to be topped with the contents of the pan on the flame. She had to admit the girl knew how to cook. Almost as well as she did. Particularly Mexican cuisine. Which was infuriating since her grandmother was from Veracruz and Rose was from fucking Nebraska.
"Morning Mom," Rose chirped over her shoulder, a sassy smile dashed across her face. Amy shook her head, waving a hand for emphasis.
"Nope," she replied, drifting toward the table. "I've got three weeks before you two get to make me feel old for the rest of my life and I'm going to savor every single day." She bristled at Rose's laugh, but held her pleasant countenance, masking everything she'd discovered the night before. "What's...what's all this?"
"Breakfast! I made lunch for Osmar before he left and had some ingredients left over. So I thought you might like something other than Pop Tarts and coffee after the gym."
"Aww," Amy smiled, "that's sweet, thank you." Inside she fumed. Every time she thought she'd justified her dislike of this bitch she went and did something to counter it. She pinched herself behind her back. That wasn't fair to Rose. She really was quite a catch. Kind. Considerate. The type of woman most mothers would want to marry their sons. Well, except for that
one
little matter of
The List
.
Rose split the eggs between the bowls and joined her at the table. Amy watched her settle in, comfortable and familiar, betraying no hint of anything Amy had discovered last evening. How could she be so effortlessly deceptive? Shouldn't there be some aversion of eyes, or stammering speech, or...something indicating a conflict of conscience?
"Haven't seen much of you lately," she offered between delicious nibbles of egg and potatoes.
"I know," Rose apologized, "I'm sorry. I'm filling in for another girl at work on top of my regular assignments. And the wedding's getting close."
"How's that going? You have everything under control?"
Rose laughed. "No. I think I have the important stuff nailed down though." She sighed. "I wish I had more time," she added. "There's so much left to do."
The words rang in Amy's ears. They spilled out, innocent, with no hint of irony. She stuffed her mouth with food to stifle her response. After several bites and a sip of juice, she waded cautiously back into the conversation.
"You know, I can help if you need me to."
Rose shook her head no. "You've done so much already." She leaned over and nudged Amy with her shoulder. "Thank you, but I can handle it. There are just some things I need to take care of myself, you know what I mean?"
Amy smiled wide to cover her scowl. "Of course. You do what you have to do, right?"
She fumed through the rest of her bacon and eggs, casting side-eye glances between the smattering of small talk. It didn't make sense. She was such a sweet girl. But the longer she thought about it, the more sense it made. Rose wasn't marrying her. She was marrying her son. And like it or not, according to Osmar, she wasn't lying to him.
The sound of a chair scraping the tile plucked her from her trance. Rose had finished her food and was halfway to the sink with her dishes. Amy glanced down at her half-full plate and wondered just how long she'd been daydreaming.
"Taking off already?" she queried, feebly attempting to cover for her sluggishness.
Rose nodded. "Lots of stuff on the list this morning. Gotta get started."
Amy frowned, then rolled her eyes at herself for over-thinking. "Well thank you for breakfast. Oh, and Osmar said to remind you the masons are coming this morning to fix the chimney."
"Oh, they're already here."
Confused, Amy leaned forward, searching for signs of life in the living room. "They're outside," Rose added. "They wanted to do all the outside work before it warms up."
"Oh," Amy replied, settling back into the chair. "Sounds like you have everything under control."
Rose laughed. "I do. Take your time. When you're finished, just go relax. It's gonna be hot today. Pour yourself a glass of wine and enjoy your air conditioning. I'll take care of them." As she swept past she ducked down and gave her mother-in-law-to-be a quick peck on the cheek before disappearing around the corner and down the hall.
Amy picked at the remainder of her potatoes. Despite her best efforts she really did like Rose. This other side of her just didn't make sense. It wasn't her. There had to be some misunderstanding - on her part or on Osmar's. The woman who made her breakfast couldn't be the same one who penciled the list. Could she?
After loading her plates in the dishwasher Amy wandered back out to the carriage house. The whine of the wet saw pierced her ears as she traversed the winding stone path through the back yard. She couldn't see the men working - the south corner of the house obscured them from view. She thought about wandering over. Just to say hi, of course. Nothing more scandalous than that. But glancing down she caught a glimpse of her flip-flops, gray sweats and half zip hoodie and decided that wasn't the way she wanted to introduce herself. Maybe later, when they were wrapping up.
****
Stretched out on her couch Amy scrolled through the newspaper on her tablet, pausing at the business pages to review the performance of her investment portfolio. Given the market performance it seemed she was still on track for her September cruise. She smiled, picturing herself, nude, in a lounge chair on the deck, browning her tan in the Caribbean sun.
She felt the heat on her skin. Smelled the salt in the air. No phone, no appointments, no unwanted distractions. Just her and the sea and a mango martini. And the chiseled young man in the chair next to her ready to reapply the tanning lotion to the parts she couldn't reach. And some she could reach but would prefer him to take care of instead.
The music paused, buffering. The saw was now silent. She listened carefully and still heard nothing. They must have finished, gone inside. She wondered what they looked like. Tall? Strong? Handsome? Old enough to understand what she needed, but young enough to keep up? She drummed her fingers on her lips. There was only one way to find out.
Stretching to her feet Amy headed for her closet, looking for something more flattering in which to make her entrance. She slid the hangers right to left, giving each outfit the once-over before proceeding to the next. As she did, a voice swelled between her ears. Rose's voice. Something she'd said near the close of their breakfast conversation. A throwaway she dismissed as a figure of speech suddenly seemed less harmless in the presence of her short dresses and low-cut tops. "Don't worry," the voice repeated, "I'll take care of them."
Amy frowned. Her imagination was getting the best of her. Swiping a slinky black number she shed her sweats and slipped it on, intentionally neglecting underwear and a bra. Rose was probably glued to her laptop trying to sort out the table arrangements for the reception before she left for her shift at the station. Those masons would be bored to tears with no one to talk to. Straightening the dress in the mirror, she hurried down the stairs and out to the yard.
****
She shut the back door quietly behind her and eased down the hallway, her sandals silent on the tile floor. The faint smell of fresh mortar nipped at her nose and the scrape of steel on cement scratched at her ears between paces. There was something else too. Voices. Male voices. Low volume banter as yet unintelligible. She slowed her advance; straightening her posture and prepping her smile. Then - mere strides from the corner - she heard it.
A giggle.
A female voice.
Rose.
Amy froze at the end of the hall, just tucked away from any wandering eyes in the living room. She eased her back against the wall, turning her head and bending an ear toward the banter.