Jim sent me to the shower and told me to meet him upstairs. I enjoyed the hot water and just let my body relax after its first fucking. I finished and dried off and went upstairs. Jim was sitting in his favorite chair and he pointed to the floor in front of him. I knelt and looked up at him.
"I don't think I have fucked a virgin in decades," Jim said. "I really enjoyed that."
He sipped his drink and looked at me.
"You told me months ago that you weren't gay. That you just wanted to spend more time with me. You've been sucking my cock for almost six months and I just fucked your ass. What do you think now?"
I thought for a moment, but I didn't really know what to say.
"Well?" Jim asked.
"I....." I stumbled. "I don't think of myself as gay. I don't know what to think, actually. I want to continue with you but I am not sure what that means."
Jim motioned for me to move closer. I scooted right between his legs.
"Open your mouth," he said.
I did and I got even closer and took his cock in my mouth. He took my head in both hands and pulled me tight so my lips were against the base of his cock.
"Look at me," he commanded.
I looked up at him. It was very awkward in that position to see his eyes but I did it.
"I've known men like you before. It's not about being gay or straight. It's about being used. Being a toy or a cock whore. I could tell early on that you needed to be broken and used. This was the final step."
I couldn't reply, obviously. I just tried to keep breathing through my nose. He was holding my head very tight. His cock was soft, but it filled my mouth. I kept looking at him.
"You like being used, don't you?"
I couldn't even nod.
"You have found your true nature. You're just a fuck toy for someone else's pleasure."
I blinked my eyes once. He smiled.
"Good boy," he said.
He kept my head tight against his crotch.
"Do you want me to fuck you more?"
I blinked once.
"You want me to use you whenever I want?"
I blinked.
"However I want?"
I blinked.
Jim let go of my head. I slowly sat back letting his cock slip from between my lips.
"Good. You should stay here tonight. I'll need a wakeup blowjob."
We got up and got ready for bed. I hadn't slept over too often in the past. I was glad he asked me tonight. I wanted to be close to him after he fucked me. Oddly, even though I was so horny, I slept pretty well. When I woke Jim was already up and gone. I found a note on the kitchen table.
"Had to run early. Dinner tomorrow night."
That was strange. He had made a point of me blowing him when he woke up. I was surprised and disappointed. I was sad that I didn't get to suck his cock. I got dressed and went home. I had lots to do and stayed busy. It bothered me though. Why did he leave in the morning? Why didn't he wake me for his morning blowjob?
I was prepping dinner when I got a text from Jim that he would be over at 7:00. That gave me enough time to finish and have a few minutes to spare. I made sure everything was ready and just before 7 I undressed and knelt in front of Jim's chair. I heard him come in and he walked into the living room and looked at me kneeling naked and waiting.
"Good Cock Whore," he said as he sat down.
He hadn't opened his pants, so I sat and waited. I wanted his cock so badly but I knew I should wait. I could feel his eyes on me as I kept mine fixed on the ground in front of me.
"You want my cock, don't you?"
'Yes, Daddy," I replied.
"Were you upset that I left early yesterday?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"I wanted to suck your cock when I woke up."
"And you were disappointed when I was gone?"