My Son Jac.

Author's Note: Part 21 is told from Dad's perspective.

All characters are over 18

I pulled Kyle into a big hug and kissed him deeply. He was as much my son as Jack now. In many ways, Kyle was the glue that kept us together. He was the catalyst that opened us up sexually.

After kissing him for a while. I held him close. As Jack pointed out, we hadn't been alone yet.

I held him to me for a little while stroking his hair and planting kisses on his head. "You're so very special, son." I told him. I wasn't sure if I'd called him 'son' before. It felt right.

"Oh, Daddy!" He exclaimed and hugged me tight. It was clear he meant it in a non-sexual context. He tended to get overwhelmed at emotional moments.

"It's ok, baby." I reassured him and stroked his back. Danny and Jack joined me in comforting Kyle. Jack and Danny joined me in stroking his back and hair.

"Hey." I said softly and tipped his face to meet mine. "It's ok. You're safe. You're loved. You're needed. You're desired." I punctuated each statement with a light kiss on his lips. The waterworks were going now. I wiped the tears from his cheeks.

I smiled warmly at him. How could anyone feel anything but love for this young man? I wondered to myself. What kind of monster treats this dear boy like less of a person?

"Danny, Jack. I'm going to show this wonderful boy just how much I love him." I announced. Jack was right. I was overdue to make love to my other son. I led Kyle to my and Danny's bedroom.

I took Kyle by the hand and stopped him near the bed. I took his face in my hands and kissed him deeply. I channeled all of my love for him into that kiss. I wanted him to know exactly how I felt.

I was tender and caring with him. I took off his shirt and then removed his pants and underwear. "You're beautiful, Kyle." I told him. He smiled shyly at me. I lay him down on our bed and removed my clothes.

I looked down at my wonderful son and then lay down on top of him. I stroked his hair and cheek as I stared into his blue eyes. "I'm so lucky to have you." I told him.

I wanted Kyle to know how much he meant to me, to us. I needed him to know. I needed him to feel it.

"Thank you, Daddy. I love you so much." He croaked. He was still emotional. I stroked him gently. I was in no rush. We had all the time that we needed.

"I love you, son." I reaffirmed. "As long as I have a roof over my head, you'll have a place to stay."

Kyle kissed me and pulled me on top of him. He moaned into my mouth and started grinding our cocks together. He was also being really tender. For both of us this was less about sex and more about expressing our love.

I thought how Manny and Dro were with each other. I think it affected us both more than we realize. Kyle had bad experiences with his own father. All I wanted was to be here for him.

We kissed tenderly and slowly rubbed against each other. Kyle put his arms around me and held me close to him.

"Please, Daddy." He said. "I would love to feel you inside me." He looked at me with such tenderness. I nodded and reached for the lube.

I lubed us both up and slid into him easily. We both moaned loudly. "Is that ok?" I asked him.

"Yes, Daddy. I love the feeling of you inside me." Kyle said and rolled his hips, working my cock inside of him.

"You feel great, son." I told him and started to gently thrust in and out of him. I felt such a connection to him. It was different than the connection that I felt to Jack. Jack would always be my son. We had all chosen Kyle.

"I love you, Kyle." I said and continued to gently fuck him. I was aware of how passive he was being, so I grabbed his cock and stroked him in time with my thrusts. "Let Daddy take care of you." I felt that this is what he wanted.

"Thank you, Daddy." He said. And that was it. I fucked him until we both came. It was about as vanilla as could be but we had both had wild. That wasn't what we needed from each other.

We both needed to establish bond of love between father and son. He needed me to take care of him. I needed to care for him.

"How are you doing?" I asked. He seemed to be better now but I suspect that he still needs to work through some trauma.

"I feel better, Dad. Thank you. That was really nice. I'm so lucky to have you, Jack, and Danny." He said softly.

"We wouldn't be a family if it wasn't for you." I told him. He smiled sweetly up at me. I thought that whatever happened between Jack and Kyle, that he would always be my son.

I was sure that they were destined to be in each other's lives for a long time. They were both crazy about each other. Danny and I were crazy for both of them. And I was crazy for Danny, I realized not for the first time.

Kyle and I cuddled for a little while before Jack and Danny came into the room and snuggled in next to us. They had given us our time together and I guessed that they wanted to come and bask in the afterglow.

Jack held Kyle's phone up. The phone showed that he had a message from his brother Matt. I said that he should invite his brother over for dinner, if that was ok with Danny and Jack.

Danny and Jack exchanged a look that I couldn't quite decipher. Danny said that it was ok. Jack nodded and looked at Danny with suspicion. I wasn't quite sure what was going on but I trusted them both, so I decided not to question it. I'm sure that I would find out soon enough.

Kyle and I showered and got dressed while Jack offered to help Danny with meal prep. There was still a couple of hours before Matt arrived, so there was plenty of time. Kyle and I joined them in the kitchen once we were done getting ready.

To my surprise, Jack and Danny were standing there waiting for us. Jack took Kyle by the hand and pulled him close. Danny smiled broadly at me and cleared his throat.

"Mike, these past weeks have been the happiest of my life. I can't imagine my life without you and I don't want to. I love you with all my heart." Danny said as he closed the distance and stood next to me.

Danny pulled a ring box from his pocket and opened it to reveal a diamond studded platinum band. "Will you be my husband?" He asked a little nervously. I was completely floored but my heart new the answer.

"Yes, Danny. I will be your husband." I said through tears of joy. I kissed him and he put the ring on my finger.

I pulled him into a tight embrace. "I love you so much, Danny. You make me so happy!" I sniffed. I looked to the boys and saw that Jack was holding Kyle who was crying openly.

Danny must have noticed as well. We both opened our embrace to include the boys. The four of us held each other and kissed. I wondered how long it would be before Jack and Kyle got engaged to each other.

"I know this was less than a romantic proposal, Mike. I had planned to do it during dinner. You know candles and all that." Danny offered apologetically.

That explained the look between Jack and him. He must have let Jack in on the plan. I told Danny that none of that mattered, only the proposal itself.

That moment was starting to sink in. I was 40 years old and getting married for the first time. I looked at my husband to be. It was worth the wait. I was crazy about Danny.

Our little family was one step closer to becoming an official, legally recognized, family. All that remained was for us to find a way to apply legal status to Kyle. I supposed that Danny and I could adopt him but then Jack could end up marrying his brother.

All that would have to wait for another day. We needed to get ready for Matt's visit. Kyle volunteered to be sous chef for Danny, so Jack and I worked to tidy up the apartment.

We found ourselves back in the master bedroom, remaking the bed and putting things away. Once we finished, Jack pulled me into a hug and kissed me.

"I'm so happy for you, Dad." He said as he pulled away slightly. "I'm happy you and Danny found each other." He kissed me lightly now.

"Me too, Jack. You and Kyle gave me the courage to open myself up to possibilities, to happiness. I love our family." I continued to kiss my son. My heart was so full of love for my three men, but especially for my son.

"I love the man that you've become." I whispered to him. "I'm so very proud of you. I hope you know that I will always be proud of you."

"I know, Dad. Me too." Jack said and pressed his groin to mine. He was getting hard, which was getting me going too.

"We just made the bed, Jack." I joked. We both laughed.

"I know, Dad. We haven't really connected lately, is all. I miss you." Jack broke my heart a little when he said that. We'd both been busy with our boyfriends, now my fiancé, and the move.

"I know, buddy. I'm sorry. I miss you too. Soon, I promise." I kissed him lightly. Jack has always been understanding. I've always taught him to be honest about his feelings. I didn't take it as a complaint.

We reluctantly pulled apart and took the the rest of our work. As we were finishing up, the doorbell rang and I offered to answer. I called out to the kitchen that I had it and made the walk to the door.

I opened it to find Matt standing there, looking as delicious as ever. I pulled him into a hug.

"Hey, Matty. It's good to see you. It's been too long." Matt stood there looking as good as ever. He had let his hair grow out a little and I had to resist the urge to run my hand through his thick locks.

"Thanks, Mike. You too. This place is...unbelievable." Matt said as he took in the view of the apartment.

"Yeah, it's taken a little getting used to. Can I show you around?" I offered. Matt graciously accepted. I pointed out the living and dining areas, Kyle and Danny both waved from the kitchen. I performed a rudimentary introduction since they were busy with dinner prep.

I showed Kyle to the rest of the apartment, pointing out Jack and Kyle's room, the two spare bedrooms, office, the master suite, and all of the bathrooms. Matt made all the usual and expected comments about the place. I still wasn't completely used to it and shared many of his feelings.

"Danny seems nice." Matt said when we were touring the master suite. "Does he make you happy?"

"Very much so, Matt. I'm incredibly fortunate. We're actually getting married. Danny proposed to me earlier today." I told him gently. Given our history, I wasn't sure how he'd take it.

"I think that's amazing, Mike! I'm very happy for both of you." Matt beamed. He seemed genuinely happy for us, which was a relief. "You really deserve to be happy." He said with a smile.

Here again was the guy that I bonded with during Kyle and Jack's swim meets. I hadn't heard how things were going with Matt and my bother Joe and wasn't quite sure how to ask.

"You too, Matty." I told him. "Are you and Joe still...?"

"Nah, not really." He dismissed the question. "We messed around and it was nice, but I think that Joe still has some stuff to figure out. I'm not mad about it. We had some fun times together."

"Got it. Yeah, Joe's always been a little hard to pin down." I expected Matt to go into more detail. When he didn't, I didn't press.

Kyle called us into the dining area for dinner, so we would have to table this for later, if ever. We rejoined the rest of the men for dinner. Danny and Kyle had prepared an eggplant parmesan, which apparently is Matt's favorite.

It was delicious, as usual. Matt congratulated Danny on our engagement and complimented the apartment and the meal. Danny was gracious as usual.

The rest of the conversation was limited to school, grades, work, our move, and other lighter topics. Danny and I enjoyed a glass of wine as we listened to the boys talk about upcoming classes.

Matt offered to clear and I said that I'd help. Jack, Kyle, and Danny retired to the living room. Between the two of us, we made short work of clearing the place settings. Most things went in the dishwasher, but there are always things that need a hand washing.

I was washing and Matt was drying. We continued to catch up on things, including Joe. Apparently, Joe wasn't ready for a relationship again and wanted to be open to possibilities. Matt mentioned that he also wasn't looking to settle down, so it worked out for the best.

After we finished, we were just hanging out in the kitchen and Danny came in to check on us. Danny came over and gave me a kiss and stood close. I wasn't sure if he was being territorial and I couldn't remember if I'd mentioned that Matt and I had already been intimate, so I just let him be protective.

"So, Mike..." Danny started. "I was thinking about an engagement gift." He was into his second glass of wine and was feeling a little bold.

"What did you have in mind?" I teased him. I thought that I had an idea where he might be going.

"Well, you see, Matt here is pretty tasty. How about if the three of us fuck?" He leered at Matty a little. Matt was a little taken aback in surprise. I knew that he wouldn't be shocked.

"Have you been talking to my brother?" Matt asked with a smile. Danny nodded, because of course he had.

I thought, why not? If Danny wanted to sleep with Matt, I didn't want to ruin it for him. Plus, Matt was a great fuck. I wanted this to happen, but I wanted to include Jack and Kyle too.

"I'm fine with that, so long as Jack and Kyle can join in." I offered as a counter proposal. Jack was already missing me so I wanted to take the opportunity to reconnect.

I looked to Matt for his reaction. He grinned widely and said "Fuck yeah. Let's do this."

The three of us made our way toward the bedroom. I paused before leaving the living room and told Kyle and Jack that their presence was required in the bedroom. I've never seen them move faster.

The five of us rushed into the master bedroom and tore our clothes off. Matt and Danny were already making out, which was enough to give me a raging boner. Fuck, my fiancé and Matt were hot together.

I grabbed Jack first and pulled him to me, kissing him passionately. Kyle was instantly on his knees and started sucking both of us. Our kissing turned gentle and deliberate as Kyle worked us in turn.

"Thank you, Dad." Jack said softly. We turned ourselves so that we could observe Matt and Danny. They were 69ing on the bed and really enjoying each other's cocks.

I lay Jack down on the bed and guided Kyle to join me sucking his cock. Jack was moaning in pleasure as we both worked him in unison. I was enjoying the taste of him. Kyle's tongue was mingling with mine as we devoted ourselves to Jack.

I gently pressed Kyle's head to guide him lower. He got the idea and began to tongue between Jack's ass cheeks. I spread his cheeks for him to get full access as I was bobbing on Jack's cock.

I moved to position my cock near Jack's inviting hole. Kyle started working my cock now moving between my cock and Jack's hole. Once we were fully wet, I slipped inside of my son. Kyle stood up and kissed me so that I could taste Jack in his mouth.

I stroked Kyle gently as I fucked Jack, who was moaning in time with my thrusts. "Fuck, Daddy! Yes, you're so good." He moaned. I gently guided Kyle to bend over and get on top of him. He got the idea.

Once Kyle was in position lying on top of Jack. They started making out and rubbing their cocks together. I spit on Kyle's hole and then slid inside of him.

I had the both of them open to me and alternated between their holes. Danny stood beside me and was fucking Matt. Our thrusts were perfectly in sync. We smiled at each other and kissed.

"Switch?" Danny asked, so we did. I was fucking Matty while Danny was alternating between Jack and Kyle.

A little while later, Kyle moved over and positioned himself on top of his brother. Kyle lowered himself on top of Matt's cock and began to ride him. Kyle looked over his shoulder at Danny and leaned forward.

I switched placed with Danny. Kyle paused his riding and kissed his brother, offering an opportunity for Danny to slip inside of him.

Danny pulled out the lube and got everything nice and slick, then he pushed inside of Kyle rubbing his cock against Matt's. "Oh fuck!" Danny cried out. I thought he would shoot but he held off and was soon working with Matt to fuck Kyle together.

I went to Jack and lay on top, kissing him again. I flipped over so that Jack could ride me next to his boyfriend. Jack slid himself down on my cock and rode me. He reached out and grasped Kyle's hand. They held onto each other as they were impaled my me, Matt, and Danny.

My hand found Matt's and we held onto each other as Kyle and Jack rode us, with Danny and Matt both penetrating Kyle. I looked up at my son as he continued to ride me. My beautiful boy was loving the feeling of mounting his father's cock. I could feel his precum leaking onto my stomach.

Danny and Matt were both getting close, their cocks were rubbing together inside of Kyle's hole. I knew from experience what that felt like and I was surprised that they were lasting as long as they had.

They both came at the same time and filled Kyle with their loads. Seeing them cum tipped the balance for me and I bred Jack, shooting my load into my son's hole. Jack leaned down and kissed me as I recovered from my orgasm.

I kissed him back tenderly. Jack pulled himself off of me gently and pulled Kyle to him. They both lay next to each other kissing and stroking each other until they both came, while Danny, Matt, and I watched.

"Best engagement gift, ever." I told Danny as I kissed him. "Did you enjoy yourself?"

"You bet, I did. How about you, babe?" Danny asked me.

"It's always wonderful with this group of amazing men." I sighed contentedly.

We were all enjoying the post coital chill. It was late now, so Kyle offered for Matt to stay with him and Jack. I said that was a good idea and told them they should shower together while Danny and I changed the sheets and got ready for bed.

The boys went off to bed. Danny told me to shower and that he would make up the bed. I thanked him and got myself ready.

Later as Danny was getting ready, I lay in bed and stared at the ring on my finger. It was beautiful and tasteful. It felt strange to wear it but I couldn't stop looking at it and thinking about what it represented.

Danny slid in beside me and snuggled in close. "Do you like the ring?" He asked me.

"It's beautiful, just like you." I replied and kissed him.

To be continued.